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Beautifully Broken

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About Me

I guess its time for an update, ahh, well aug 14 will be one year since Maria died. Its been a hard year of grief, sickness, instability, cross country moves, and sadness. I miss her like she was here yesterday and love her like there is no tomorrow. I moved to Arkansas in June, that was hard but worth it. My grandmother died 2 weeks to the day that we arrived, that was very hard but I know she was ready and she is in a better place. She lived a full life and was happy until the last moment, I will miss her dearly but she will always be a part of me... Rest in Peace Gramma: Pauline Joan Currington I am working full time and have made a couple of friends there, thats ok for me right now. I still find life quite hard to live without my other half. I don't feel ok enough yet to go on. I'm not really ok with me yet so I don't know how anyone else is, does that make sense? I have found a lot of old friends on here and thats really cool. I like getting back in touch with everyone so keep emailing! My Jaime is getting married in November so I may be comin back to cali for a few, hopefully, I don't want to miss her wedding it would kill me! I've known her more than half my damn miserable life and she's alaways been right there pickin my sorry ass up when I need it! LOVE YOU JAMES! Well I guess thats about it for me so keep me in your thoughts the next parts gonna be rough for a while, so don't take it personal if I don't get back at you right away, just know that I love you all and I will get back to you as soon as I can...Katherine Myspace Layouts + Myspace Graphics

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Cool,honest,pull no punches, people to chat with and be friends.

Music:

Pretty much anything

Movies:

I am easy here, action, love stories, true stories, anything lifetime, cops or forensics. Pretty much everything but Horror, I just think they are kinda dumb

Television:

CSI, Law and Order, anything with cops or detectives. Reality shows, friggin Curl Girls! Have you guys seen this? Its on LOGO and it makes me homesick!! But that Jessica is to damn hot to not watch! I like the hard cases I guess...I'll learn, one day, maybe...LOL

Books:

John Grisham, Janet Evanovich, Harry Potter, to many more to list

Heroes:

MARIA, MY BEAUFIFULL WIFE WHO LOVED ME COMEPLETELY AND LEFT TO SOON. My beauftifull baby, you are why I am BEAUTIFULLY BROKEN. 143 IN LIFE AS IN DEATH TE AMO CON TODO MI CORAZON, MI AMOR POR VIDA KATHY, my savior in this crazy time,who lets me be me no matter what that is. She is my sanity and my sanctuary, I love you and appreciate you so much.My life is so enriched and blessed for your presence. You make me feel safe, secure, wanted, needed, like I am worth something, I trust you completely with everything in my life, and thats not easy. You make it easy to be me and thats not something I have found often. Thank you just doesnt seem to be enough for what you've done, I don't know what words could explain, so I will just say I love you more and feel closer to you everyday. I love you and appreciate you always, always mama...DONNA,who loves me regaurdless, keeps me sane,makes me laugh, lets me cry,who trusts me, and gives me someone to trust (which is hard for me)Knows I'm broken and its ok, enjoys my craziness, endures my overprotective nature with grace, and just lets me be me, and loves me in spite of it all.You don't give two shits about what people think about you being my friend even when the thoughts involve you being my girlfriend. You don't just accept it with grace you put the Donna Sue spin on it and really make them think we are together! I love that, LOL It makes me laugh so much but at the same time feel so good that you love me enough to not care what others think, I have never had that before, its a new feeling but one I don't ever want to live without. I realize everyone should be like you, like I am with everyone else. I love you Donna Sue you are one of my best friends and I will give you up for noone at no time ever. I hope you know that my beautiful girl.I love you as wide as the ocean, as far as the stars, and all the way to the moon and back.RACHEE, there are no words, you know what you are to me, I love you. TIFFANY, my beautiful daughter, you have grown into such a wonderful woman, I am so proud of you and what you have done. I can't wait to see what you do next! Your Auntie is smiling down from heaven and when it rains those are her tears because she is so proud of you...I love you meja, always, you are my hero...Listen to "easy silence" by the Dixie Chicks, that explains my heroes. This is the chourus to the song but it doesn't get you off the hook from listening to it, at least once for me! I come to find a refuge in the easy silence that you make for me, its ok when theres nothin more to say to me. and the peaceful quiet you create for me,and the way you keep the world at bay for me, the way you keep the world at bay.I need something to belive in, breath in sanctuary in the easy silence that you make for me, its ok when there's nothin more to say to me,and the peaceful quiet you create for me, and the way you keep the world at bay for me, the way you keep the world at bay...