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I actually like to work, many people say that i'm kind of a workaholic but, i just see my self as goal oriented.trait snapshot:secretive, reclusive, organized, introverted, unassertive, rarely worries, dislikes large parties, does not like to fit in, does not need to control others, solitary, ambivalent about chaos, a lil tough , leisurely, respects authority, not that aggressive, observer, abstract, impractical, likes leadership, daydreamer, bizarre, makes friends easily, a perfectionist (big time), suspicious, rarely irritated, strong physical instincts, unsympathetic at times, risk taker, submissive, weird, sarcastic, strange. I'm a passionate person that doesn't like to keep things half way done. I always try my best to accomplish all the important task that I have to do. There are road blocks that come and try and get in the way but the only thing I can do is pray and trust in the Lord that everything is going to be fine and i'm going to be ok. **Many times it can feel like it's never going to be okay and it makes one think that there is no way out. That whatever one does it's impossible to get out of whatever is keeping one from moving on. The only one that can help is God, without Him it is impossible to forget all the troubles and pains that the world causes. They say that with the time that passes the pain and confussion will go away and that's all a lie. The truth is that with more time that passes the more pain and confussion one can feel. Until it gets to a point that one is tired of being hurt, confused, angry, sad, and frustrated. The only answer that I know can actually help to overcome these emotions is God. No matter how hard it seems to forget all that one has gone through and tomorrow doesn't seem any brighter, God will always be there to hold on. Through the worst times of ones life, there is always a way out. It might not seem as clear as one may like it to be but there is a way. One can talk to anyone to "let their feelings out" but sometimes it seems like there's no one to talk to. Sometimes one may be surrounded by the very thing that hurt them and there is absolutly no one to talk to, there is always God. He may not seem like he talks back or it may be a little wierd, one may feel like their talking to themselves but He's listening to everything one is saying. He knows everything one is feeling and He's the only one that can honestly help. The world may seem like it's crashing down and there is no end, if one really wants it, God can help find an end.**"; I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!
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Name Jackie GuzmÃ¡n
Nickname *Kelen*, recently: *sonido*
Birthdate October,1987
Birthplace Berkeley, Calfornia
Hometown Pittsburg
Eye Color & Hair Color eyes: Brown / hair: Black
Height & Weight YEAH RIGHT (YOU..'RE FUNNY)
Occupation / School I'm a student at LMC
Righty or Lefty Righty
Heritage Latin
Favorite Color blue, yellow, green, black n white
Favorite Animal little ones
Favorite TV Show / Movie show: 3's Company, 90's shows / movie: ?
Favorite Cartoon Tom n Jerry
Favorite Song Gracias/Con Tu Sangre: *M. Witt*
Favorite Sport basketball
Favorite Actor / Actress none come to mind
Favorite Musician hmmm ? Dave Navarro,Coalo Samorano
Favorite Athlete i don't have one
Favorite Comedian George Lopez n Freddie Prinze Sr
Favorite Food pIzZa & more
Favorite Drink lemon with water (not lemonade)
Favorite Number 727
Favorite School Subject i'm actually into math right now and recording arts
Favorite Clothing velour suits, big sweats w a t-shirt
Favorite Book Que Hacemos Con Estos Musicos
Favorite Snack Food cHeEtOs
Favorite Season fall/winter
Hobby listen to music or on the computer
Talent i dont know
Age of first kiss not saying
Age you lost your virginity ummm i don't think so
Age you got married not married
Age you had your first kid yea ok, not now or anytime soon
Have you ever been drunk nope
Have you ever gotten high no!
Have you ever been arrested NO!
Have you ever been in a fight not really
Have you ever been in an accident yea
Fears BIG roaches and spiders
Most important possession(s) my cell phone=).
Pet Peeve chewing with your mouth open
Number of Tattoos none
Number of Piercings just my ears . . . .
Best quality i have absolutely no idea
Best physical trait i don't know
In the opposite sex...
Cute or Sexy Cute
Taller or Shorter taller
Lips or Eyes Eyes . . & lips
Petite or Big Big
Sweet or Caring caring
Easygoing or Serious easygoing
Sensitive or Loud both but not that sensitive
Thoughts on...
Abortion totally against it
Gay Marriage against it
Gun Control I have no comment
God is everywhere
Aliens are retarded
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My Interests

