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Hil ♥..

About Me

well, my name is Hilary.
i'm a model.
i'm not stupid.
i am a psychology major
i love music
i am really blunt.
i tell it like it is.
i am really sarcastic
i have OCD
i have STUNNING green eyes
i am a perfectionist
i am a germaphobe
i have ADHD
i am dramatic
i am a nonconformist
i am outspoken
i am indecisive about the smallest things
i think too much
i am a picky eater
i am a picky dater
i have anxiety
i am a worrier
i have a sister named kelly
i have my own sense of style
i can't skip school.
i hate silence
i am random
i need a straw if i'm drinking out of a glass.
i have never broken or shattered any bones.
i am NEVER late.
and i like MEN.
i write often... my grammatical skills are amazing.
i like making sand castles.
i like jumping on bubble wrap.
i have never ridden a roller coaster.
i love miniature golf, although i haven't been in years.
i cry when king kong dies and when he gets captured.
i cry a lot during sad parts in movies.
i have never been to a bonfire.
i also, like justyn, like trampolines.
i laugh at stupid things.
taco bell is my favorite.
i don't smoke, and don't like smokers.
i like cheese.
i have aim.
if you care, my screen name is xhillybilly.
because of the quantity of messages and comments i recieve, i do not reply to every single one. do not take offense to this.
i DO, however, respond to those comments and messages that catch my attention.
be creative in your messages and comments and you have a better chance at seeing a reply.
i am no longer accepting friend requests from people who have no photo. why? because too many bots/advertisements are out there, and most of them, don't have a photo. also, the first time someone posts an advertisement on my comments or messages, its an automatic delete and block. i'm not going to let my myspace be overrun by ads. sorry, one ruins it for all.
please, for the love of god, do not ask me to 'check you out.' or anything else along those lines.
let's think about this logically: if i wanted to 'check you out,' 'look at your pics,' 'pic comment you,' 'read your blogs,' 'look at your friends,' 'add your friends.' wouldn't i have already done that?
if i'm interested in you, talking to you, wanting to know you, i'd do it on my own. i don't need directions. so please, stop pretending i am an infant and that i need my hand held, and led in the right direction at all times.
i am a human being, a woman, a student, a model. please, treat me as one.
ps-sorry for being bitchy.
i am going to create a list of hall of fame messages that made me laugh.
if yours is on here, do not be offended, simply feel like a movie star or something.
From: ************
Date: Feb 24, 2007 9:18 AM
What it do! you should hook me up with your E-Mail addy (Hotmail AKA MSN or Yahoo) so i can add you to one of my messengers Hallelujah Holla Back A-SAP
Thanks
******* aka soon to be a rap star.
hi hilary my name is **** atleast that is what most of my friends call me. my real name is ********. i am 29 years old and i just moved here to corpus at the beginning of the year to take care of my daddy. i read a majority of ur profile and i liked it. u sound like a really interesting person. you can look at my profile if u want but ill tell u it ain't much and i haven't been able to put my pic on yet cus i don't have the cord that goes from my cam to the comp. i am not here writing you because i expect anything. im not about trying to pick up anyone all the time i can be a pervert but really i been working on that haha i just really don't know what the hell i am writing you for? maybe i just like to have someone i can share my thoughts with and to have fun; really just a friend! so if you'd like, feel free to write asap :D
*****

My Interests

Music

adjectives

bright colors

Photography

going to shows

playing tennis

traveling

space, stars and the planets...

video games

justyn..♥

roadtrips

cuddling

thunderstorms

sleeping late

bright colors

shopping

nature

hugs

voicemails

picnics

the ocean

arts & crafts

taking pictures

chapstick

jewelry

accents

mechanical pencils

text messages

flowers

cute boys

antibacterial soap

working out

holidays

watching movies

fruit

late night phone calls... ♥

being physically and mentally attracted to someone.

laying out in the sunshine

taking naps

being with my family & friends

parties

being my own bartender

dancing

dressing up

feeling skinny

watching plays

weekends

getting chills when listening to music

being completely carefree

bubblegum

clubbing

granola bars

t shirts

watching home videos

animals

going to the zoo

good hair days

being outside

sweetdreams

I'd like to meet:

a man who looks good in girl's pants.

