About Me
I don't belong here. I'm tired of this.
Amethyste --
[adjective]:
Visually addictive
'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com
I AM GOING TO EAT YOUR FACE.
This is probably the most in depth I've ever gone into what makes me...me.
You probably wont read the whole thing anyways, so that's just more incentive for me to write it.
Now, we can begin the beginning of a very long but truthful introduction.
I come off as shy to a lot of people. I almost never initiate a conversation, even if I blatantly see you; I wont go up to you. But I'll talk to you if you come to me.
But once you get to know me I get to know you, you know?
It's not that I'm shy I guess, it's just I don't have a lot to say, I don't feel the need to have a pointless conversation about nothing, so I just shut up.
oh you know, eventually I'll talk to you about mundane funny things, I'll make you laugh, you'll make me laugh.
But I just hate myself for it the next day the next day I wonder why I bother to laugh. It just doesn't make sense.
But luckily, hopefully, there comes a point where I'm comfortable enough with you that I don't think of such things. Although reaching that point is pretty rare.
If I stare at you, don't be freaked out. I just think you're pretty.
:)
I study pretty things, I can't help it. I want to know what makes them pretty. I...Wish I understood I guess, I want to know what about you is so appealing.
My job makes me nervous, the ultimate urge to be perfect at it makes me make mistakes. Makes me take it personally when things go wrong. I'm stupid like that.
But I adore my job.
I used to be a real bitch. But once I got a job that makes me too tired to put enough effort into it (And I ditched all my friends :D ) I became much nicer
Most likely you'll have to catch my attention with something really funny for me to take a serious interest in you as a person. And it'll still take a long time to become comfortable enough to hold a real conversation instead of just idle replies around you. And even then you probably wont ever get to know me as a person. I'll just talk to you more.
Some people want to fuck me, I don't know why, I don't understand it, (I don't understand much) and I don't care. Some people have weird hang ups about me, apparently I'm addicting for some people. And I don't like it. I don't care if you want to fuck me, I don't care if you get clingy I'll just hate you for it.
I don't care if you think I'm want me, I'll just agonize over it, so keep it to yourself and save me the mental turbulence
Life without music is not worth living.
Everything I am is dedicated to music, of all kinds. Usually in the metal/rock and techno/industrial genre, (ie. Metal, opera metal, synth, techno, trance)
But if I hear a song I like, I most likely wont listen to the album unless I force myself. It's so sad when you like one song only to find out everything else blows. :(
I'm also very vain when it comes to myself. It kills me to walk out've the house not looking...like I choose to look. (Except while working *Shrug*)
I've got quite an obsession with platform boots.
I'm also a computer nerd, but I don't play video games.
And I'm an eyeliner and book junkie, you'll probably never see me without half a stick of eyeliner on and a book
I..have a weird relationship with God. Though we're a bit separated at the moment.
I will NEVER mention religion unless provoked. In fact I do everything I can to steer conversations away from it. I have a strong faith on the rocks. And the people I usually like are the people who usually don't like God too much, so I just don't talk about it. Period. Don't bring it up around me and I wont bring it up around you
I'm in love and plan to stay that way.
(oh talk all the shit you want to, "You're young" or "it wont last" or "live life now" but don't be surprised when I start avoiding you. I didn't ask you for your fucking opinion on my love life, so dont give it)
I...He...Makes me happy. And clingy, and it's terrifying. Usually I can go months without talking to someone. Usually I get tired of people really easily...Usually I get annoyed very easily, and usually I get bored with people very easily. But I'm never bored by this dude. Even when he's barely talking I'm not bored. And I have NEVER been this happy before.
And I respect him, whaich is weird, because I only repect people I fear. Which kind've makes sense, sort've. Maybe.
I can't help but crack dirty jokes with everyone, it's just the way I am, most everything that comes out've my mouth is doused in something sexually offensive (or obscenities). But I don't really mean anything by it, I just have a wicked sense of humor
I'm bitter. And prone to mood swings. I'm cynical. But content for the most part. And I'm a very nice and sweet person. I once gave 40$ to an orginization that has something to do with kids in wheelchairs playing basketball.
Nothing makes me laugh harder then racial stereotypes and people who say "Don't label me" But don't take it personally if you don't like either. If you tell me to stop joking about something you find offenseive I'll stop.
During the fall, I like stomping on the crunchy leaves.
All year round, I like stomping on people and their egos'
And that's basically me in a nutshell. I suck, don't I? And that is why I must now help you remove your face and implant it in my stomach. KILL, MAIM, DESTROY! YAY!
