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MySpace Layouts MySpace Editor Icons Collage MySpace Graphics MySpace Codes Jesus is my life (i use to pick on the smaller kids, i use to make fun of others to elevate myself, i strove for happiness within a bottle, i thought girls would be the answer, i lied, i stole, i wanted to be the best, i wanted to be famous, i wanted to be the richest, i thought parties would keep me happy, i thought all these temporal lusts and pleasures would keep me content, i realized what i did was wrong, i realized God had a law i had to keep, i broke all His laws, i hated my life, i realized if i were to die i would go to hell, until i found out about Christs perfect gift, the grace of His salvation through faith in Him) ...................................Yo check my mortiferous rap of me speaking gargantuan wordsits like im in a daze all delirious, dwelling in sin in wickedness in tenebrous, where is my focus? on myself, its so not right, i find myself unlike Christ and more like a sybarite, are these venial crimes that im committing? the only one i sin against is my Lord my king, this life that i strive for is brittle and evanescent, i need to get my focus off myself and tell others the need to repent, why cant i sing canorous melodies, when im focused on my weakness and tragidies, how can i say i love others when my heart shows schadenfreude within, to some i may appear so holy but in reality im overflowing with sin, i appear kind a hospitable gent, but my inner thoughts of my old nature are nothing but truculent, my reading devotions and prayers continually in dilatory, im focused on myself and pursue my own glory, my God continually shows me a relationship of numinous, wonders answers miracles blessings all that are enumerous, i battle myself as we speak its like i have my own enmity, i need to be in Christ fully considerably thats the real remedy, why cant my walk and growth be pari passu, its like im trying to run a race while my feet are stuck in glue, why cant i get excited to read the word daily instead of having a somniferous study, i just read about the guy who was blind like i was and can see just by getting his eyes muddy, how can i castigate peoples sins so easily, when i am so guilty so inexcusably, i am beholden to my Christ for the debt He paid for me, why cant i just stop sinning stop feeling guilt and walk justly, it seems you are so affable when i am strong in you, but as soon as i fall its like i cant speak to you, this poor letter is nothing but circumlocution, im just trying to keep my mind focused by writting to you this confession. ...me right thur --------------------------------------------------------