Hello, I am . I moved to Washington, Mo in December 05.
I moved here after a nasty fall out in Joplin, Mo. A good friend, Sean Barton said I could move up here to start over and get back on my feet. He was the RA at Memphis College of Art , now a teacher at the college in Union, East Central College.
I am a freelance artist looking to a full-time job in concept art, gaming and books or comics. I am pretty open to what is out their.
I am a really nice person in real life. Everyone that knows me knows this. I really love people and care for others. It is just I will NOT put up with ignorant people. Not on Myspace, not in real life.
No, I don't go around given the finger to everyone, nor do I indorse smoking or drinking. If you have not realized that this is the Internet and I am just having fun . If you do not like what I do, then you can just move along. I am not forcing you to read or look at anything on my page. Sending me an email about your bitching will only get you a fuck off. I will not deal with your bullshit here of all places.
This is MY home, MY page!
So you can just leave your bullshit at the front door.
If you want to discuss something with me, make it mature. I love to talk with people about anything random, even smoking if you will. I will not get pissed if you come to me like an adult and you can hold a normal conversation about it. I cant stand to hear someone crying and wining. If you think I give a shit, you are wrong . I think I am done explaining myself. I should not have to, but there are some ignorant people that have already mailed me about shit.
This is just a fair warning.
•About me, my way of life and my feelings:
I am a silly person that will do anything for a good laugh . As many of you that know me, I am great at making myself look at a dork. It is like an unsaid power I have for the dork power. All in good fun.
When I am not being a lazy ass and I am out with friends I will always want everyone to remember me or the time that we did whatever we where doing. I guess that come from the fear I have of being forgotten .
The best memories I have are of the times that were just silly and fun. I have been compared to Natalie Portman's character, Sam in Garden State for my way to want to do something that has never been done before in that one spot. No matter how random or simple it may be.
"This is your one opportunity to do something that no one has ever done before and that no one will copy throughout human existence. And if nothing else, you will be remembered as the one guy who ever did this. This one thing. "
It was funny when I watched the movie after I heard the comparison. It is nice to see it put into words or actions.
Everyone does things like this but never stop to think that no one in the human existence will ever do the same thing in that same place where you are standing. That is important and special .
I learned at a young age to laugh at myself. Even laugh at the bad times. I am an open book when it comes to my past and even the way I feel. I love to tell people about my
experiences good and bad.
I laugh.
That is all I can do. Much like taking the pain and sorrow, the power away from them. I can't change how things have happen nor there will be an undoing to the evil, but I feel that I can cover many things up with new memories with my new life. I have to take it into my hand and make the good out of life. No one else will do it for me. I still can't stop all the bad. I do have a problem with "attracting" some of the craziest people and situations. lol
I Don't do anything to allow them anymore then they have to. That is why I don't really go to bars or anything. Sad thing is that I can sit at home and not talk to anyone or do anything and it will come knocking on my door. It is hard to understand, but the people that are close to me are skeptical until they see it happen. Ask my roommate now. lol You can say I have the worst luck .
But I still laugh...after ;)
I am the type of person that is happy when making others happy. I am a pleasier. It is not that I don't know what makes me happy but that I am happy when I can do something for someone. I feel others feelings all to well and when they are upset, it hurts me as well. I have a hard time distanceing myself from others feelings.
I am picky with boyfriends and friendships because of this. I don't want to be used and I only want to be this to people that deserve my compassion . It is the way I live life and wish only that if others did the same would it make the world a little better place. I will never change this for the world even if there are bad people out there. I will not punish a good person and let the bad win.
We are humans. There are many of us. There is a reason for that. Not only not to be alone in life, but to be there for others . We can not make it by ourselves.
This is me. The real me. Only me.
There will never be another just like me.
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~RaV e S~
God †dark cokes †counter-strike †cybernet †goatees †cigs †Lucky Strikes lights †kids †the number 8 †LAN Matrix †drums and guitars †tic tacs †lotion †heavy metal †driving at night †great personalities †jokes †chivalry †music †my cats †cute guys †red cars †cartoon network †water †lipstick †glitter †sparkles †coffee †fun people †hugs †pictures †games †art †anime †kisses †nail color †purple †unicorns †family †CRaYoNS †martial arts †crushing on someone †sleeping †giggling †flirting †hoop earrings †silver rings †Rumple Minze †green eyes †going places †friends †punch †free things †college boys †smelly good stuff †flare jeans †silk †cartoons †camping †toys †Aussies †comic books †being happy †talking †cooking †thunder
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Random Useless Facts:
• My first words where, car, car.
• I think Aussies are SO cute and they have the hottest accents!
• When I was younger I was a Tomboy. I still am a little.
• I am afraid of dinosaurs. They give me nightmares.
• I dont really get mad, but I cry when I am mad.
• I sleep with the covers over my face.
• I still have a Pantera shirt from an ex over 6 years ago.
• I have a cell phone, but I never use it. Only as an alarm clock.
• I say, "yall" a lot. I am southern.
• My favorite color is purple and my favorite smell is vanilla.
• I have flown on over 60 airplanes in my life.
• Sushi is the best.
• I have a strange obsession with unicorns.
• I consider myself a happy person with sad thoughts.
