Update: 6/19
First Day at the gym.....TIRED AS ALL GET OUT....but daum I feel great about this new desire and direction. Lil Nic....Daddy gonna try and keep himself around for ya!!!!
In my own words
Fell in love with you deeper than my words
Can amply even begin to describe
Put your health before anything that was for self
Would have given my last, my all my life
Sometimes feeling like less than a man
Knowing that the loss of you would break me
Trying to be better than I know I really am
Hoping that somehow you wouldn’t escape me
Tell me that a man’s tears shouldn’t exist
And I’ll tell you that you are quite confused
Gotta brother believing that he supposed to not feel
The pain u caused, leaving him emotionally bruised
But that my dear is full of bullshit
Cause it doesn’t make me any less a man
And if losing you has taught me to appreciate another
Then I’ll accept that lesson yes, Ma’am
Because I have overcome far worse than you
And will probably fail someone who is much greater
And how do I explain sharing that pain with with another
Well, maybe that’s a poem for later!
Love……what would we be without it….better or worse?
dbOriginal
MrNic aka NuLyfe
5/21/07
