I don't really know what I am doing half the time. Maybe more than half the time, possibly all the time. There is no script to my life so I just keep going in the hopes that things will ultimately work out.
Am I old enough to be gripped with panic when I imagine myself as an old man, looking back and thinking, "If only I knew then what I knew now, I wouldn't have wasted so much time."
At least I am enjoying the moment... well not this *exact* moment per se, but moments in general.
