rachael ann (fresher than a meat loaf)

About Me

my life is a seinfeld episode. the dog that makes me smile everyday!

My Interests

going to the quarry with good people, holding hands, soft unexpected kisses, animals!, comforting noises, flaws, not giving a fuck, out of control, girls doing keg stands, dates to the rez., milwaukee, basement shows, the barely legal house, memories, nice pictures, old cameras, moon on the lake, being fancy, compliments, high fives, cream cheese pizza with avacados from pizza shuttle, being pale, my homemade robot tattoo, scars, secrets, touching, biting, secret love stares, ice mountain, aimlessly driving around, climbing on stangers roof tops with a bottle of wine while they are sleeping, late night phone calls, "remember that one time", laughing untill my tummy hurts, new messages! on myspace, clean hands and soft skin, spooning, zip up hoodies, clever people, being excited about little things, meeting great new people, hating bitches, heart warming smiles, being 15. and beer

I'd like to meet:

someone who would like to drink an ice cold olde english forty with me. and these crazy kids.

Music:

arcade fire, panda bear, devendra banhart, avey tare and kira brekkan, animal collective, frog eyes, old modest mouse, man man, ratatatand always and forever the old alkaline trio

Movies:

almost famous. knocked up. superbad. the devil and daniel johnston. science of sleep. enternal sunshine of a spotless mind.

Television:

the sarah sliverman program.

Books:

Tuesdays with Morrie.

My Blog

when life was good.

sweet sixteen and out of control with nothing to hold ontowild weekends with blithe attitudeswhen there's nothing to do, do it allnights sitting in rooms with close friends and warped wallsspeechless ...
Posted by rachael ann (fresher than a meat loaf) on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 01:29:00 PST

suspension of a secret in abandoned rooms

It feels right to ask you here if you'll come back.Was I really so horrid last April? You knowthe simplest words always spoil my meaning. Missingyou rings deep in my jaw. Some poison. -Joshua Marie Wi...
Posted by rachael ann (fresher than a meat loaf) on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 08:59:00 PST

love isn’t a feeling, it’s an ability.

while the chemicals wore off, i walked to the bus stop wide eyed. my stumbled footsteps lead the way. nights were quiet...no rings woke me up in the middle of the night. morning suns were shared with ...
Posted by rachael ann (fresher than a meat loaf) on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 10:01:00 PST

stupid

1. Who was the last person you hung out with, actual one-on-one?-loui2. Do you think you're approachable?-i'd think so3. Regret doing anything in the past week?-i try not to think about that4. Are you...
Posted by rachael ann (fresher than a meat loaf) on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 02:39:00 PST

banshee beat.

But I don't wish that I was dead A very old friend of mine once said That either way you look at it You have your fits I have my fits but feeling's good And confusion's not a kidney stone in my brain ...
Posted by rachael ann (fresher than a meat loaf) on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 03:02:00 PST

ENOUGH with that sappy bullshit.

i love my friends more than anything. they give me the most amazing warm comforting feeling ever. even if it's 120 degrees outside. it's still the best feeling in the world. i could never ask for bett...
Posted by rachael ann (fresher than a meat loaf) on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 10:58:00 PST

sick and noone to cuddle with

which i don't really mind anymore. time is healing everything and that is great. i still feel extremly lonely but im sure that will pass soon...right? at least i got my friends. and one best frie...
Posted by rachael ann (fresher than a meat loaf) on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 09:54:00 PST

it's different when you're lonely. and the whole worlds in love.

serisouly. im done. i feel like im 15 again. and that's not good. i don't feel good. get me the fuck out of here.
Posted by rachael ann (fresher than a meat loaf) on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 02:38:00 PST

my chest feels like its caving in.

and i cant eat at all. i dont know if its from being sick but im not that kind of sick. i just have a cold. how can someone become so depressed over something like this. and im only 17. i just miss th...
Posted by rachael ann (fresher than a meat loaf) on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 03:47:00 PST

a little bag of cocaine.

im sick! not so sick but my throat hurts and stuff and i need to go to school right now for a play im putting on. hahha im a fag. but whatever. even though im sick right now im feeling better. maybe l...
Posted by rachael ann (fresher than a meat loaf) on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 07:57:00 PST