Layout Provided By CodeMyLayout.com -i am a boy of simple dreams. Of simple laughter. Of simple tears. I'm not your typical "wana-be-so-boy-boy". Nor am I the mor deviant "one-of d girls" type of person as well. I am js me. I'm carefree. I do things d way I like thm to be. I'm not afraid 2 be different. I do confess that i hav insecurities of my own. Whn i look at othr people, & suddenly gaze upon myself, I seek for what's lacking. Nevertheless, I say to myself "I'm awesome as I am. Being too perfect s not good at all. Sometimes it's your flaws tht maks u perfect." I ws right. & I've never bn happier w/ myself. I don't need ol d most expensive clothes n d world just to fit in the crowd. I don't need the fanciest things 2 mke others envy and woo.I don't need ol those fab to mke me stand-out n a crowd already full of handsome guys.Or at least thats what I thought I was.
But s ths d same life I have now? No. I've changed. So much. I knw I've entrapped myself in a world full of vanity, of excessive spending, of vices, of drama. I've gone astray to do such things that a person of a sane mind wudnt ever do.I do assume you know what I'm talking about. As others may say "been there. done that". Just like I did. I've become a slave of my inner feelings to do whatever most youth wud do. I didn' think of the consequences until they suddenly just came. Now I'm a prisoner of MYSELF. I, who is now self-righteous, am the wall so hard to break through. Something so difficult to escape from. I try to run, but I always end up being the same. Well, if you come to think of it, what I've become now is a product of my "stupidity", my "ignorance", my "curiousity" as you wish to call it. I now live in a world so different frm mine b4. It's like I cnt evn recall wt was I like back then. The gud memories hav ol gushed out. I'm empty. ol I want to bring back my old self. To change. 2 be the
"pAuL viNcEnT" tht i was.
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