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jessica

the surest poison is time

About Me


pics + msg + blog
jessica.
21. (pisces)
wisconsin.
live for music.
love my friends.
shyly social, loudly quiet.
perfectly imperfect, passively aggressive.
you could be my requiem.
aim - avoidancecomplex.
yahoo - swallowyourfear.
MUSIC
Lamb of God. Pink Floyd. Third Eye Blind. Brand New. AFI. T00L. A Perfect Circle. Ignotis. Through the Eyes of the Dead. As I Lay Dying. Incubus. Inkubus Sukkubus. Kamelot. Marilyn Manson. Mudvayne. Slipknot. Stabbing Westward. Across Five Aprils. 311. Fleetwood Mac. Hinder. The Doors. Led Zeppelin. Avenged Sevenfold. From Autumn to Ashes. Alice in Chains. Soundgarden. Candlebox. Seven Mary Three. Smashing Pumpkins. Nirvana. Silverchair. Ill Nino. Shiny Toy Guns. Dead Poetic. Armor for Sleep. Finch. Vertical Horizon. Nailwounds. For Tomorrow We Die. Rammstein. Mortal Treason. Beneath the Sky. Linkin Park. Killswitch Engage. All Shall Perish. Atreyu. 36 Years. + way more.

My Blog

solemnity.

i feel a sudden need to be greatly profound and yet i can think of absolutely nothing even anything REMOTELY profound to spew. it's not really for lack of inspiration. i know exactly what inspires me...
Posted by lost in admiration on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 01:31:00 PST

I have a dream.

I will be remaining in Wisconsin for another two years or so while I attend WCTC for psychology and social work. After that, I'm moving to Seattle. Because I've wanted to live there for quite some tim...
Posted by lost in admiration on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 05:07:00 PST

The significance in 90 days.

Three months ago is when I first met you. Exactly three months to the day. I'll never forget it. And how we talked for HOURS. And how much I fucking liked you. And how it was weird that we had both le...
Posted by lost in admiration on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 01:42:00 PST

one of the guys.

although i love being surrounded by males and i love being part of the group, i'm sick of JUST being "one of the guys". when i go to racine, yeah i go there for the music. 50% of the reason, anyway. t...
Posted by lost in admiration on Tue, 29 May 2007 05:31:00 PST

& when you see that i'm backing off,

looking away, remember:it's not because i don't care. it's not because i don't worry. it's not because i don't love you....it's exactly the opposite. this is the point where i begin to distance myself...
Posted by lost in admiration on Tue, 29 May 2007 10:18:00 PST

Conclusion?

Hi! My name is Jessica and I'm going to foolishly jump to you now.
Posted by lost in admiration on Sat, 26 May 2007 03:10:00 PST

Precocious, precious.

A sea ofdeceitIn dreamsseemingly sweetPull meunder, wonderfulWaste it awaychill my veinsA rush ofwarmthin a lifetimeof coldLight in the darkI becomebitter & oldA heart untold& I'd keep youfore...
Posted by lost in admiration on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 12:36:00 PST

Are you so over it?

Focus your thoughts on the person you want to no longer have feelings for. Think of all the reasons of yours & traits of theirs that you can, to back up your decision. Write this person's name on ...
Posted by lost in admiration on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 12:33:00 PST

Faithy-diddly Doodly

Well even though we've pretty much discussed everything in your blog, I'm gonna make a reply anyway. I'm sick of seeing you be hurt as well. You're so much like me, and we know this already. You do th...
Posted by lost in admiration on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 11:23:00 PST

mankind is fucked.

humanity is fucking weird. people are fucking stupid. i really don't get why, no matter what is going on in your head, you'd go and shoot 30-some people. if you're gonna kill someone, cool. how bout y...
Posted by lost in admiration on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 04:23:00 PST