Typhaen

I only want the silence to go deep within my soul, to regain myself in thousand of colors and to make me whole again where the sun rays and the grass are nothing but sun rays and grass. I want to let myself loose inside of me and inside of them… I want to shout, but the sound should not be to be locked behind my own uselessness. I want to let it out in the lukewarm pinkish light of the sun and down the path where my feet in the grass have discovered the easiness of the first gestures. I want a rebirth and I want to make you be born again… forget yourself… and let go until everything melts into eternity… (My diary… February 16, 2006)I will let the water fill in this empty space; I will let this empty space fill in everything… I will let this sacrifice run out of meaning… I will let all the thoughts fill in the space for which they were created; I will let this creation run out of meaning… I will let all the birds fly now; I will let this flight run out of meaning… I will let this scream surround the horizon, and all the mountains, fields, forests; I will let this scream run out of meaning and exhaust its senses… (My diary… December 29, 2006)The basic fact that I am alive confirms the existence and the perpetuation of all the dreams that my ancestors had. I feel a true disappointment growing inside of me… I wonder what will they think if they saw what resulted from their dreams, from their knees bent on the brick floor of cold churches, from their efforts to garner the few fists of flour for the daily dinner, from their repressed sighs in the hot summer nights… I am trying to feel that tingling which spins the wheel further, generation after generation, but there is nothing here… nothing beats under these empty bones… nothing! (My diary…September 8, 2006)

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What is our guilt? All are/ naked, none is safe. And whence,/ is courage: the unanswered question/ the resolute doubt, -/ dumbly calling, deafly listening – that/ in misfortune, even death/ encourages others,/ and in its defeat, stirs./ (Marianne Moore. What are years? Excerpt. 1941.) ********************************************** A few things on my blogs: -The DARK Side is a series of blogs that deals with dark issues, things that we all are afraid to admit. It is dark experimental fiction. -The LIGHT Side is a series of blogs that bears a different character. This is fiction too but inspirational and dealing with some autobiographical aspects. The images in these blogs are supposed to be very beautiful. -The GOLDEN Sides are part fiction and they are meant to bring awareness on life with all its aspects. These blogs are not so rich in images and they are supposed to make people think about the values of the society we live in. The feelings in these blogs are 100% mine and some of the images in them are things I went through. -The SILVER Sides are blogs that consist mainly of conversations. I am both the interviewer and the interviewee and I discuss about things that make me who I am. These blogs are entirely autobiographical. -The PURPLE Side is a series of blogs on dreams and paranormal stuff. The blogs deal with the occult and the supernatural and they are written in a language that faithfully constructs the image of a dream. -The EMERALD Side is the newest series of blogs on political and social issues. The blogs here are short and deal with a lot of aspects people find it easy to comment on.