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~CAROLINE~

To be nobody but me,in a world which is doing my best night and day to make you every body else mean

About Me


I am exceptional, mysterious and totally magnetic. If you are not sincere with your feelings, don't even try to get close to me. I can easily make out your real intentions, so Don't Flirt. I assure you, insulting me is not at all good for your health. I can become the most hard-hearted and most sarcastic person on this earth. If you are really in love with me, then you need to know more about me. I am passionate with everything that is related to me. It is almost impossible for me to have neutral feelings. Either I will deeply cherish or fiercely hate. My anger is very bad and it's better to get out of my way when it gets out of hand. The first category of me is the desire for a happy relationships. I want to love and be loved by others. I want to have a happy, harmonious home-life. I want to earn the respect of the people I respect. The second category of me is my desire for interesting and challenging work. I want to make a good living, of course, but more than that, I want to really enjoy my work or profession. The final category of me is my desire for a good health, to be free of pain and illness and to have a continous flow of energy and feelings of well being. Peace of mind is essential in my life, the greater peace of mind the more relaxed and positive i am, and the less stress I suffer. My life is very much a study of attention. The more i pay attention to my relationships, the better I will become and the happier I will be. When I fall in love, I give myself body and soul. I am prone to suspicions; so don't give reasons to be doubtful of you. If you tell me a lie, I may tell two. If you stubbornly refuse to kiss me good-bye in the morning after a tiff, I may refuse to kiss you goodnight for a month. I know how to forgive if I know it's unintentional. My sense of justice is as strong as the sense of revenge. Most people forget this. I'll remember every kindness and give you back double for that, too. It works both ways. I only smile when I mean it. I can often bear pain well. I will take revenge on others who betray or hurt me. What you see on the surface is only what I want you to see. I may appear direct and just a bit forceful, but underneath I am vulnerable and sensitive. Sometimes, I need to be alone, this is how i guard myself against being hurt as i tend to wound easily. I appreciate being listened to and want to know that I have your complete undivided attention. If you become insistent and disrespectful toward me, be ready for a hard time argument - it will happen. I also hate to be dominated along with being taken for granted. Keep in mind that i can be extremely jealous and protective of the person i choose to spend my life with.
This is Tony, my soon to be husband. I am very proud to say that i'm very lucky to have him. Because..... He calls me beautiful instead of hot, He calls me back when i hang up on him, He will stay awake just to watch me sleep, He's the one who kisses my forehead, He shows me off to the world and holds my hand in front of everybody and anyone, He always tell me that im just as pretty without a make-up, And He is the one who constantly reminding me how much he cares about me and how lucky he is to have me.
TONY AND CAROLINE A&F

My Interests



..Im a very depressed girl. I have my sad and happy moods. On my happy times, i go out and shopping, hang-out with friends, search the internet, spend time with tony, watch movie, workout, drive around, listen to music, cook adobo or play with the dog. On my sad times, i lock myself in the room, i cry, i take sleepings pills, i overdose myself with codeine, i get irritated with everybody (not with tony.. he takes care of me when im down), i close my drapes, turn off the lights and sleep for days.

I'd like to meet:

"Proud to have beautiful filipino-spanish heritage"
I prefer having a small group of close friends over having a larger number of more casual aquaintances. If i deem someone worthy, that person can expect to have an extrodinarily loyal friend for life. All I will ask in return is that this loyalty be reciprocated. If it isn't, this loyal friend for life could quickly turn into a loyal ENEMY for life! I have good memories and enjoy telling jokes. I am generous and hospitable toward friends, and also make strangers welcome when they call for help or advice. My friends will be treated like family and given every help and consideration. A friend can also trust me never to gossip. On my negative side, I am very unlikely to visit friends without making arrangements and having a good reason. I like others to do the visitings. If I am out when a friend comes to visit, my attitude is that it is my friend's loss and that my friend will have to visit again. I have an almost psychic insight into the motives and secrets of my friends. Anyone who dislikes someone knowing their secrets should stay away from ME.Pictures below are my cousins from Philippines

Music:

SOME OF MY FAVORITES ARE.. METALLICA - PINK FLOYD - MASSIVE ATTACK - PORTISHEAD - ERASERHEADS - EVANESCENCE - RED HOT CHILLI PEPPERS - SIA - LILY ALLEN - BEE GEES - THE BREAD - BIC RUNGA - GODSMACK - SOME JAPANESE SONGS - PANTERA - CRYSTAL METHOD - COLLIDE - ROB ZOMBIE - AEROSMITH - GUNS N ROSES - AND TOO MANY TO MENTION.PAIN

Movies:

Transformers, 300, Smokin Aces, Dead Silence, Kill Bill 1 and 2, Tokyo Drift, Rush Hour, In Good Company, Spiderman, Batman Begins, Ghost Rider, Big Momma's House, Good Fellas, The Crow City of Angels, Tears of the Sun, Casino Royale and other James Bond movies.

Television:


AN OLD FRIEND FROM COLLEGE. SHE WAS A FRIEND, NOT NOW. CONCENTRATE ON MY PHOTO :)
Ghost Hunters, Most Haunted, The Haunting, Meerkat Manor, The Family Guy, Cash Cab, Entertainment Tonight, Saturday Night Live with Tony and other adult swim shows.
Biggest Turn Off: asians who wear their hair blonde.

Books:


People who wish to change my mind often have trouble because they can never be sure what their motivation is; I am too complex and sometimes secretive to be understood easily.
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http://www.myheritage.com/collage

Heroes:

God, Jesus, My Family, and My loving husband Tony.

My Blog

BROKEN

I'll never forget the times we once shared,And I'll never forget how much you once cared, Now it's over and I have one more thing to say:If I had a 4-leaf clover I'd wish for one more day...
Posted by ~CAROLINE~ on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 01:14:00 PST

My Out of Body Experience

i was dreaming last night and then all of a sudden, i heard a loud buzzing noise in my ears... i tried to scream but i couldn't. I felt like somebody's taking me away from my body and it freaked ...
Posted by ~CAROLINE~ on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 09:04:00 PST