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AUSTIN

i'm straight

About Me

i'm not the guy you get to fuck while you figure out what you're looking for. i'm not mister "straight acting abercrombie jock bro." i'm smart enough to know what love is and what it isn't. i study philosophy, which has done more to fuck me up than any of the drugs or booze. i'm a slut for bone structure. life to me is an orgasmic petrification. i'm not afraid to go out alone and dance until i'm disgusting. i have a special love for makeup as the medium to create the aforementioned bone structure. i'm completely bipolar, but you'd never know it. i can be in a room full of the familiar and feel completely alone. i deafen myself to the world with hypnotic trance, dirty house, dance-pop, and club hip-hop. life is a music video. lavender makes me feel peaceful, and my house is littered with candles. i read too much and not enough of the right shit. you may not like me, but you'll remember me.

i want to be called kenyon from now on. i feel it is more pretentious.

My Interests

independence, interdependence, truth, poo, objectivity, subjectivity, passion, philosophy, self-indulgent emotional and intellectual masturbation, music as a drug, drugs, health (ironic), figuring what i really know and what i really feel - and sticking to it.

I'd like to meet:

Antonin Scalia

Music:

vocal trance, funky house, dirty pop, bubblegum pop, trip-hop, industrial metal, pop metal, alternative, blues, eurodance, hip-hop dance, tribal, haunting scores, violent hymns

Movies:

the hours, american beauty, a beautiful mind, indie films

Television:

heroes. anything on bbc or pbs

Books:

descartes, pascal, aristotle, a tale of two cities, slaughterhouse-five, the culture of fear, the things they carried, to kill a mockingbird, bitch posse, the babysitter's club

Heroes:

the ancients. the subjects of history. the forbes 400. jesus

"It is not wrong to want to live better; what is wrong is a style of life which is presumed to be better when it is directed towards having rather than being, and which wants to have more, not in order to be more but in order to spend life in enjoyment as an end in itself."