Kayla

.....................Neh eh Loves.....................and loves.....................and loves and loves and loves!..................... ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? Neh eh Loves Alright... I havn't done much with this page yet but I will soon. Ask me anything and everything. Whatever you feel you need to know.... My words may be harsh, but they are well meant... so here we go: A part of me really despises people. People live for themselves and generally don’t give a fuck about anyone else. People see what they want to see but when they really do open their eyes and see something not of their likening they lash out ant try to hurt. I despise this about the human race. I despise the fact that so many souls are couth just so v they get their way and then they turn. I am saddened that I have fallen into this trap and that I give in too easily. It has made me jaded to the rest of the world, Hard of trust, and becoming more like stone, it’s harder and harder to break through. I believe that everyone is this way in some way or another, including my self. Even when having the most genuine intentions. I do not care for people who push all the ‘blame’ onto everyone else, and see themselves as the victim and not ever at fault. I do not care to speak to people like this. And yes, my outer demeanor is enough to frighten off those who don’t have much faith in themselves, those like me. My outer demeanor and my inner pose are quite adversary to each other. Like black tar is to a white t-shirt. They do not mix well, I do not mix well. In my existence, I have come to discover that sometimes, and sometimes many times we must suffer, take the pain so others can be free of it, free of it for that moment that is. I do not look at life with a pessimistic view though my notions may point in that direction. If you stop and look around, and you stop comparing your self to everyone else you find the beauty in things and you have much more than you appreciate, you have much more than you’ll ever realize. Know, that every action you take, affects everyone, not just you. So when you take it upon yourself to do anything, it will always result in something and it will impinge on someone else’s life, weather directly or indirectly. When you stop thinking only of yourself, you will find happiness. ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?