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Lilmamaplaya

I am here for Friends

About Me

So you want to know something about me. Funny isn't it, they give us myspace to meet new people then they put this section "about me" so you can tell people what kind of person you are before they decide to talk to you. Then what is left? What question will you ask if I put "all about me" right here in this section? I am a 31 year old mother, I've been married, single, I've partied more than I should have, stayed home when I could have gone out, drank too much and not enough, I've loved and I've hated, I've cried and I've laughed, I've probably been there and if I haven't then I'll be there soon. So what question will you ask to get to know me better?To the one who let me go... Remembering back at the times I've spent alone after hearing someone say they loved me I've realized a few things. The time alone gave me the chance to grow stronger. The strength kept it from hurting each time you made an empty promise. The time I've spent alone help me to understand me. Now I know that I love myself and sometimes it's just better to be alone. The time that you left me alone I was able to realize that I had way too much pride to be with someone who was too scared to be with me. I was able to realize that loving me took a heart and it took passion, you had neither. So I say to you - Thanks for letting me go.

My Interests

There is only one thing I am interested in doing and that is LIVING MY LIFE. Seriously, now that I am not nine months pregnant I enjoy going out. I really enjoy dancing but can't seem to find anyone to dance with these days. I love to hear music, it calms me down. I like to drink from time to time, but I'm on meds that stop me from doing that these days. I love to write, sometimes it's poetry and some times it merely nothing more than just random thoughts thrown out into the air. I like to read some. I enjoy a lot of things to be honest. I really love to laugh but not as much as I enjoy making others laugh. I like being a pain in the ass and my all time fav is to always make somebody wonder about something. :)
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I'd like to meet:

I seem to be my only friend these days, not that it bothers me considering I've had my share of wrong turns down the frienship road. Honest people, people who aren't scared to be themselves, people who believe it's okay to mess up from time to time, people who know that it's okay to cry, people who'll pick someone up and put them to their feet again without asking for anything in return, people who look out for others because their heart tells them to. REAL PEOPLE, are they out there?
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Music:

I just love music, I love to hear a good beat that makes me want to dance. I enjoy loud music.Z
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Movies:

There are so many that I like. I am an Action kind of person, though I enjoy a great Chick Flick from time to time. I enjoy movies that make me think, murder or vampire movies. If it has blood in it I'll pick it first. I love the movies with action, fast cars, big guns, you got it?

Television:

Well my tv showes have changed. My sister got me into watching Weeds..great show. Still love my King of the Hill. I like to watch Jeff's big night out. Other than that what ever is on will work for me.
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Books:

Anything by Stephen King or Anne Rice

Heroes:

My kids

My Blog

Our Marriage

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Posted by Lilmamaplaya on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 01:53:00 PST

Nobody would understand

My mind is overwhelmed with it's thoughts. It just doesn't stop, it just keeps going and going. I wake up in the morning and my head is already filled with thoughts, while I am laying in bed trying to...
Posted by Lilmamaplaya on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 01:40:00 PST

Why?

Why is it so hard to fall in love with a man that can be understanding? Open to who you are and be calm about the idea of you wanting to be better? Why is it that a man loves you today, but tomor...
Posted by Lilmamaplaya on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 01:45:00 PST

Simplicity

I am a simple gal asking for nothing more than simplicity. Just someone to love me without question even if for just a minute. A reason to smile throughout the day, even if it's silly. Happiness with ...
Posted by Lilmamaplaya on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 11:39:00 PST

I know....

I look into his eyes and I can see the truth that he hides the pain he tries to keep from me He doesn't realize that I see through him and that I see the pain I see the foolishness he tries to pretend...
Posted by Lilmamaplaya on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 11:34:00 PST

Was it?

Deep inside, back behind Emotions I don't understand Fears I've never had Tears I can't stop Was it all just for you?...
Posted by Lilmamaplaya on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 08:26:00 PST

Should it matter?

Should it matter if it was before you? Okay say that you find out that your best friend once slept with your present boy friend. Does it matter if it happened before you? Can you really get mad about ...
Posted by Lilmamaplaya on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 07:56:00 PST

IT=SEXY

Ever notice how "it" always falls back on sex? It doesn't really matter what "it" is, "it" still ends up talking about sex. Either someone isn't getting enough of "it", or someone don't like how they ...
Posted by Lilmamaplaya on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 03:39:00 PST

He may not be mine

Lying in his arms night after night Feeling this guilt and yet it feels so right No he isn't mine to keep but he's here It may not be forever and I may have to share But at this very moment he's all ...
Posted by Lilmamaplaya on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 08:20:00 PST

If ya want to

No you don't have to like me Not if you don't really want to You don't have to smile When I walk past you There is no reason to pretend Not if you don't want to I am who I am Just as you will always b...
Posted by Lilmamaplaya on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 04:36:00 PST