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Mr. Self Destruct

Lock all the doors and kill the lights.....

About Me

i am the voice inside your head and i control youi am the lover in your bed and i control youi am the sex that you provide and i control you i am the hate you try to hide and i control youi take you where you want to goi give you all you need to knowi drag you down i use you upmr self destructi speak religion's message clear and i control youi am denial guilt and fear and i control youi am the prayers of the naive and i control youi am the lie that you believe and i control youi take you where you want to goi give you all you need to knowi drag you down i use you upmr self destructi am the needle in your vein and i control youi am the high you can't sustain and i control youi am the pusher i'm a whore and i control youi am the need you have for more and i control youi am the bullet in the gun and i control you i am the truth from which you run and i control youi am the silencing machine and i control youi am the end of all your dreams and i control youi take you where you want to goi give you all you need to knowi drag you down i use you up mr self destruct.................................................... ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ..............*I exhist only beause someone else does. My nature is that of a non-malignant tumor; i occupie my own space but try not to encroach upon the areas other organs inhabit. I do not denie that I am an alien; forign and do not belong yet I am here. I am my hosts therapy, his release. Through me expressions and feelings can be channeled that might elsewhile remain pent up in his psychi. I am more than just a intererior monologue, I am an entity unto myself.

My Interests

Religion and Government: practices and disciplins that dictate how one should center himself because he or she does not know they exhist as their own entity and are dependent on others to think for them.

I'd like to meet:

God, Trent Reznor, Maynard James Keenen, Ghandi, Buddah, Jesus Christ, Henry Rollins, Layne Staley, Paul Reed Smith, Les Paul, Satan, Adam Jones, Danny Carry, Danny Lohner, Santa Clause, the person who invented the condom, the person who invented matches, Al Gore, Jesus, Marilyn Manson, a member of a traditional New Zeland Mauri tribe

Music:

-- Nine Inch Nails - The Hand That Feeds -- Video provided by VideoCodes4U

Movies:

Pornography: It has replaced so many ideas and concepts of what religion says sex should be. It has so many effects on the brain it's unbelievable how someones perception of reality will drastically differ from what the definition of the social normal is....When Harry met Sally is good too!

Television:

Anything that disects, dissasembles and analyzes pop-culture and then bashes the hell out of it. When the FOX Network doesn't have its head up its ass, channel 40 on Sunday nights from about 7-10 pm is where I get most of my television programming.

Books:

I don't like to read, but I find the Bible rather amusing, particularly the book of Revelations. I would give nothing more than to see and expierience the depictions John the baptist gave of the second coming of Christ.

Heroes:

Though he doen't like to admitt it to himself, my host is a hero. I admire him alot for what he unselfishly does for others and how he has kept his promise despite his every desire to break it.

My Blog

The unraveling

You spent last night seducing a nice young lady who wants nothing more than solidarity and support.  You're coma white from the lack of sleep and you are having flashbacks of dreams and fain...
Posted by Mr. Self Destruct on Mon, 29 Aug 2005 11:19:00 PST

Handfulls of relief

You got to see one of the people who love you the most this last week...may god bless all the McAulifs.  You felt almost human for a good long while this last week...I'm happy for you.  Now ...
Posted by Mr. Self Destruct on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST