i don't want you to be happy without me

About Me

pierced tongue [ x ]
tattoos [ x ]
weird sense of humor [ x ]
mind in the gutter [xxx]

i used to have my eyebrow pierced, but the lady who cut my hair pulled it out with a comb. punk...

i've got this really neat scar, but i don't remember the wound it came from.

i was dropped when i was a baby. go figure...

My Interests

adventure, excitement, fun, sex, drugs, rock & roll, blades, martial arts, astrology, mythology, faeries, alchemy, herbalism, spirituality, angels, demons, elements, poetry, reading, writing, music, movies, nature, knowledge, anime, gaming, web design, photography, playfulness...

I'd like to meet:

someone to learn from.

Music:

tool, a perfect circle, resident hero, 30 seconds to mars, flyleaf, korn, staind, avril lavigne, alanis morissette, deftones, garbage, nin, rage against the machine, vnv nation, the gathering, the tea party, dave matthews band (the old stuff), disturbed, marilyn manson, sublime, dishwalla, bjork, evanescence, pearl jam (the old stuff), led zepplin, pink floyd, lynard skynard, boston... just about everything excent hardcore religious, gangasta rap, country, and death metal - no extremes...

Flyleaf - Fully Alive
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Movies:

fight club, constantine, the matrix, memento, seven, sin city, kill bill vol. 1, willy wonka and the chocolate factory (the original), die hard, mononoke hime, fern gully, terminator 2, mallrats, stir of echoes, unbreakable, x-men, tombstone, cube, pi, american psycho, braveheart, lord of the rings, legends of the fall, equalibrium, dragonheart, alien, payback...

Se7en - Opening Credits
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Television:

lost, carnivale, the supernatural, smallville, dead like me, 24, invader zim, aqua teen hunger force, robot chicken, x-files, the daily show, the colbert report, anything on the history channel...

Dexter - No Blood?
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Books:

darkly dreaming dexter, the prince, the divine comedy, crash, jthm, lenore, squee, jeff lyndsay, george r.r. martin, robert jordan, piers anthony, david eddings, r.a. salvatore, richard preston, orson scott card, neal stephenson...

Heroes:

einstein, edgar allen poe, wolverine, maynard james keenan, peter north...

My Blog

when darkness turns to light

doing some spring cleaning and came across some old photos tucked into a book (see 'the early years' photo album) and it started to get me all nostalgic. go figure, i'm such a sap. decided to post som...
Posted by i don't want you to be happy without me on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 11:58:00 PST

camping

over the river and through the woods to grizzly bears i go... pray i don't get eaten by something.
Posted by i don't want you to be happy without me on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 10:06:00 PST

tired

it's new years day and i am so tired. i think it's now time to wake up and smell the fresh air. a new year, a new beginning. a fresh start. isn't that what they always say? still, i have to study my a...
Posted by i don't want you to be happy without me on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 05:13:00 PST

snap!

i got the power! came on few hours ago i think. 3 days without. i am considering myself fortunate by comparison to those who are in more remote locations, because they may be without power for several...
Posted by i don't want you to be happy without me on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 09:29:00 PST

The Package

Clever got me this far Then tricky got me in Eye on what i'm afterI don't need another friend Smile and drop the cliche 'Till you think I'm listening I take just what I came for Then I'm out the door ...
Posted by i don't want you to be happy without me on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 03:39:00 PST

it's just that this is not the way i'm wired

today is a coffee and cigarettes sort of day... got a quiz today at school and i feel far from prepared. memory has not been a strength of mine since before 1998. the only exception to what i c...
Posted by i don't want you to be happy without me on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 02:29:00 PST

Ozzfest 2006 - Fuck It!

I don't know if I am willing to dish out up to $140 for a ticket to this show. I am sure it is great to get this kind of money for the bands and all, but I wouldn't pay more than half that for a ticke...
Posted by i don't want you to be happy without me on Tue, 11 Apr 2006 11:39:00 PST

the good life...

hope it doesn't kill me. goin to hawaii next week. little scared of the flight out there (i don't fly well). i'm hoping the fun of the trip will override the stupid mechanism. besides, w...
Posted by i don't want you to be happy without me on Wed, 05 Apr 2006 07:30:00 PST

V for BADASS!

Went and saw V for Vendetta last night. I liked it a lot, even if the explosions were a little much and they didn't really explain why the hero was so badass. He was cool for a knife weilder and ...
Posted by i don't want you to be happy without me on Mon, 20 Mar 2006 11:12:00 PST

bleh

don't know why but the depression is back today. fuckin a. some heavy metal will probably prove the cure...
Posted by i don't want you to be happy without me on Fri, 17 Mar 2006 03:24:00 PST