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DEE

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About Me

I hate filling about me sections really, but i guess i enrolled myself for setting up this one ryt? so oryt here we go.. I spent most of my life needing to be in control of my destiny, and constantly fighting against concepts such as fate and faith... only to discover that if you live your life with positivity and keep an open mind, things really can take care of themselves. I used to think that once-jaded meant you were permanently skeptical. I guess an old dog can learn new tricks.well, nothing much to say really...im for real.theres a lot of things i wud lke to do,yet i bliv forces of nature tels me rather not to.i chus not to bcoz in these world of rulz il be put to jail if i insist on doing wat i want. for me everything maters wen im dipres..every litle smal thing.i love it wen im in such state. id rather keep quite wen im in a crowd of d unfamiliars.on the otherhand i hate d familiar world..it breeds contempt! sentimental...i feel like im alwys in a roller coaster ride.wen emotions takes every bit of me....im in a state of dipresion. I used to hate my imperfection, but now I am learning to accept it. Because I understand that the flaw in life is like a spike on our backs, reminding us to be humble and to emphasize with others. If there are no hardships, we will be complacent. If theres no depression, we cannot emphatize and console those who are less fortunate. I also believe that life cannot be too perfect, having a crack to let happiness flow to others is a beautiful thing. We dont have to have everything. If we do have everything, whats left for others? In this life everything in between is full of vivid snapshots from every landmark along my journey through love, questions, pain, and healing. The life i have stems from relationships to relationships and heartbreaks to heartbreaks, but ultimately I'm grateful for everything that happened and will happen, because I learned who I am through the process.. And while the process was born out of a joyous and sometimes difficult journey, the result is an eclectic and energetic life, delivered smoothly and with confidence. As a whole, Everything is seamless and cohesive, but each day varies in color enough to make it unique from the others, beautiful in its own way. Thats - how i choose to live life!

My Interests

am into movies and songs that goes down your brain then finally melts you.

I'd like to meet:

pipol from around the globe! if u hapen to be unsure if ur human or not...add me in...im an alien too! add me its: [email protected]

Music:

alternative,slow rock.acoustics

Movies:

Sadly, I'm a movie geek, but some favorites that spring to mind: Shrek, Finding Nemo, Hunt for Red October, The Right Stuff, Serendipity, Center Stage, Princess Bride, Beat Street, The Freshest Kids, Conspiracy Theory, Ronin, Heat, Pulp Fiction, Go, Swingers.... Okay, I really need to stop before I make this list about 10 pages long. movies...movies...movies. i dunno but i have this thing for funny witty modern feel good films now. am also into music that touches the soul, samtin u think is made, written and sung just for you.dats pretty much it i shud say!

Television:

just for lafs,jack and jil,young americans

Books:

The Alchemist by Paul Coehlo, Tom Clancy's Jack Ryan novels, most Isaac Asimov, Orson Scott Card's Ender series, Harry Potter, Embraced by the Light, Soulmates by Deepak Chopra. And can i just mention that i read the Alchemist way too much. "Maktub" i guess. hahaha! But i surely wud want to recommend the book as ur read for the summer.

Heroes:

everyone is a hero in their own unique way!

My Blog

SCARS... yet i'm thankful and greatful to you

  chorus: I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut My weakness is that I care too much My scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel Drunk and I'm feeli...
Posted by DEE on Sat, 20 Aug 2005 02:54:00 PST

thank you!

Bet you thought my world was over Bet you thought I'd crash and burn You thought I'd never Pick myself up off the floor But baby you were wrong Just like before I used to breathe you I u...
Posted by DEE on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

NEW DEEP!

New Deep I'm so alive I'm so enlightened** I can barely survive A night in my mind So I've got a plan I'm gonna find out just how boring I am And have a good time 'Cause ever since I tri...
Posted by DEE on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

MY Saddest poem...

SADDEST POEM I can write the saddest poem of all tonight. Write, for instance: "The night is full of stars, and the stars, blue, shiver in the distance." The night wind whirls in the sky and s...
Posted by DEE on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

read...

i wear a smile like i put on a shirt in the morning it's just there when i'm really not here at all i run my fingers across my face and i don't feel them at all as if i'm constantly wearing ...
Posted by DEE on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST