decadence, tearing myself apart, wallowing in my depressive thoughts, annoying ppl i like, reading like there's no tomorrow, watching depressive movies in the dead of the night, angst, taking shots of my injured finger(but that was last year), violence, serial killers, staying up till 6.30am juz to hear the birds and see the sky turn blue, ballet, baskin robbins' ice-cream, forcing ppl to eat the rock-hard cookies that i bake, surprisingly...cooking(yes i cook... n i'm a good cook...yeh), crying my eyes out, scaring the hell outta myself, spotting out my familiar strangers, writing(but i only write when im depressed)
my puppeteer
punk rock, alt rock, visual rock, psychedelic rock, soft rock, actually juz rock in general
The Experiment, Fallen Angels, Zero Day, Dodesukaden, Ikiru, Elephant, Open Your Eyes, The Hours, The Untouchables, Magnolia, Stand and Deliver, Four Brothers, Dogville, Fight Club, One Hour Photo, Arlington Road, My Summer Story, when the bough breaks, Devil's advocate, A Tale of Two Sisters, Godfather 3, babe the gallant pig, psycho and maybe... maybe Party Monster(the Shockumentary)
who's the boss, laverne and shirley, cosby, grace under fire, touching evil, the practice
twelve, a kiss before dying, fight club, the curious incident of the dog in the night time, paddy clarke ha ha ha, Shutter Island, Clubland: the fabulous rise and murderous fall of club culture, Party Monster aka Disco Bloodbath, the snapper, secret lives, mystic river, valley of lagoons, sophie's world, oscar wilde's short tales, picture of dorian gray, the togakushi legend murders, jude the obscure
Oscar Wilde and ermmm well, the protagonist in Osamu Dazai's Ningen Shikkaku, and Akira Kurosawa