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Who am i…?? Sometimes I just get so stuck with this line of questioning. It seems like I couldn’t find the right and exact words to describe myself. I think its just one of my pedicaments as a person, uncertain of my identity… Somehow, I believe there are a lot of things I could tell about myself. This is how others see me and how I see myself that I think it would impress anyone…;) nyahaha! J Eventually, I am the lone child of my loving parents. Not that am the only child means I can always get what I want… My parents thought me that in this world I can’t always get what I want thus not all the things I want could happen exactly how I want to be…. In contrary, they told me that if I really crave for something I can have it but in due time and if I really work hard for it. Cliché as other people say but it is really true that it feels heaven savoring the fruit of your labor… ;) I find myself very accommodating and eventually I love meeting people. It would not be amiss that my sense of humor brings out the best in my character. If I am faced with the top 10 hunks in the world and was asked to choose the one I’d like to date, it’ll probably take me a century to whittle down my choices to three and maybe a decade to choose the lucky one. This finicky facet of mine is due to my ability to see the two sides of a coin. I think things through down to the last detail. While am busy jotting down the pros and cons list in every situation, I still would rather have a friend around to play my devil’s advocate and have quite a handful of those pals who’ll provide other perspective. But with my character of bein’ decisive doesn’t free me from committing mistakes. Still, after all those tons and tons of brain whacking to come up with my final decision often than not the human in me still lingers and stands out. Bein’ so picky doesn’t necessarily free anyone from errors. But of course! Am just human and am not perfect… ;) I always throw great parties and spoil my buddies especially my lucky love one to high heavens, clean his messy bedroom, talk to him on the phone if he can’t sleep and pet sit his cat even am allergic to fur. Waaahhh!!! I hate to admit but am damn freak when it comes to love. I could go overboard and be selfless just for my paramour. I can even do things I never imagine I could just for my love one. Maybe that is just who I really am. A damn freakin’ die hard romantic. Do you think that’s kinda pathetic?? ;) I am the ideal lover. A some kinda love specialist who is able to mix the right blend of sentimentality and sweetness making me so damn irresistible. I love to be in love and I live for it…