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Emotional Vivisection

Now I know it's teargas in my eyes

About Me

To love is to lose and to lose is to die ... music, art, pbr, work and drama (That I hate), that's pretty much my life
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yahoo: pbr_and_cigs
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Once, I found my inner truths
now I'm lost, I cannot act: still bound by the rules
bury my feelings deep inside
"emotionally impotent," your words turn shard and fall
"incapable of love," as you slash through the air
the biggest risk: to be myself.

My Interests

skateboarding
classic cars
swing dancing
art
tattoos
body mods
music
answers
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I'd like to meet:

I want to meet people who have the same interests as me, but I am sick of meeting dramatic people who are out of control drunks and dont know how to act or handle their shit. Even if you have the same interests as me, if you're one of these uncontrollable drunk people who are full of fucking drama, just go the fuck away.
Aside from that I would like to meet..
Mike Ness
Robert Smith
Jesse Malin

Music:

Schizophrenic list of bands I like:Autopsy
Agents Of Oblivion
Amorphis
AC/DC
Aerosmith
AFI
Air
Ad Vitam Aeternam
Anal Cunt
Android Lust
Adam and the Ants
Alleged Bricks
Anathema
Adrian Alexis
Antony and the Johnson’s
Amber Asylum
And Also The Trees
Abigor
Arcturus
At The Gates
Aria
Advent Sleep
Apex Twin
Alien Sex Fiend
Autumn Tears
Autumn
Anti-Heros
Armageddon Dildos
Anti-Flag
Apoptygma Berzerk
Assemblage 23
Atrocity
Atargatis
Amen
Billy Idol
Bathory
Blade Fetish
Bella Morte
B-52's
Black star
Bellevue Cadilac
Black flag
Blind Melon
Beborn Beton
Black Casket
Body Count
Baushause
Big Black
Blackmores Night
Black Atmosphere
The Bravey
Bolshoi
Bikini Kill
Boyd Rice
Blondie
Brian Eno
Big Bad Voodoo Daddy
Broken Hope
Behemoth
Babes In Toyland
Backyard Babies
Betty Blowtorch
The Blue Moon Boys
Black Rebel Motorcycle Club
Belle&Sebastian
Black Sabbath
Brian Setzer
Charon
Chameleons UK
The Cure
The Cult
CKY
Cyndi Lauper
The Cramps
Controllers
Covenant
Celtic Frost
Crux Shadows
Current 93
Christian Death (Rozz Williams)
Chamberlain
Carcass
Collide
Cycle Sluts From Hell
Clan of Xymox
Coil
Candlemass
Cryptopsy
Catherdral of Tears
Carnivore
Carpathian Forest
Cruciform
Cheap Trick
Celldweller
The Clash
Cradle of Filth
Concrete Blonde
Crass
Daylight Dies
Devil Doll
Danzig
Dark Funeral
David Bowie
Deadsy
Die Form
Delightful Little Nothings
DJ Tron
DJ Shadow
Dandy Warhols
Dead Kennedy’s
The Darkness
The Dead 60’s
Death
Doc Horror
Death in Vegas
Drill
Dødheimsgard
Dead Can Dance
Das Ich
Depeche Mode
Delerium
Deeds of Flesh
The Dollyrots
Detroit Cobras
Disgorge
Dismal Euphony
Dimmu Borgir
Dismembered Fetus
Dio
DJ Xealot
Die Verbannten Kinder Evas
Dreadful Shadows
Drill
Dropkick Murphy’s
Darkthrone
Die Krupps
Django Reinhardt
Duran Duran,
Dargaard
DR Zoot
The Damned
Darkwell
Deadbolt
Dissection
Deadboy and theElepantmen
Electric Six
The Eyeliners
Erasure
Exploited
Eleven Shadows
Ex Voto
Endvra
Eternal Tears of Sorrow
Electric sex circus
Etta James
Emperor
Evoken
Evelyn Grace
Exploding Hearts
Elvis
Einstürzende Neubauten
Eurythmics
Entombed,
Funker Vogt
Flowing Tears
Fiona Apple
For My Pain
The Faint
Front 242
Frontline Assembly
Fear Cult
Fields of the Nephilim
Flock Of Seagulls
Flogging Molly
