i feel the lining of my stomach ripping apart.... |
seriously, i've had a fucked last week and a half of work. today sucked. i totally screwed something up and i will face the consequences as soon as i get into work tomorrow morning. ...
Posted by montana on Wed, 17 May 2006 07:21:00 PST |
trapped in a box.... |
...Ah trapped in a box my life becomes voidAnd all of the thought for myself's nowdestroyedControlling my mind, what to eat, what to buy Subliminal rules: how to live, how to dieTrapped in a box...
ye...
Posted by montana on Tue, 14 Feb 2006 04:49:00 PST |
here goes move .3 in 6 months..... |
i'm moving...
again...
at least this time it's not across a few states, but rather just across town...
more than ever do i feel like a transient...
i thought moving during school was bad enough, but ...
Posted by montana on Sat, 28 Jan 2006 09:12:00 PST |
jack bauer, the new macgyver?.... and on another note... |
yesterday's part one premier of 24 proved once again to be gut wrenching... and my heart raced to the point where i thought i was having an anxiety attack.... they just gotta kill everyone off now don...
Posted by montana on Tue, 17 Jan 2006 05:42:00 PST |
if mark walburg and brad pitt made sweet love.... and of course the 50 hour colorado project... |
are you ready.... this one's a doozy!
pre-project preparation:
Friday 10:30pm Sleep
Saturday 3:30am Leave for airport 6:00am Fly to Denver
the 50 hou...
Posted by montana on Sat, 31 Dec 2005 10:05:00 PST |
i can't let go... |
so they drop off the face of the earth, without warning, without a note, without letting you, their friend, know when they were coming back...you'd think that for the time that was spent blossoming wh...
Posted by montana on Fri, 09 Dec 2005 10:48:00 PST |
what have i gotten myself into... |
what have i gotten myself into....
the girl who swore off the "real world" for at least a year after graduation... wanted to make a ton of money.... ...
Posted by montana on Sat, 12 Nov 2005 05:59:00 PST |
it's getting down to the wire... |
less than two weeks and all i can think about is the fact that my heart won't stop beating so fast whenever i think about it.... anxiety to say the least... i'm leaving everything and i do...
Posted by montana on Thu, 29 Sep 2005 04:17:00 PST |
mid-twenties here i come... |
not as fabulous as i had imagined... especially since i was running a fever at dinner... whatever, i'll be celebrating my quarter-life crisis in vegas in two weeks.... and what a way to do it...
...
Posted by montana on Sat, 24 Sep 2005 12:44:00 PST |
so i just gotta say... |
fuck you... for your ever so perfect life...
fuck you... for your ever perfect career...
fuck you... for never giving me the benefit of a doubt...
fuck you... and your fucking badass ha...
Posted by montana on Thu, 22 Sep 2005 11:31:00 PST |
