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Living a gothic lifestyle doesn’t necessarily mean that you have to wear black each and every day, in fact that doesn’t prove anything, neither does listening to gothic music. In my opinion it’s a feeling you have to be content with, you just know you’re Goth, and you donÂ’t ever need anyone to tell you that. The darkly powerful feeling I derive from solitude is what I feel makes me Goth, the essence of silence and thought. The yearning for death I sometimes feel for no apparent reason. The sense of humor that nobody around me seems to share. When I think of the uselessness of rituals and customs that everyone around me is so content and happy with and meaninglessness of things we take for granted without second thought, I delve into my gothic realms to seek an answer in a haze of darkness. Being Gothic is the dark side of my personality that I prefer not to openly expose to those who don’t understand what being gothic is all about. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Happiness I cannot feel,so love to me is so unreal....And so as you hear this words.. telling you now.. how of my state..I tell you to enjoy life, I wish I could but its too late.. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ You are a seeker. Delight in the mastery Of your hands and your feet, Of your words and your thoughts. Delight in meditation and in solitude. Compose yourself, be happy. You are a seeker.