Damiana

Cool Slideshows Hey my name is Mary. I love the medical field and one day plan on being an ob/gyn. I dont want to be held back by people who aren't true to themselves or others. My main goal in life is to be happy and to be able to take care of my family. Basically I just want to make friends outside of my town. Recently i realized that people aren't what they seem to be and that you need quality not quantity. I've made many mistakes in my life and I honestly can say that I dont regret having made them because I wouldn't be the person I am today even though I'm still learning. I love to help people in anyway that I can and I consider myself to be a good friend. I can be crazy and random at times but that is just one side of me. I've been referred to as an enigma, I guess it's because I believe that in certain situations you have to be able to adapt and aslo because of my interests. Like I love science but I also love the arts, in a sense people say that contradicts, I like to think of it as having an open mind. I give advice as it should be given when asked, I lay out all the options and let them decide what they should do. I'm not much of a party person I prefer one-on-one conversations a lot more. The reasoning behind this is that the more people that are involved in the conversation the quality of it deminishes. I'm very blunt and honest which can be a good or a bad thing depending on how you look at it, or which receiving end your on. I don't hold back how I feel anymore I tell people how it is. This way I don't bottle it up and take it out on the people in my life who don't deserve it. I love life and almost everything about it, I love doing different things especially things outside the norm. Im pretty much game for anything. I'm not afraid of many things except for the dark and losing my loved ones. Failure doesn't scare me like it does most people because I know that I won't fail. I know this because I won't let myself. I work best under pressure and am usually quick witted. I'm not a follower and when doing things I tend to take charge this way I can make sure the job, no matter what it is, gets done right. I know that I have hurt people and I feel bad for it but I also know that there is nothing I can do about it now except for trying to be a better person towards others, which I have been doing for quite some time. I have gone through many things that could have lead to my own self-destruction but through my will I turned it around to benefit me. I can't say what lies ahead in the future but I can hope... Also I love my nephews, they mean the world to me as well as my little brother and sister. I love children and being there for them is a blessing. Watching them grow has given me great joy and it will continue to do so forever. Also I love my cousins they support me and have always been there for me when I've needed them. My grandmother though, has been there for me, raised me, taken care of me my entire life and I can't thank her enough for everything she has done for me, even though we fight a lot. I know she means well and wants to see me succeed. ( Not to mention getting married and giving her a great grand-daughter, but that is NOT going to happen any time soon!!!) I have too many things I want to do first like get a degree and live life, there are way too many things I haven't done yet. If you've managed to read all this I give you credit for tolerating my little rant and kudos to you. That's all for now.....