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Hana

Let your freak-flag fly, and if someone doesn't get you, move on. -- courtesy of drew barrymore

About Me


**I’m Hana. I’m 24 and my future is still in the making. I’m a full time student and will probably be in school for the next 10 years working ..ing up my undergrad and then my graduate work. I want my Masters and eventually my PhD. I’m a double major in history and women studies and I love it. I want to be a professor of history and teach abroad in Europe and Australia. My friends always tease me that Ill be the professor handing out A+’s for “special and personal” tutoring sessions. Maybe. I don’t deny the possibilities.
**I love books. I work in a bookstore and I can work 7 days a week and be happy there. There is something about being surrounded by books all the time. It makes me happy, fills a void. I would love to own a bookstore one day – preferably one where there is fondue as well as books. In a nice sleepy town, maybe in New Hampshire so Ray can come and visit. Ray is my buddy. He’s gay and he lives in New Hampshire where there are no gay bars for him to go to. He travels an hour north to Massachusetts or an hour south into Connecticut to go out. He says that there are tons of gay bars in Mobile, Alabama. Ray is my friend that I made when I went to see RENT with the Fab5. I’ve never seen Ray again and I miss Ray.
**I am a RENTHEAD, I’ve seen it 10 times and hope to see it 10 more at least. Next stop: LIFECAFE with the Fab5. (Yes Kelli – Another city expedition. You’ll love it.)
**So yeah, I’m a bookworm and friggen proud of it. I read a lot. I read everything. Although if I had to choose something, it would most likely be a trashy romance novel, or a suspenseful novel with tons of romance in it. I love those. I don’t care, go ahead and laugh. Done laughing yet? My bookstore will have the most extensive and widespread romance section ever known to man. It’ll be so well-known up and down the East Coast because of my romance section. Authors will vie and battle to come do signings at my little bookstore in some sleepy town.
**I would also like to be a human’s rights delegate, travel to places on my off time, like through the summer, visiting and helping and doing what I can. I want to o to out of the way spots, not exactly touristy places. I’m hoping to start this summer in Bosnia or Rwanda, but we’ll see.
**I love books but don’t get it twisted – I fuck shit up on a dance floor. I love to dance and go out places. I make anywhere I go a dance floor – whether it’s a friend’s house with a radio or DiCarlo’s with Erin where we hold drunken salsa dancing and we OWN the jukebox after karaoke leaves. I have a good time, I make a good time, wherever I do, whomever I am with. A girl just wants to have fun (Thanks Cyndi Lauper!)
**I’m Albanian and proud of it although I sometimes hate the bullshit that comes along with it. I love the culture, I love the music. I hope to study abroad in Kosovo in the years to come. I’d love to be involved in helping rebuild Kosovo and attaining and managing its own independence.
**I’m very lucky in the people I have in my life. I’ve got a great, crazy, fun strong family. My parents are hysterical and so strong together, they make me cry. I have two older brothers and I believe that every girl should have older brothers growing up, I was so lucky. We didn’t always get along but now that we’re older and more mature we’re good together and I wouldn’t change them for the world. I’ve got one crazy wild little sister who will keep me young at heart forever.
**I’ve got My Girls. We’ve been going strong since middle school and although some are married, some are getting married, others are pursuing life long dreams, we’re all busy with our lives I know that no matter what they will be there forever and NOTHING will change that or com between that.
**I have a few friends who have made indelible marks on my life and heart - Charleen, Nick and Kelli – Some of the most intelligent people I have ever met, funniest people I will ever know who can pull smiles from me when they’re stuck behind tears, angst and pain. They have places in my heart and on my soul that will not and could not be replaced by anyone or anything.
****So this is my new “about me” and if you’ve made it this far then maybe I did something right, or you’re just really bored.****

My Interests

Read my VisualDNA ™ Get your own VisualDNA™ Music... I wish I had some sort of talent. Any musical talent. I'd be set. I love music, all types. I can be happy in the middle of a mosh pit and at a jazz club. I love it. I feel every beat, and ech beat evokes different emotions. I cant function during the day without music. I'm also a big library dork. I spend an hour at the library, taking out 14 to 16 books at a time, so that I have things to read for a 2 week period. And I shop. I dont nesseccarily spend money, i just love to see whats out there and what looks good. Im actually an insane bargain shopper. I love brand names as much as the next girl, but there is nothing as enjoyable as finding something amazing on sale for $7, lol.

I'd like to meet:

A clean break is easier. You can reset it, and it heals, and you move on, but if you leave things messy, and things don't get put right, then it just hurts, for ever.

Music:

Ok, lets start this list: Foo Fighters, The Shins, Maroon 5, Ozzy, U2, Audioslave, Pearl Jam, Modest Mouse, Silverchair, Gin Blossoms, Jay-Z Coldplay, Dire Straits, Biggie, Wilco, STP, DMB, REM, NIN, System of a Down, Velvet Revolver, Live, AC/DC, Weezer, Led Zeppelin, Pantera, Rancid, The Clash, George Thorogood, Van Halen, Buddy Holly, Chuck Berry, Guns & Roses, Sublime, Sheryl Crow, Matchbox 20, Rob Thomas, Guster, Jon Bon Jovi, Pink Floyd, Beatles, Eric Clapton, Fleetwood Mac, Doors, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Bob Marely, Jimi Hendrix, The Allman Brothers, Something Corporate, Gwen Stefani, RENT and other broadway plays. Anthing I can dance too also. I'm a dancing freak. Me and my girls fuck shit up on the dance floor, you dont want to mess with us. I'm sure here is a whole shit load im missing, and some of it is probably really obvious stuff... But oh well.


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Movies:

Well... I love movies.... But I never remember them. I have friends who can quote film verbatim from like 5 years ago. Thats not me. I suck at that game, "where is this line from...." I'll tell you what genre I like... Action, drama, romance, comedy... basically anything.... Im not a huge fan of scary and horror films... they dont do it for me. I drive my friends insane because there are many of those "classic" movies I've never seen... Movies just about everyeone except me has seen... Like "The Wizard of Oz" and that original Willy Wonka... drives 'em batty, lol. I love that, lol.

Books:

I read anything. I absolutely love the trashy romance novels. Im not gonna lie. I love them. They are senseless and mind numbing... but in a good way. And I always say if a guy could bring himself to read just one book... a really good trashy romance novel... He may learn one or two things that can help bring his A-game, lol.

My Blog

I don’t get it....

I spent my Monday shopping for burial clothes for my 18 year old cousin.  And then visiting the site of the accident. It's not supposed to happen like that.  I should have been shopping for ...
Posted by Hana on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 07:19:00 PST

Vegas Baby

I plan on getting into so much trouble.   I still love you Michael.   Dec. 1st through the 4th.   Me and my girls are gonna wreck shit.... fuck shit up!!!...
Posted by Hana on Mon, 14 Nov 2005 01:56:00 PST

I love Henry.

I saw Henry Rollins last night.   I love him.  Sorry Michael.  Angelina and Henry... I'd leave you for either, lol.   Here are some quotes... I just wanted to share his genius. "I...
Posted by Hana on Fri, 21 Oct 2005 08:16:00 PST