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About Me

Often times people don't comprehend why we do the stuff we do, sometimes even if you try to ask yourself, you end up with nothing. I've been through crash and burns several times in my life, made choices both wrong and right, but none so far will match whatever it is I feel inside.. Let's just say Iâ€™ve tainted a lot since then.. I hate to say it but my priorities have changed, I may talk, walk and eat the same but so far I think thatâ€™s everything Iâ€™ve retained..
Life Verse
Life passes by like wind that blows
To the endless shadows of those below
Iâ€™ve mellowed down and changed my ways
Although sometimes I yearn those days
To thee who feels that I have withered
Sometimes I doubt if you ever wondered
Though I may hurtle with choices made
I still learn things that I doubt will fade
Each rolling stone truly gathers no moss
To thee who rather not ask remains at loss
I do not squabble as a result of disregard
But not hearing you is just as hard
We outgrow those days that life was bliss
Simply because we want that inner peace
For all we know when we grow old
Those stories kept will still be told
Life is so much like a book with many chapters, the pain of heartbreak, we experience the pleasure of sex, and the panacea of friendship...
I like doing a lot of things and because of that there are times when I feel that the time I have is never enough. I can be really nice or sometimes very mean, but most of the time am just quiet. I'm much of loner, but I really like clubbing, my friend's would often say I'm pretty mixed or messed up. At work? I'm dead serious with work, I think I'm really passionate about it. At home? I'm dead. Period. Hehehe. Well, that's mainly because I no longer like staying home. If its not to rest, I'd rather be out, if its day time, maybe the Mall, or a Friend's House, or a Resto, or the Street. Probably because I'm no longer living with my folks. Well actually even if I was, I would still prefer to be somewhere else. I'm the type of person who hates failure. And because of that I always beat my current. I guess that's good thing when you compete with yourself. But with others, I let it be, I'm open to exchange of ideas, I like that actually, I guess I learn more through that. I believe in the saying that EXPERIENCE is the best TEACHER. Well, I wouldn't be thinking like this if I didn't learn it from the past. I used to be really carefree.
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My Interests

Clubbing, Reading, Creative Writing, Acting Smart, Acting Dumb, Being Mean, Technology, Music, Poetry, Television, Scary Movies, SciFi Movies, Love Stories, Porn, Fantasy, Cartoons, Superheroes, Fiction, History, Internet Surfing, Shopping, Gadgets, Home-cooked Food, Dining Out, Photography, Narcissism, Intellectuals, Models, Modelling, Zara, Clothes, Shoes, Perfume, Books, Pictures, Abstracts, Puzzles

I'd like to meet:

I intend to bump into Old Friends, Make New Ones and catch up with Lost Relationships. I want to meet people with diverse ideas, hoping to exchange thoughts, have conversations..
Or maybe.. if we don't seem to undestand each other..
We'll just PARTEE!

Music:

Club, House, Deep House, Trance, Pop, Hiphop, R&B

Movies:

Kill Bill, Underworld, Never Been Kissed, Carrie 1 & 2, Queen of the Damned, Fast and the Furious, 2 Fast 2 Furious, Torque, Wedding Singer, Cruel Intentions

Television:

SATC, Charmed, Will & Grace, Saturday Night Live, the Jay Leno Show, Project Runway, America's Next Top Model, Desperate Housewives

Books:

A So Called Life - Chang Rae Lee, 5 People You Meet in Heaven, Who Moved My Cheese, Angels & Demons, Da Vinci Code

Heroes:

http://www.myheritage.com

My Blog

feeeelin slllooooowwww... making sense out of something not sensible..

its exactly 2.05 after midnight.. there's nothin much to say really.. i just feel like typing something.. even though it might mean typing something that is completely senseless.. i might even end up ...
Posted by [ J o C e F ] on Sun, 13 Nov 2005 10:15:00 PST

am back...

Hmmmm... i've been away for a while haven't i? well i havent updated the site for quite some time now, but i've been checking the messages once in awhile.. so wots new? hmmmm.. well.. my partner and i...
Posted by [ J o C e F ] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

would you do this for someone?

A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road... Girl: Slow down. Im scared. Guy: No this is fun. Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine,...
Posted by [ J o C e F ] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

is it true that you can never put love and career together?

i'm 21, and yes been through a lot... when i was younger i never thought of having a career and lovelife all together...or probably because it never just happened to me at the same time. lately, i'...
Posted by [ J o C e F ] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

only hope...

true enough...everyone deserves a second chance at things...sometimes what other people think dont really matter anymore...and yes were back together...am glad we did...i did meet a few people in the ...
Posted by [ J o C e F ] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

lookin forward...

i really believe that thing happen for a reason... this is the first time i will actually write about what happened to me just recently... well since the last post i made...a lot of things happene...
Posted by [ J o C e F ] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

it takes more than sacrifice...

havent had anyone to tell everything that's been going on with me or my life really... how do i start this? well, way way back, i used to be one of the most promiscuous persons ever...but i tried s...
Posted by [ J o C e F ] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

test of the times...

it really does happen at times when the thing you fear the most just comes right at ya...well yeah...i guess just recently it came to me...and when i least expected it...i rarely even pay attention to...
Posted by [ J o C e F ] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

That's The Way Love Goes...

That's The Way Love Goes Lyrics by Janet Jackson Like a moth to a flame Burned by the fire My love is blind Can't you see my desire? That's the way love goes Like a moth to a flame Burned by...
Posted by [ J o C e F ] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Grow Old With You...

Grow Old With You Performed by Adam Sandler on the Wedding Singer Soundtrack I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad Carry you around when your arthritis is bad All I wanna do is grow old wi...
Posted by [ J o C e F ] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST