☺☺My name is Sam. I hadn't in any means communicated with anyone for a long-ass minute, due to various reasons. It's finally great to have the social aspect of my life back again. I danced for seven years, dropped out, and then became the "party monster" type; it got really out of hand for awhile. My drug problem was really outrageous, anything I could get my hands on I would do. I mainly used heroin, crack, cocaine, crystal meth, and ecstasy. My life was in a deep hole (and not the good kind).
My longest relationship lasted for about one year, two months. It was a very deceitful, emotionally draining relationship. My ex left me in debt, and I’m still dealing with his crap. Back in ’06 I had left Sacramento and ran away with him when I was seventeen (him being thirty-two) to move to Louisiana, I miss the apartment we had there, it was very quiet, but I don’t miss the discrimination. It amazes me how people can be so stubborn (but I shouldn't be talking). So, we left to Las Vegas, which was really awesome, the strip there is amazing, and a complete freak show!! The sad part is, I’d gotten very sick, moving from state to state, so I more or less had to leave there and come back to Sacramento. I had my own place with him in Carmichael during ’07 because I knew we could afford it. Well, I come to find out the last month of our lease that my grandmother had been paying the rent every single month; he had been calling her behind my back and telling her that we couldn’t pay the rent, which was absolutely not true. It boggles me to think what he really did with all the money we were making.
So, now I’m back living with my g.ma in her condo, right back to point a!! It’s good though in many ways; I’m starting fresh again, making my life a little bit straighter. Trying to get back what my ex took away from me. I made the mistakes of dropping out of high school, quitting my job, and pretty much abandoning anything and everything I had to leave with him. but you know what, I’m doing just fine now; I finally have my license, I enrolled myself into an adult school to finish out my senior year and receive my diploma, and have somewhat of a job. Eventually I want to dance again and live my little dream.
I am and always will be a recovering drug addict *aah!* I have slipped and used several times. I just try and pick myself up (fazed) and begin the recovery process again.
Oh, and I've been arrested, falsly charged and put in jail, thank goodness not for long!☺
