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beck

A little nonsense now and then is relished by the wisest men

About Me



I'm 22 years old
I am a student at Christ For the Nations Institute in Dallas, Tx.
no better place to be in the US!!I suppose I am kinda strange. People often tell me I'm weird... I usually say thank you. I've stopped running from the truth! But I like to think of it more as interesting, unique, one of a kind, maybe even a little quirky, but one thing is for sure... about 5 minutes with me and we'll both be laughing.

To go a little deeper into me, and what I live for....
Basically it’s this: I’m a Christian. I’m NOT perfect.
BUT…. even though I screw up now and then… I always know that there is an unconditional, unfailing love that I can trust to pick me up again. If you don't know what I'm talking about then send me a message... I'd love to explain.

My Interests

The second most important thing to me... right after my beliefs... is FA SHO my family! I can also say with profound confidence that THEY ARE VERY.... let's say INTERESTING!!! haha

I don't know where I'd be today if I didn't have the
most amazing parents in the world!
Mel, and Arlene Fields... I love you!!
My unexplainably amazing siblings...
Kris, tiff,
Ginny,Grace,Melody,
Ethan,Christa, and Nathaniel...
I love you all!
and I love to the bajillions the husbands and kids that a couple of you have!
Miah, Rally, Ivan,
Matt, Josiah, Isabel, and Noah!
oh...and I also love our
adaopted family!
Arleney wienie's super sister... Aunt Judy Booty,
and her crazy kids
Chase, and Sommer!
and everybody knows that
they've got to be incredible
if we take them by choice!

I'd like to meet:



I WOULD LOVE TO MEET A MAN
THAT WILL LOVE ME LIKE THIS
WITHOUT ME ASKING HIM TO.

Nobody can make you feel

inferior without your permission.

-Eleanor Roosevelt-

Music:



"No, this is how it works
You peer inside yourself
You take the things you like
And try to love the things you took
And then you take that love you made
And stick it into some
Someone else's heart
Pumping someone else's blood
And walking arm in arm
You hope it don't get harmed
But even if it does
You'll just do it all again"
-Regina Spektor

"If my heart can become pure and simple, like that of a child, I think there probably can be no greater happiness than this"

my nephews and my niece are in this really sweet band....

Movies:



Television:



Books:



these guys are incredible!
genius I say!! my newest addiction!

you can find more from them on youtube.com
here's Flight of the Conchords with
"the Issues"

Heroes:


The only one who ever saved my life... ...Jesus!
I have to believe that He sees my darkness
I have to believe that He knows my pain
I have to lift up my hands to worship
Worship His name
I have to declare that He is my refuge
I have to deny that I am alone
I have to lift up my eyes to the mountains
It's where my help comes from
He said that He's forever faithful
He said that He's forever true
He said that He can move mountains
And if He can move mountains
He can move my mountain
He can move Your mountain too
I have to stand tall when the wind blows me over
I have to stand strong when I'm weak and afraid
I have to grab hold, hold of the garments
Garments of praise
I have to sing praise when the hour is midnight
He unlocks the chains that bind up my soul
My sin and my shame,
He has forgiven,
and made me whole
I have to believe
NOT SO MUCH LIKE JESUS:
shout out to 24-seven!!!
I love & miss you kid-o's!!
I've never been more proud
of a group of teenagers!
you're definitely heroes to me!!!

My Blog

TRINIDAD

I dropped the majority (mom, dad, Ginny, Grace, Melody, Ethan, Christa, Nathaniel) of my family off at the airport today to catch a plane to Trinidad which is a Caribbean island, northeast of Venezuel...
Posted by sugar loaf on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 03:58:00 PST

the hunger

I've been thinking about what I've been through All the good times, all the bad And anywhere in between the two There runs a common thread Some call it a condition A hidden chasm that will never fill...
Posted by sugar loaf on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 01:02:00 PST

"...Won't You be my Prince of Peace..."

Well, sometimes my life Just don't make sense at all When the mountains look so big And my faith just seems so small So hold me Jesus, 'cause I'm shaking like a leaf You have been King of my glory Wo...
Posted by sugar loaf on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 02:12:00 PST

Oh Love! who bewailest... why choose you the frailest? -Percy Bysshe Shelley

Today was a sobering day in the least. I've come to a realization. I can no longer deny that somebody that I have trusted very deeply and I have loved and cared about has been a liar to me. To sum up ...
Posted by sugar loaf on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 09:49:00 PST

split screen sadness

I really wish i was a poet or some type of musician so that I could write down my feelings in a way that made the beauty in the art of my creation seem worth the pain and heartache. then at least ...
Posted by sugar loaf on Mon, 27 Mar 2006 01:32:00 PST

I don't want to talk about it!

I always say that I don't want to talk about it but i know that i really do.... all my family is gone so I'm lonely and not to mention scared out of my mind! I hate being in this big house all by myse...
Posted by sugar loaf on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST