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BABiGuRlz[♥]

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About Me

Lemme break it dOwn fOr yOu.My namez Starr YvOnne'.i'm 18 yearz Old. 5'5 wit brOwn eyez. i live in ringwoOd, newJerzee.i lived in westmilfOrd fOr awhile and jus reCently mOved back tO ringwoOd. i hate bein judged. i know everyone is right to their own opinion and wut they base it on but thats juz it.. don base it on wut im like juz cuz im havin a bad day or i feel like my lifez goin down the drain. sOme peOple think im a bitch, but thatz befOre they get tO knO the real me. then yOu'll realize, i'm jus bein me, and actin the way i wuz raised. sOme thingz abOut me are:: im really Out there-i'll dO and try jus abOut anything. i like tO have a goOd time wherever i gO and if im nOt cOmfOrtable wit where i am, i'll let yOu knO. lOlsz. i've been thrOugh alOt in my life already that made me be whO i am. wut else- i'm really ticklish.lOlsz.i'm single, and nOt by chOice.but i figure maybe, it was meant tO be.i try tO give peOple a chance befOre i crush their feelingz, Or gO Off befOre they have a chance tO explain themselvez. i'ma lOver and a fiGhter. i lOve tO lOve and be lOved. but i alsO lOve tO fiGht. i believe that a girl is suppOse tO be as satisfying as pOssible. whether yOu think thatz slutty Or nOt, thatz hOw i feel. i lOve rOmantic relatiOnshipz but at the same time, i LOve the fun and exCitement i get frOm being playful and flirty. mm, i dOn smOke cigarettez cuz i think their disgusting but, i dO smOke up Once in awhile. lOlsz. i drink OccasiOnally, but when im celebratin Or suttin like that. i have alOt Of friendz that i lOve and will always cherish. i lOve yOu all sO muCh _ i'm an easy person to talk to. i don't trust people that easily. it takes a lot now a days to gain my trust. i'm a good listener, but that doesn't mean i take in and believe everything anyone says..might as well drop the bullshit and just be yourself. i'd most definatly like you more. if i didn't fuck up so much in my past i don't think i'd ever learn. every mistake made, is just another lesson learned. the older u get, the wiser you become. and everything you've experienced and all the shitty people who've walked in and out of your life really opens up your eyes & makes you think twice. i believe inner beauty takes over outter beauty. inner beauty is gold, outter beauty is like a piece of fuckin plastic. looks eventually fade. people don't. my biggest advice to anyway is, to be yourself, and do not be a follower. do the things you want to do with a good head on your shoulderz because some friendz arent always there forever, or atleast at the right times. Make sure you can depend on yourself, if no one else is there in the time of need.message me or i-m me on aim @ lstarryv0nnexol
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My Interests

Singing because its my passion. Chillin around with all mah friends. Doin spontaneous shit. I like to be original and, do shit that makes me unique. I wasnt put here to be a copy. I love to cook, and try to bake desserts. yummy.. lolz..i also like sittin around in big sweatpants that are too big for me in my big sweatshirts and being comfortable; everyone deserves to relax in what their most comfortable in.i also love writing. i can write 24/7. it may seem childish to keep a journal but sometimes thats the only thing i can turn to, when no one else wants to hear my problems.

I'd like to meet:

someone who im compatible wit, and can have a great time wit, without regretting it in the end.someone who isnt goin to judge me for my past and juz solely wantz to be my future.♥i wanna meet someone who can love me for me , and not judge me for my imperfection. im not perfect and i know that im not, i do not need to be told that. I love being me, whether that means being a bitch or being a complete dOrk. I like to be original and have a good time and id love to meet someone who shares the same interest at heart.xO'

Music:

Rap.R&b.HiphOp.pOp.COuntry.ReggaetOn.mi musiq isz mi life.

Movies:



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Television:

Charmed.Buffy.America'sz next tOp mOdel.big brOther.biggest lOser.hOgan knOwsz best.sCarred.hbO.tyra.passiOnsz.law&Order.judging amy.csi.real wOrld.any mOvie wit mark wahlberg Or eric balfOur.lOlsz.

Books:

one day im gonna write a book.

Heroes:


I will always include you in everything i do. When i wake up in the morning i think of you, and immediately stare at the drawing i made for you. Throughout my day i think about you in everything that i put my mind too, because you are always on it. Words could never express the hurt and pain I go through everyday with you gone. I wish with some miracle, you could come back to us. I know in my heart that you are doing well and I try to make myself keep believing so. Even though you are not physically here with us now, I believe in my heart that your spirit is around us and guiding us with everything that we do, or attempt. I love you and miss you so much. Rest In Peace Dearest Collin.
wOrds cOuld never shOw the pain I feel because yOur gOne.I miss yOu sO much and eventhOugh yOur gOne, I feel sOmehOw that I still have yOur presence here wit me tO carry On and help me thrOugh my dayz withOut yOu physically being here wit me, cuz spiritually i knO yOur watchin dOwn On me and guiding me alOng the right path. yOu'll never knO hOw much yOu jus always sayin, "yOu dO yOur bloOdcheck girl", tO me meant tO me. I will never fOrget yOu Or hOw great yOu were.May yOu rest in the sweetest place Uncle Dave.lOve alwaiisz and fOrever

My Blog

new shit.

i really don't understand why people cant just let me be and let me live my life the way i want to. Im 18 fuckin years old and i should be able to do what i want. i dont make stupid decisions and i ne...
Posted by BABiGuRlz[♥] on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 08:40:00 PST

mm.

sometimes i honestly dont kno what to expect. i try to do the right thing and go wit the best decision i think there iz and whether other people like it or not, im goin to go wit wut im more comfortab...
Posted by BABiGuRlz[♥] on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 01:19:00 PST

got sum shit on mi mind.

i will never forget tha thingz i did in life that made me my happiest, even if in the end, they made me cry. i will always remember who came nd went-- nd how great they impacted my life. i do wish i h...
Posted by BABiGuRlz[♥] on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 10:09:00 PST

STUPiD SHYT.

im at nikkis rii nOw.. kindOf drunk writin this shyt sO bear wit me.. im gOin thru alOt rii nOw cuz im so upset Over uncle davy and shyt.. I lOve him sO much and im sO upset that hes gOne and nOw itz ...
Posted by BABiGuRlz[♥] on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 08:44:00 PST

How can I trust anyone when this always happenz.

I dont know how i can trust anyone when everytime i do, something happens and it gets thrown back in my face. I hate everything about life right now. Just when i think something is going good, it gets...
Posted by BABiGuRlz[♥] on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 08:47:00 PST

HMM.. ♥

well lets see... i didnt get any sleep lastnite but yea i jus wanted to talk bout yesterday cuz it wuz a rlly good day.. nuttin bad happened at all for me.. for once in my fucken life.. me brittany n ...
Posted by BABiGuRlz[♥] on Wed, 23 May 2007 06:47:00 PST

40 THiNGSZ F0R GUYSZ.. ♥

40 Things Guys Should Know About Girls1. Girls hate guys who think they're pimps.2. When talkin to you on the phone, girls are just as nervous as you.3. Girls can flirt all day.. but right before they...
Posted by BABiGuRlz[♥] on Thu, 10 May 2007 11:31:00 PST

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.. i dont know..  i got alotta shit on my mind and i cant stop thinkin bout my uncle bill and my cousin collin. i miss them so much.. i lost them both in the same year and they were the two most ...
Posted by BABiGuRlz[♥] on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 09:17:00 PST