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Neon

Is it real, this infusion? Can it heal, where others before have failed?

About Me

I'm Mason, 20, and a boy. Here's everything else you should know about me:I am not your average bear. I have given my last dollar to a homeless person. I have cried to a Kelly Clarkson song. I have made up my own radio while in the car. I'vehad my apartment broken into, by a friend. I've had my car reposessed. I've stood naked in a thunderstorm. I've solicited for sex. I've thought about ending my life. I've met my best friend of 5 years for the first time in person. I don't like basements. I've eaten a whole bag of Puffy Cheetos in one sitting. I've bought a helmet from a hobo for five dollars. I've laughed uncontrollably for five solid minutes. I've blamed other people for my problems. I've been convicted of shoplifting. I've hurt those closest to me because of my own insecurities. I've had an australian lesbian pierce my penis. I've dined and ditched. I've crawled up stairs drunk. I've held someones penis for them while they peed. I've held my mothers ashes in my hands. I've still been high the morning after. I've kissed someone and burped in their mouth. I've had pink eye. I've done really stupid things and never regretted them. I've written this and hoped you would read it.

Quite honestly doods, if I don't know you i'm probably not going to add you. Or i'll add you because your profile is private (I really hate that btw) just to see who the fuck you are and then delete you. I especially am not going to add you if you have 2000 friends. No one has that many friends. You're better off messaging me and trying to get to know me that way.

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My Interests

*stabstabstab*, aicha, aikawa nanase, anderson cooper, anita blake, anjelica houston, apc, apiphobia, asian boys, asian guys, astrology, auras, balance, barinthus, beaker, being a book whore, being a rice queen, being geeky, bejeweled, big incisors, bill nye, bitch glasses, blue pepsi, bonnie raitt, book of counted sorrows, borders, boys kissing, boys with tattoos, bukkake, caffeine, canada, celine dion, chakras, cheese dogs, choo choo bear, clea duvall, cloves, coffee, cruel intentions, divination, dolly parton, dorky shit, drop dead fred, earth, earth magick, eddie izzard, edward, empire records, energy, fag hags, false modesty, feeding people horehound, fhqwhgads, filthy little meat children, final fantasy, gay rights, geeks, geminis, gesticulation, gir, goetia, great big sea, grounding, guys with big incisors, hedwig, hematite, hob nobs, hugs and cookies candles, japanese fans, jean-claude, jeri ryan, johnny the homicidal maniac, jpop, justin long, laurell k hamilton, loathing math, long hair, long hair on guys, margaret cho, mark wahlberg, maroon 5, mary beth abella, maynard keenan, merry gentry, michael bublé, michael moore, misanthropy, molly ringwald, munchies, mxpx, nanase aikawa, neil gaiman, nobuo uematsu, obscurity, ocremix, oregon chai, paganism, phantom tollbooth, photoshop, phrenology, pierced boys, playing with someones hair, popping knuckles, propeller hats, psychic energy, ramza, road trips, roy rogers the drink, sarcasm, satin jackets, sexy geeks, sidhe, singing, singing to myself, slash, soooooda, space channel 5, spontaneous dancing, spooning, sporks, squee, star trek voyager, tarot, teen girl squad, the color purple, the fork effect, theglowofthecomputerscreen, tool, tori amos, toriphile, toyota prius, trillian, trogdor the burninator, umbridge/filch, unusual hair colors, utada hikaru, vampire willow, vanessa mae, vassago, very sexy for him, wai!!xd, wine, x-men, xena, zerbrowski, zim

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who has a story to tell, and who doesn't mind hearing one.

Quotes

Eric: Yeah well you do kind of look like a bird. A really skinny twig-like bird.

Mason: Did I just hear your hairline receding?

Eric: You are such a horrible person, you are so burning in hell. I hate you. I hate everything about you.

Mason: I know, it's why we're friends.

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Mason: 'Yeah, I like my facials to be really creamy.'

Travis: 'Mmmkay?'

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Mason: 'Oh look, you can put other knobs on it!.'

