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☆ Complacent Chaos ☆

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul; that makes us reach for more, that plants the fire

About Me


I love my past but I'm glad it's over. I don't want to live by someone's lies anymore. I'm going to make my life good for me. I love being around good people and I try to stay away from those who have nothing but bad things to say and drama. I have enough going on and if someone doesn't like me that's their issue. I'm busy living so, sorry if I don't have time to hold grudges. All I can say is what my Grams always told me "if they're talking about you, they're leaving someone else alone", smart woman. I'm ready to start the next chapter in my life and I think I have what I need to make this one even better then the last.I live in California my favorite place in the world. I love it here, there is no place like home! I also lived in Phoenix and it is lovely but I couldn't stay there I just wasn't happy. I lived in Las Vegas for 2 years and meet all kinds of great people it was a blast but still not for me. My life is a bit chaotic right now but luckily I have my family and close friends behind me helping me get through it. I love my family they are the best! I lost touch with them all for much too long but, now we are whole again and it makes all the difference in the world. I wouldn't trade them for anything.God grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, and the Wisdom to know the difference...
I want to travel and see everything, I love to hang out with my friends and have a good time. I'm really excited about my life right now, it's completely changing. I've become a different person and I love it. Things are looking all bright and shiny!

My Interests


I am interested in getting as much out of life as I can, living to the fullest. I love learning through experience but great advice is always welcome. I believe that if you really push your body and mind you can accomplish anything. I love a challenge, nothing can stop great ambition!Ok a few of the little things in life that make it better I love outdoor activities camping, boating, wake boarding, snowboarding, surfing, riding dirt bikes, hiking, swimming, running, tattoos, I love the beach, I love the mountains and everything in between too! I enjoy all types of MMA so yes I like the UFC. Ok anything else just ask!

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I'd like to meet:

Anyone who is fun and spontaneous. I love it when you can just have a good time with someone without doing anything, no prior plans or schedules.Unless it's mad, passionate, extraordinary love, it's a waste of time. There are too many mediocre things in life LOVE should not be one of them.

To all my girl "Feel your Boobies" Feel Your Boobies - Are you doing it?

Music:

Music is a blessing I wouldn't be the person I am without it. I love all music! I listen to music almost all day. Nothing can cheer me up and uplift me the way music can. It has helped me through the hardest times in my life it has made my happiest times even better. Nothing in this world can take the place of music in my heart.
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Movies:

Closer, Dirty Dancing, The Note Book, Spanglish, Pride & Prejudice, Shakespeare in Love, any of the Seth Rogen & Evan Goldberg movies.

Television:

Grey's Anatomy

Books:



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Heroes:

My cousin, he has this inner peace that I envy. His accomplishments make me want to try harder and do more with my life. He takes everything in and grows with it. I hope that some day I have even a fraction of the understanding, compassion, strength and courage that he has. ************************************************************ **

My Blog

LILI'S ETERNAL FLIGHT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RwEDjxCidqI This is my beautiful friend Lili, who was taken from us too soon. She is an amazing light that will shine forever in my heart. For those who knew Li...
Posted by  Complacent Chaos  on Wed, 06 Aug 2008 09:56:00 PST

I love being a Veggie!

http://www.tryveg.com/img/vsg0501.pdf...
Posted by  Complacent Chaos  on Wed, 16 Jul 2008 09:25:00 PST

Trust issues

I admit I have trust issues. What I'm trying to say is I don't trust I control because I only have trust in myself. Now I know that obviously doesn't work or my life wouldn't be the way it is. Being t...
Posted by  Complacent Chaos  on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 10:47:00 PST

SO COLD!

....So every morning I try to catch up on the news, worldwide events, basketball, celebrity gossip..., you know the normal stuff. This is one of the news articles I watched this morning. http...
Posted by  Complacent Chaos  on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 09:35:00 PST

Yezzzir lol this is great

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Posted by  Complacent Chaos  on Mon, 19 May 2008 11:47:00 PST

I just really like these

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Posted by  Complacent Chaos  on Wed, 14 May 2008 11:45:00 PST

Tough decisions

I seriously don’t know what to do. I have this very tough decision to make... only it shouldn’t be this difficult. It’s hard to believe that I have twisted my insides so badly that I...
Posted by  Complacent Chaos  on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 08:52:00 PST

♥ Sunday

4.23.08 One of the best days I have had in such a long time! Sunday was amazing I know that my higher power was there with me. I found my home. Next Sunday will hopefully be the same and I can&rsquo...
Posted by  Complacent Chaos  on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 11:20:00 PST

Falling in love all over again

     The scariest words ever "starting over" I can not begin to explain how hard it is to start all over. I was in love I was settled and completely content on being that way. N...
Posted by  Complacent Chaos  on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 02:50:00 PST

Innovator


Posted by  Complacent Chaos  on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 03:13:00 PST