Stanley

Dey call me Daddy......Fake people, backstabbers and shady peeps need not apply....I have no business losing control of my emotions and i have no intentions on doing so..track shoes are on....I ostracize myself cause i dont want anyone to have the ammunition to effect me...If you put faith or trust in someone your just setting yourself up for pain and insanity and thats the last thing someone like me needs, plus I really try to avoid potentially catching an assault case.......Sleep on me cause in the end i feel i will suprise my self......."I've finally learned what life's all about, hanging on when your heart has had enough and giving more when you wanna give up."-Nicole Richie, where i get all my wisdom from......gone vato loco...im just gonna keep airing myself out til i have no soul....ill go to sleep or have something broken before i tap so ill stick to my guns and get served like its groundhog day over and over til i get it right, all i want, all i need, wont stop cause honestly i dont want to, never did, never will...................Into alot, consider myself a renaissance man. Often called crazy I call myself complex. If you all only knew. I can do many things and feel I possess many skills. I like to try and dabble my efforts in as many things as possible. Always gotta keep myself entertained.......I am on of a kind, one in a million, not a guy, a man and a great one at that. Yes I can gloat cause I know what most are like. I have what they call morals, something I think alot of peeps lack. Your moral kernel comes from within. Either you are a good person, trying to do good or you're not. The "you are who you hang with" argument is a bunch of bullshit..... Im a man of love, peace, and respect. I am a dreamer who thinks anyone can accomplish anything that they want to. I believe in positive thinking and as long as their is life, their is hope. I am very strong minded, composed, and level headed, a very passionate person, a hopeless romantic and sometimes I am difficult but most of the time easy going unless you catch me on little sleep or you wake me up, then I may be a grump. Not a morning person. Other than me with no sleep i think i am awesome. I may have insomnia. I do have some anger and its not good to awaken my rage but takes alot as I am very much in control. Injury prone so I am rarely 100%. Always something. Very often aimlessly walking or standing around I begin to shadowbox, cant help it. I feel i am mature and i have wisdom beyond my years. I think I am funny, I crack myself up all the time, dont care if others are laughing or not. I was blessed with the gift of gab and I have a way with words so I thouroughly enjoy good conversations, good conversations are key. Ive been called nice which I think I am but me thinks people take my kindness for weakness, tremendous mistake, been called an asshole which I am sure I have been many times, often called cocky or arrogant which I think I am not, I just have confidence in myself suceeding, and once called an emotional headcase which I cant help but laugh at. I dont get into altercations unless i am disrepsected or it will bring me money or name recognition. It dont make sense if it dont make dat money. I believe words have alot of power and can solve things but sometimes you just gotta scrap. I consider myself a mixed martial artist, its my profession of choice. Fighting is something I enjoy but it doesnt define or describe me as a person, I have alot of interests. Somehow I enjoy it, very much, cant desribe the feeling. Helps me vent...."Short or tall, big or small, they all will fall!, Chicks and all!".....Im not violent in no way, im anti war unless provoked or good reasoning. I laugh at situations and play it cool but you invade my space or break my arm barrier me thinks you will regret it very much so, I will try see what will break first, my hand or your cheek bone :) Violence and fighting is not acceptable but if it is what it is, then do it with style and flair....Been boxing since grade school, mma since 8th-9th grade, mostly kickboxing, muay tai and jiu jitsu. I can strike and grapple. My aresenal is very deep, lots to choose from. My game is bananas. I have dynamite in both hands, kicks, vicious knees, and a ground game to boot and i want the world to see it all. Just patiently waiting. I am looking to strike before i grapple. In my lifetime I plan on repping 2 teams, strong island mma, and att. I wear my emotions on my sleeve and mess up and let them fuel alot of my actions but oh well. I am constantly talking to myself out loud or in my head. Never stops. I can cook and enjoy it and i am an artist but I dont fuck with art nearly as much as I used to. I avoid certain girls i may think im falling in love with and some people in general and thus far justified reason for each as I think most would lead to eventual pain and further insanity. I always fall for the forbidden ones ...Probly just all in my head shit cause I am an idiot most of the time and obviously dont truly know whats best. I cant stand stupidity and a girl who makes same mistakes over and over and would ever allow herself to be treated like shit. Nobody should be anyones bitch. I cant stand people always involved in drama or people who run their mouth. I think everyone should try and live there life never having to say sorry but if you fuck up say it with meaning. Ive made plently of mistakes in my time and I sure ill make some more. I'll analyze and try to learn from each one. Life is a process of trial and error and no one is perfect.... Phil said it best,"Baroni, Bushido, same thing dude." A Yankee fan, all other teams suck. I could keep going and going and going..........all that crosses my mind............"Will i wait a lonely lifetime?, if you want me to, I will." - John Lennon