• I have slapped my ex boyfriend.
• Everytime I go to the movies, I have to have a coke and a popcorn. Then I eat all the popcorn after 30 minutes into the movie and need to go to the bathroom the whole time.
• One time I hit squirrel on the road and cried beside him for 15 minutes till he died.
• I wear my Pajamas more than anything.
• I cried so hard watching Titanic.
• In high school I squeezed a police officer's butt .
• I have never cheated on any of my boyfriends.
• I can play a song over and over for days.
• I love cherry-limeade shushes too much.
• My parents are both dead.
• When I was young, I use to bite my toenails.
• I never get hangovers.
• I enjoy cooking. I can cook almost everything.
• I remember when I was little, I would pray to the Devil . I would ask him why he did such bad things and take my mommy away. I told him that God loves everyone and if we would stop being mean, that God would love him again.
• I have played Counter-Strike at a LAN center for a tournament that was a 24-hour lock in and fell a sleep on my keyboard and woke up with the key prints on my face.
• I have tripped and fallen on my face more times than I can count. I am not all that graceful.
• I sometimes cry at night before I go to sleep thinking of all my old friends in Texas.
• I started smoking when my grandpa died. I was left alone and nothing helped.
• I have had to live in my car before.
• I have studied marshal arts for 6 years.
• Almost everyday I have a Nong Shim Bowl Noodle soup.
• I have said lol, stfu and I am Rick James, Bitch in real life.
• I use to work at a place where I colored comics for DC and Marvel.
• I cant stand taking out the trash. I will clean the whole house before I do that.
• I get my Ds and Bs backwards some times.
• I move a lot. I am still looking for a place to call home .
• I was 15 years old when I stopped thinking that there was something under my bed that was going to eat me.
• One Christmas, I was really run over by a deer.
• If I had a hug everyday, I would be the happiest person alive.
A & Q
•Q: Are you single?
A :Yes. However I'm talking to an old friend, Steven. I care about him but he has a lot of stuff to deal with he says. We are just friends and I am just confused. Nothing new.
-To my friends that keep sending me emails about this: Trust me, I would tell you if I was with someone ;)
•Q: You want to meet up?
A : No. I do not meet many people online. For you that keep sending mail that says: "Your hot, want to hang out?" I WILL NOT REPLY! I do not think that meeting someone that only is looking at my picture is worth my time. They already have high expectation of only my looks. I may look hot or whatever in my pictures, but I am very normal looking girl in real life. I am nothing special! I just can take good pictures.
•Q: What do you do for fun?
A : Draw, play computer games, watch anime, bother my roommate, play jokes on anyone with in a 3 mile radios, talk, drive, eat babies and write complete useless stuff about me. The normal stuff. I love to draw. If I am not on the computer and I am at home, I am working on my artwork. I also love to game. I play Counter-Strike 1.6. I randomly make a road trip that lead to nowhere just for the hell of it. I am very laid back at times and sometimes-just love to stay home or go over to a friends house to watch movies or play games. I guess I am that way because I never have money to do much. I am very open to doing many crazy things as long as have someone to do them with. I love to talk and I find myself talking on the phone or friends online for hours. -I could just say what everyone says, "long walks on the beach, party all night every night, Push-ups and drinking raw eggs or just cuddling or hang out with my buddies, whatever OMG I am sooo cool and never lazy you have to be my frined, please love me!". I how ever find that cheesy and no one really cares. *hint hint*
•Q: How do you make those movie things on your profile?
A : They are Gifs. I am going to be real basic; the reason being is that it's NOT simple to explain.Before anything, if you don't have away to take the movie or have a program that converts the .mov to .gif then you CAN'T make them.First, I shoot my videos on my digital camera. Your camera must have this option on it to even start.Second, I open Adobe ImageReady CS2 and I can edit the size to make it fit on Myspace. This is done by making the frames smaller and by making the content smaller by dropping a few of the frames. You can also try, when you first open the movie, there will be a question that ask if you want to open only every 2,3,4 all the way up to 20 frames.-You will not be able open .mov or .avi files in Adobe ImageReady. So you may have to use another program to open it first and save as a .gif file.
•Q: Do you have a messenger like Yahoo, MSN or AIM?
A : Yes. I have them all. BUT I never use them...you can ask my friends LAWL I dont like to give it out anyway. I CAN'T use Myspace IM. It is only made for Windows and I use a Mac. Sorry.
•Q: Want to fuck?
A : BLOCKED
*If you ask ANYTHING fucking stupid like that I WILL block you. No questions asked. Get a clue. I don't care when the people that do it for the shear point to TRY to piss me off, it does not work because that does not bug me. I am talking about the people that are not joking and they really thing I would reply with something.
•Q: You really play Counter-Strike?!??!11111
A : Yes. I have been playing for many years. I had my computer pretty much stolen from me and now I just have my Mac. As a few of you know you cant play CS on a Mac. So at this time, I cannot scrim or anything. I wish I could just have a pc fall into my lap, but you cant expect that happening anytime soon. I will have to work on getting a new computer. For now, I am sorry.
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For you that use Skype (Voice Chat) you will have to add me first before you can call me. LillyCat_259. Please make sure you say who you are or I will just block you.
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