False Prophets
4 non blondes
Fear
Gary Glitter
The Germs
Genitorturers
Goldfrapp
Gravity Kills
Gary Numan
GG Allin
God Dethroned
Godflesh
Gorgasm
Green Day
Guns N' Roses
Gwar
Hypocrisy
HIM
Hole
Hypertrophy
Horror Pops
Heartbreak Stereo
Hellhammer
Human Waste Project
The Hives
Haujobb
Hank Williams
Hank III
Hot Hot Heat
Helemt
Immortalis Amor
In the woods
Impaled Nazarene
In Flames
Iron Maiden
Indigo Swing
Iggy Pop
Incantation
Inkubus Sukkubus
Immortal
Judas Priest
Jethro Tull
Johnny Cash
The Jamesons
Jane's Addiction
Jack Off Jill
Jesus & Mary Chain,
Katatonia,
Krisiun
Kidneythieves
Kraftwerk
Kill Switch Klick
Klute
Culture Kultur
Killing Joke
KMFDM
KLF
The Kinks
L'Ame Immortelle
Leæther Strip
Lacrimosa
Love Like Blood
Lords of Decadence
Lacuna Coil
Lividity
Lights of Euphoria
Lunachicks
Lou Reed
Lacrimosa
L7
The Legendary Pink Dots
Leave’s Eyes
Larry Clinton
Lee Press-on and the Nails
Limbonic Art
Life of Agony
London after midnight
Lords of Acid
Lake of Tears
Lynard Skynard
Lycia
Mortal Love
Marilyn Manson
OLD Metallica
Malice in Wonderland
Machine in the Garden
Mike Ness
My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult
My Dying Bride
Mors Syphilitica
Malignancy
Medieval Babes
Mentors
Mayhem
Mercyful Fate
Misfits
Manda And The Marbles
My Bloody Valentine
Motorhead
The Mission UK
Mary Prankster
Miranda Sex Garden
March Violets
Milla Jovovich
Mindless Self Indulgence
Mindy Smith
Ministry
Mission UK
Moody Blues
My Psychotic Motor
Motley Crue
Moonspell
Melvins
Meat Beat Manifesto,
Minutemen
Mercury Rain
New York Dolls
Naglfar
Noxious Emotion
November 17
Novembers Doom
The New Morty Show
New Order
Nude Butcher
Nick Cave
NIN
Ohgr
Orbital
October Tide
Origin
Old Mans Child
Opeth
Operation Ivy
Pink Floyd
Pulp
Pretenders
Paul Roland
The Plasmatics
Pulcher Femina
Pop Will Eat Itself
Patsy Cline
Psychotica
Primus
Psychic TV
Peter Murphy
Potishead
Patti Smith
Prince
Plexi
Pet Shop Boys
Placebo
Psychedelic Furs
Persephone
Paralysed Age
Peter and the Test tub babies
Pulp
The Pogues
Pigface
Pig
The Pixies
Pain
The Phantom Surfers
Red Lorry Yellow Lorry
Roxy Music
Radiohead
The Razor Skyline
Ramones
Rasputina
Ratt
Rhea's Obsession
Revolting Cocks
Regenerator
Requiem in White
Razor Feed
Razed In Black
Rain Fell Within
Reverend Horton Heat
Rancid
Spahn Ranch
The Scissor Sisters
Squirrel Nut Zippers
Snog
16 Volt
The Sisters of Mercy
The Smiths
The Strokes
Seraphim Shock
Suffocation
Sponge
Subhumans
Sepsism
Summoning
Shudder to Think
Sarah Brightman
Summoning
Siouxsi and the Banshees
Suede
The Swans
The Sins of thy Beloved
The Shroud
Skinless
Sex Pistols
Skinny Puppy
Sunshine Blind
Sham 69
Slayer
Social Distortion
Southern Death Cult
Specimen
Sullenoid
Stabbing Westward
Stray Cats
Switchblade Symphony
Seraphim
The 69 Eyes
Sonic youth
SPF 1000
Season Of Mourning
The Stone Roses
Tristania
Theatre of Tragedy
The The
This Ascension
Tears
Tricky
Tear Garden
Tiamat
'Til Tuesday
Transmutator
T.Rex
Type O Negative
This Mortal Coil
Throbbing Gristle
Talking Heads
Testube
'Til Tuesday
Transmutator
T.Rex
Type O Negative
Trail of Tears
20/20
Troggs
Underworld
Unheilig
Ulver
The Velvet Underground
Velvet Acid Christ
Venus In Furs
Vast
Vintersorg
Venom
VNV Nation
Virhin Black
Voivod,
Virgin Prunes
Vanguard
Xandria
X-Ray Spex
Wolfsheim
Working class zeros
Wesley Willis
The White Strips
Wumpscut
Yeah Yeah Yeahs
The Yardbirds
Zombies
Zyklon
Zeromancer

Movies:

The 13th Floor
Amityville
Army of Darkness
Dawn of the Dead
THE BEYOND
Bad Taste
Blue Velvet
Basket Case
The Blob
Blood Feast
Bloodlust: Subspecies
The Boondock Saints
Children of the Corn
Castle Freak
Creepshow
Cannibal Holocaust
A Clockwork Orange
Dark City
Day of the Dead
Dead Alive
DEMONIA
Dracula
Dellamorte Dellamore
The Doom Generation
Dawn of the Dead
Day of the Dead
Dementia 13
Devil's Advocate
Donnie Darko
Edward Scissorhands
Eraserhead
The Evil Dead
The Exorcist
Freeway
Firestarter
Fright Night
F3
From Hell
The Fury
Friday the 13th
From Dusk Till Dawn
Frankenstein
The Gates of Hell
The Gift
Gremlins
Ginger Snaps
House of Wax
The Hunger
Halloween
Hannibal
Hellraiser
House by the Cemetery
House
Hedwig and the Angry Inch
I Spit on Your Corpse, I Piss on Your Grave
Interview with the Vampire
It
I LADRI
Jacob's Ladder
Killer Klowns From Outer Space
Leviathan
Lord of Illusions
The Lord of the Rings
The Lost Boys
Lost Highway
Mulholland Dr.
Naked Lunch
Night of the Living Dead
Nosferatu
Natural Born Killers
976-Evil
A Nightmare on Elm Street
The Omen
Orgasmo
The People Under the Stairs
The Prophecy
Pumpkinhead
Phantasm
Pieces
Psycho
Purple Rain
Re-Animator
Rawhead Rex
Red Dragon
Rocky Horror
Return of the Living Dead
Rock n Roll High School
Rosemary's Baby
Salem's Lot
The Seventh Sign
Silent Night, Deadly Night
Spasms
The Stuff
Subspecies
Shadow of the Vampire
The Silence of the Lambs
The Seventh Seal
Seven
Suspiria
13th worrior
Texas Chainsaw Massacre
Vampire Journals
Velvet goldmine
The Wasp Woman
Zombie

Television:

The youngones

Absolutely Fabulous

Sifl and Olly

Aeon Flux

BIlly and Mandy's grim adventures

Munsters

Porno's
CSI
SNL
Kids in the Hall
The old headbangers Ball
Millennium
Reno 911

Books:

The first pain to linger by Sam Rosenthal
Lost souls", By Poppy Z. Brite
Marquis de Sade
and the porno's by the toilet in the bathroom where I use to live. I miss that
Johnny the Homicidal Maniac
Lenore
The Story of my messed up life I am writting
Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche

Heroes:

My best friend larry

My kitten vivisection October

Pauly who i miss a lot

PBR

Sailor Jerry's Rum

My Meat Cleaver
Marquis de Sade
My vibrator
Sam Rosenthal
oh and people with nice eyebrows

My Blog

sat the 14th worse than friday the 13th

So sat morning we are woken up by a really loud explosion and no power. we go outside to see that part of the tree next door is on jacks truck and car.. and knocked out the electric. Mess the truck u...
Posted by Emotional Vivisection on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 05:23:00 PST

more damn flower shit

Here are how my morning glories are doing.and some of the other ones... woooot....
Posted by Emotional Vivisection on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 12:10:00 PST

pets and plants wooohooo!

We got another rat. He is really sweet and cute. He doesnt have a name yet because I asked jack to name him and well he cant think of one. but here are some pics. The new one is the little one. The bi...
Posted by Emotional Vivisection on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 07:21:00 PST

Who loves the sun? Who cares that it makes plants grow?

Ok so i took some pics of my flowers that are starting to grow here they are so far.this is what they should look like when they bloomI just found this one today its the only one coming you so far of ...
Posted by Emotional Vivisection on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 05:35:00 PST

Shit you most likely wont read

Planting flowers is a fun and weird thing that I just started doing. I am happy to say that I planted some Morning Glories in front of the house a few days ago and they are coming up! I have never re...
Posted by Emotional Vivisection on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 07:16:00 PST

The end is near!!!!

Yep this is the newst one found today in my bathroom for the 3rd time. At least this one wasnt in my bathtub. it kinda looks the the last one i found a few weeks ago. but its legs are longer. i know t...
Posted by Emotional Vivisection on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 06:19:00 PST

creeeeeeeepy shit ewie!

So. I have another fucking huge as creepy ugly spider. when i woke up late night for work (i work 3rd shift) i went into my bathroom and was brushing my teeth i looked over into my bathtub and saw th...
Posted by Emotional Vivisection on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 04:18:00 PST

a sad day

i am sad to say that Astro Zombie died this moring. we dont really know why. he was having a really hard time breathing. i knew he was gonna die soon though cuz of that. jack took him home with him an...
Posted by Emotional Vivisection on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 05:37:00 PST

Thats what I get for thinking

Oh these wonderful letters of love, this miserable moment of happiness. These kisses of pink and red. The stars and hearts floating like a comic word bubble. Hopeless wishing.Talk dirty to me with ro...
Posted by Emotional Vivisection on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 07:05:00 PST

Gutts has a new friend

Jack brought gutts a new friend cuz he was lonley His name is AstroZombie. (thanks larry) here he is ...
Posted by Emotional Vivisection on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 08:28:00 PST