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.:ant:.

Burning my bridges while getting HIGHER...

About Me

knappy headed, crusty kid, that spends time in "gawth" clubs... Dresses how he wants, when he wants, where he wants. Likes spending time downtown with friends..., walking around cemetaries or the canal late at night. Abandoned buildings are a plus too...

Compromising DJ here in the capital city.
DJ'd for bands such as Bella Morte, Thrill Kill Kult, Mindless Faith, Slick Idiot, More Machine Than Man, hERETICS iN tHE lAB, Hindu Pez, Dead New Year

I used to play Keyboards for local Deathrock/Glamrock band Dead New Year...., but that kinda fell through.
So, I've picked up the keys again to play with one of the only true industrial bands I know, Machine Chop Inc.

Livejournal and AIM sn = NineNchTool Talk to me...

My Interests

downtown, dancing, goth, punk, death, decay, drinking, hanging out with friends, playing video games, beach, abandoned buildings, dark

I'd like to meet:

Kids in RVA or Virginia... Goth/industrial kids, Punk kids, even scenster kids if you're cool...Any musicians in Industrial/goth bands, punk bands, metal bands.

Music:

industrial, goth, synthpop, ebm, noize, local, punk, grind, metal, experimental ... in no particular order

Movies:

Nightmare Before Christmas, Beetlejuice, Lost Boys, Edward Scissorhands, Fight Club, Old Star Wars, Braveheart, A Clockwork Orange, Full Metal Jacket

Books:

...., I used to read... in school

My Blog

Phail.

Holy shit..., I fucking fail.I am extremely irritated.   I really need to start working on myself.
Posted by .:ant:. on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 01:26:00 PST

Self Help {vol. 1}

I would like for anyone that reads this(that truely considers themself a friend of mine) to: 1. Tell me one good thing / something you like about me.2. Tell me one bad thing / something you don't like...
Posted by .:ant:. on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 03:09:00 PST

Nothing.

A closed mouth does not get fed.  This is something I have definately come to believe.   I don't talk.   I don't take initiative.  I've lost chances.This has been what's bugging me...
Posted by .:ant:. on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 06:40:00 PST

Part of me.

/sighA part of me actually wants friends.Yes, I say this as I sit alone, and awake at 7:20 AM.    On a Saturday.Not because I woke up early to get things accomplished today, but because...
Posted by .:ant:. on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 04:25:00 PST

in awe.

/rantWow, I am actually totally and completely in awe of the fucking pretentiousness I see on my "friends" list,   on my AIM, and in the Clubs.    I really don't know what the...
Posted by .:ant:. on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 09:55:00 PST

What luck.

So..., a semi-warm day came.  I decided to drive around all day with my top down...,   You know..., cus its pimp.Anyway...., I went to a meeting..., and when I got out..., I noticed a d...
Posted by .:ant:. on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 09:25:00 PST

Subject="0"

This sucks so much.I have just encountered an overwhelming bout of depression, anger, and anxiety.  Its so hard for me to put to practical use what I've been learning in my sessions, and meetings...
Posted by .:ant:. on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 10:18:00 PST

fucking phones.

I'm going to shoot Will's phone and put it out of its fucking misery.So, this chick totally wanted to give me her number..., and she typed it into Will's phone..., and typed her name in there and ever...
Posted by .:ant:. on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 07:19:00 PST

lol.

lol..., I know Jessica just commented on how proud she is that I'm doing so well nowadays.  ..., and how she likes the fact that i don't degrade myself anymore(call myself a douche and whatnot)Bu...
Posted by .:ant:. on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 12:59:00 PST

Paint a picture.

A picture has been painted. By everyone that knew/knows me. Everyone that had begun to hate, to love, to deal with and to get along with me.It's etched in their minds..., I don't know if it is possibl...
Posted by .:ant:. on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 09:56:00 PST