Travis: 'Well the only knobs I find are in the wee hours of the morning...and then it's too dark to see 'em anyway'

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Travis: ''Oh that was horrible! It was so horrible! Why did that have to be so horrible, it doesn't need to be so horrible!'

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Mason: "I'm a bad partner in crime dude, I ate the banana."

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Darren: "Well they're retarded enough to talk."

Music:

Tori Amos, Mary Beth Abella, Over the Rhine, Iio, Sara Bareilles, Jason Nevins, DJ River, Michael Buble, Rasputina, Marylin Manson, Tool, APC, Switchblade Symphony, Apocalyptica, Daft Punk, Venga Boys, Eiffel 65, Overclocked Remix, Sarah McLachlan, Madonnna (80's Madonna), George Michael, ABBA, A*Teens, Cher, Michael Jackson (80's Michael) INXS, among other things...

Movies:

Dangerous Liaisons, Any Kevin Smith movie, Napoleon Dynamite, Monsoon Wedding, Anything Miyazaki created, Fern Gully, Silence of the Lambs, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Go, Fight Club, Fifth Element, Dark Crystal, A Fish Called Wanda, Super Troopers, View From The Top, Woman on Top, Hocus Pocus, I can't think of much more right now...

Television:

I read. (and watch Buffy & Star Trek)

Books:

American Gods by Neil Gaiman, Zombie by Joyce Carole Oates, Dangerous Angels by Francesca Lia Block, Phantom Tollbooth by Norton Juster, Magics Pawn by Mercedes Lackey, Guilty Pleasures by Laurell K. Hamilton, I could keep going...

Heroes:

Green Lantern? Maybe Aquaman...

My Blog

Musings

I feel scattered as of late. I feel like lately i've been acting a little...childish? I guess would be the best term. I feel like i've been acting my age, which is not something I enjoy doing most of ...
Posted by Neon on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 12:29:00 PST

Leaving Arizona....

I came to Arizona looking for a clean slate. Tabula Rasa I said, and I spent long hours during the night contemplating what that really meant for me. Now I find myself again thinking of a fresh start ...
Posted by Neon on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 11:09:00 PST

New Years Eve

So during New Years Eve I got a chance to see two people who at one point played a pivotal role in my life. These people know who they are, honestly.I can say, I am really glad I saw you. I kind of su...
Posted by Neon on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 05:00:00 PST

Dear You...

Dear You,I really don't like you. How we stayed friends for as long as we did, now that I know who you really are, surprises me sometimes. You're right, we shouldn't be friends. You're a shallow indiv...
Posted by Neon on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 03:02:00 PST

Sing to me a song of the stars

Riding home, listening to a song i've listened to a hundred times over and these few lines speak to me. Been happening alot lately, but this one was good.   I want a love, I want a fireTo feel th...
Posted by Neon on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 10:53:00 PST

Leave you behind

I would rather be anywhereElse than hereWhere every second is spentSeeing clearly behind meI wished so many times that I didn't surviveBut everything I do and have done has somehow kept me alive When ...
Posted by Neon on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 11:17:00 PST

Leave me here I don't want to argue, I just get confused and I come all undone

Better now. Not so much pain.I can't remember who it was, but someone once said that you don't mourn death, you mourn the loss of life and it's possibilities. This is essentially why having your heart...
Posted by Neon on Fri, 04 Aug 2006 05:13:00 PST

Here It Is.

I loved him. I gave all of myself to him. He asked me for it, he asked me to take down all the walls I so carefully constructed. He spoke to me of love and being together and marriage and forever. And...
Posted by Neon on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 07:59:00 PST

I'm not in love, so don't forget it, it's just a silly phase i'm going through

Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these...
Posted by Neon on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 04:45:00 PST

This is for you

This is for all the friends i've made, kept, lost, burned, and loved. This is for all the people who've entered my life and exited it, people who i've hated and loved and shared my life with. This is ...
Posted by Neon on Sat, 01 Jul 2006 03:24:00 PST