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Calamity

If something doesn't make you smile.. Give up and move on :)

About Me

Hi i'm best known as calamity... where ever I go I cause mayhem. Well, what can I say, I guess I'm used to my own space and enjoy that more sometimes then being around people. Too independant for my own good and have a heart of ice. My friends would simply put it... she's not as strong as she comes across. Worst habit is not asking for help or company when I need it. This results in sleepless nights, too much ice cream and too much working out on the rowing machine. I seem to attract attached guys... Thats not me and if i'm not number 1, then 2nd best isn't enough. Learnt my lesson, love is not enough. I'm the type of girl that doesn't need a man in her life to fill the empty spaces.. Chocolate does that.. It will be because I want him there.. thats more important. I love being with my friends and family, My sister is my rock even at the age of 15.I'm too honest for my own good and won't lie to save someones feelings or lie to myself.(If you can't be true to yourself... how can you be true to others?)I'm not on here to meet the man of my dreams or find love or date any one! I want to continue to meet new people and keep an eye on my sister lol!Mr dad told me to rememeber this when we watched a film together one dayfather,Please bless us today as we meet in friendship and duty. And, Lord, whatever dangerous endeavors those amoung us make take, Let them never be without your sanctuary. For we all know in our hearts that even though we may pass through the valley of the shadow of death. You are with us, Guiding and protecting us. amen
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My Interests



Well, where can one start in this subject.. I like to keeo fit, needs must i am afraid. I'm an outdoor person, camping, walking with my mad dog or in the Lake District. I can run and hide there and no one can find me he he - No mobile signal, no TV and no computers! Would love to travel. Looking at Hong Kong next year and possibly a cruise down the Nile this year. I am naturally nosey and ask far too many questions for my own good, comes with the job ;-) On the other hand, I can shut up long enough to be there when a shoulder is required.

I'd like to meet:

.... People that know how to laugh at themselves and not take life so seriously, it is too short for regrets and holding back. Take every chance at happiness with both hands, because you never know when it will be gone. I'm a friendly person and thats all I am after, so.. please no more marriage proposals :#)

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Music:


What Your Favorite Color Blue Says About You:
Emotional --- Affected --- Sensitive
Peaceful --- Tranquil --- Connected
Spiritual --- Experimental --- Deep What Does Your Favorite Color Say About You? I have a varied liking to music, comes from my old days of working in nightclubs.. (some one had too) Evanesence,Bon Jovi, Maroon5, Beverly Knight. anything goes really.

Movies:


You are 60% Virgo
How Virgo Are You?Well.... I am a girl so has to be most romantic films.. Message in a bottle/The lake house/Shes the man. Also like blood and gore and action films.. if it has a decent plot and i don't fall asleep in the first 10 minutes... it has my approval. Need to watch the following it would appear... Cold Mountain/Man on Fire/K-PAX.

Television:

It has to be Top Gear if I were to watch TV. Not much would draw my attention from that. TV is normally on but for background noise mostly. CSI and the old programmes are great. Billy Connolly is my fav comedian.. and i have a liking for one foot in the grave.

Books:

Reading persuasion at the minute, but like a good book that you cant put down. Normally have 2 books on the go at once.. apparently Knowledge is power.. Must be reading the wrong books.

Heroes:

The man that taught me that letting go of a hand wasn't just about saying goodbye, it was about knowing that the hand was always is mine, Thank you dad, Miss you. My little sister, who no matter what happens,lends me a hand bag, grows taller everyday and reminds me for all the horric things i see at work, there is an innocant smile not far from my heart.extract from practical magic...Sometimes I feel there is a hole inside of me, An emptiness that at times, seems to burn, I think if you lifted my heart to your ear you could probebly hear the ocean. And the moon tonight, there's a circle around it.. a sign of trouble not far behind.. I have this dream of being whole, of not going to sleep each night wanting, but, still sometimes, when the wind is warm or the crickets sing I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for. I just want someone to love me, I want to be seen. I don't know, maybe I've had my happiness, I don't want to believe it but............ There is no man... Only that moon.my immortal

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My Blog

no more

someone told me that i should not write in such a public display. as such, i have brought a book to write in.  no more blogs, no more calamity and no more openess. ...
Posted by Calamity on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 10:35:00 PST

friends

Looking over at my blogs as requested I do, I realise that they are deep and very honest. I find that writing is a form of self help in a way. Don't get me wrong, I am far from mad, but there are time...
Posted by Calamity on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 10:31:00 PST

journeys

sometimes to find the best of yourself.. you have to face the worst of yourself first
Posted by Calamity on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 06:20:00 PST