My interests are really basic: When i'm not working i just like to relax, go out with friends and have a good time. I hate being bored so i always need something to do.How am i suppose to leave it alone when somethin tells me not to let go. Why does it have to hurt so much, why can't it be easy and go away. Why does it have to be right where I am. It's like its just there to watch me crumble and fall harder into a deeper hole. Much deeper than I ever thought I could fall into. It hurts too much to stay but I just can't let it go. I can't let go the only thing that seemed right. It was the only thing that made me smile and the only thing that helped me when I needed it. I thought it would always be there for me but I guess I was wrong. I would do anything to have my life back the way it was six moths ago. There was nothing that could stop me from being happy and excited to try new things. I was always looking for the best in each circumstance and I believed that all my problems would go away if I just prayed. Now, nothing is right and everything plus more is wrong. I don't know why this had to happen to me, if I had just left when I had the chance none of this would have happend. I should have gone with my first instinct and left when I wanted to. But no, I had to go back and even worse I was made to believe that it was fate to go back. That if i hadn't gone back all these "nice" things would have never happend. Well those nice things were all lies to get me down and because of the dumb fool I am i fell for them. Now I don't know how to get back up. It's too hard to hold on, everywhere I turn and everthing I do t just gets worse and worse. Nothing is goin right and I'm just tired of it. I can't go on like this I'm tired. It just hurts.... i'm tired of hurting but just when I think i'm going to be okay it all comes back and i'm left with my life falling apart in front of me.
MyHotCommentsI CAN'T BELIEVE IT . . . You hurt me a lot more than I ever thought you could. I can't believe you did this, you said that you would never hurt me and that you loved me, I believed you. You told me to trust you and believe in you but you never did the same for me. I started to fall hard and fast only because I thought that you were feeling the same way. I can't believe that I fell for it and even though i told myself that it was going to be okay, it's not, it's gotten worse as days go on and I havn't been able to forget. It hurts as much as it did the first day and it doesnt seem to be getting any better. A lot of time has passed and I feel the same if not worse and it's my fault. It's all my fault, I should have never trusted you, I should have never believed you, I should have never said yes. I'm going to say that it should have never happend. I hate the fact that I still care about you the same way I cared about you then. Why did you lie to me?, I never lied to you, I never did anything to hurt you. Why did you have to do this, honestly what did I ever do to you that you had to do this to me? If i did or say anything bad to make you mad or sad i'm sorry, really I am. I didn't mean to do anything to hurt you. Remember that I promised I would never hurt you, did you ever do that? NO! You saw that I was falling and I feel like you played me from the begining. No matter how much you say that you didn't, you know you did and you know that it was a game from first look to the last hug. The thing that hurts me the most is that no matter how bad it feels I can't seem to be mad at you, it just hurts a lot. Why me? why did you have to do this to me? Everything wasn't perfect but I didn't care, I was willing to work things out with you, I wanted to grow and mature with you. Now, I can't do anything the same. Everthing that I do relvolves around the very thing that hurts me. You have no idea how hard it is to look at people and tell them that it's fine. The one place that made all problems seem so small is now the place where my biggest problem is at. I know i'm not the same as before but i want to be different. I dont want my life to change for the worse, I want this to be a learning experience but it hurts too much to see any good from this.
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Stability |||||||||||||||||| 73%
Orderliness |||||||||| 40%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%
Intellectual |||||| 30%
Mystical |||||||||| 36%
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Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
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Conflict seeking |||||| 23%
Need to dominate |||||||||| 36%
Romantic |||||||||||||| 56%
Avoidant |||||||||||||| 56%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 63%
Wealth |||||||||| 36%
Dependency |||||| 23%
Change averse |||||||||| 36%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 43%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 50%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Physical Fitness |||||||||| 37%
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Paranoia |||||||||||| 43%
Vanity |||||||||| 36%
Hypersensitivity |||||| 23%
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C Clever
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Music:

I love to write and play music. I can listen to any kind of music from opera to metal,hiphop to classical.
You Are the Enthusiast
7 You are outgoing and playful - always seeing the happy side to life.You're enthusiastic and excitable. You love anything new.Multi-talented, you do many things well... and find success easy.You prefer to keep things light with others. Opening up is hard for you. What number are you?
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You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.
Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.
You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.

For you, comfort and calm are very important.
You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.
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Movies:

i like all kinds of movies x'cept western (ugh!! they get on my nerves!). O yea, i especially love scary movies (anything with sum1's head getting sawed off)

Television:

I really don't have time to watch t.v. but, when i do, I watch re-runs of "Fresh Prince of Bel-Air", I like to watch most re-runs from the 90's
.. You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change? Click here!!

Passion

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Mysterious

67%

Diamond Eyes

58%

Eyes full of Pain

42%
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Books:

um . . . . . . I don't like to read a lot but some of the books i've read are: Angela's Ashes and everything that John C. Maxwell writes. Liderazgo Al Extremo from Marcos Witt, Purpose Driven Life, 21 Laws of Leadership. . .Definatley the BIBLE

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. . . God . . . For God so greatly loved and dearly prized the world that He [even] gave up His only begotten (a unique) Son, so that whoever believes in (trusts in, clings to, relies on) Him shall not perish (come to destruction, be lost) but have eternal (everlasting) life. - John 3:16 AMP
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