a man who doesn't smoke.

a man with respect

a man who knows how to use his ears

a man that thinks more with whats in his head, rather than what's between his legs.

a man with patience.

an emotional intellectual

a man with a sense of humor

a man who laughs at my stupid jokes

a man that knows when to be serious

a man that can keep me happy in bed.

a sincere man

a man who pinky promises

a man who means what he says

a man that kisses my forehead and nose

a man that rubs my back after i've had a bad day

a man with strong morals

a musician

a man that will pick up the phone, even when i'm calling for no reason.

a man with class

an educated man

a man with confidence

a man with sarcasm.

a man with ambition

a man who can read.

a man who doesn't guilt trip me

straight edge men

guys who can dress themselves

a man with defined cheekbones

a man with a nice smile

a man with contrasting hair/eye color. dark vs. light and vise versa

a man who is taller than i.

I DO NOT WANT A MAN THAT IS/HAS:
a liar

a cheater

a pervert

low self esteem

cockiness

ignorance

no morals

no goals

an alcoholic

a smoker

a drug user

clinginess

I HATE when people act like they want to get to know me and then ask me questions that could be answered by reading my profile... if you sincerely want to get to know me, please, read my profile!

This guy pretty much couldn't be more perfect.



ily.hil.

Music:

so many to name!

i love rock.
i love techno
i love 'emo'
i love most of it.

OK Go - "Here It Goes Again"

Mr. OK Go Head On Treadmills, Dancing

Movies:

Lord of the Rings, V for Vendetta, Napolean Dynamite, The Butterfly Effect, Mean Girls, The Wedding Date, Spanglish, The Notebook, Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, Joy Ride, Super Troopers, , SawI II and III, Just Married, Secret Window, Cinderella, Grease, Elf, Superstar, Old School, The Wizard of Oz, Beauty and the Beast, Pirates of the Caribbean I and II, How to Lose a guy in 10 Days, Miss Congeniality, SpiderMan, BeerFest, King Kong, Drop Dead Fred, the Incredibles, Finding Nemo

Television:

LOST!!

Books:


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Hilary Marie Lawrence.
Birthday: 10.28.1987
Birthplace: Kansas
Current Location: Texas
Eye Color: Green
Hair Color: dark brown
Height: 5'5"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: Irish, German, English, Czech
The Shoes You Wore Today: flip flops
Your Weakness: eyes.
Your Fears: loneliness
Your Perfect Pizza: cheese, cheese, and more cheese.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: buy my new car!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: 'lol'
Thoughts First Waking Up: 5 more minutes.
Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes.
Your Bedtime: midnight.
Your Most Missed Memory: breakfast with daddy.
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi.
MacDonalds or Burger King: MD.
Single or Group Dates: Single.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither. gross.
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla.
Cappuccino or Coffee: neither, gross.
Do you Smoke: nooo
Do you Swear: when i'm drunk, yes.
Do you Sing: yes, all the time.
Do you Shower Daily: yes.
Have you Been in Love: i am pretty sure i have been.
Do you want to go to College: i am in college... i don't know if i want to stay though.
Do you want to get Married: yes.
Do you belive in yourself: yes
Do you get Motion Sickness: yes
Do you think you are Attractive: yes
Are you a Health Freak: i would like to think i am. i watch what i eat.
Do you get along with your Parents: parent. one. yes.
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes, but thunder scares me.
Do you play an Instrument: piano, a long time ago.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes.
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: box? no.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: in my sleep.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: i don't know, that's why i'm in college... i think.
What country would you most like to Visit: europe.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: greens, blues, or browns. i love eyes.
Favourite Hair Color: opposite of eyes. dark vs light, vise versa.
Short or Long Hair: short, please.
Height: 5'9"
Weight: 140
Best Clothing Style: honestly? prep.
Number of Drugs I have taken: zero.
Number of CDs I own: 50
Number of Piercings: 4 + 1[soon]
Number of Tattoos: one, soon.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: not many.
..START BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE
The Best Myspace Survey
* . . About You . . *
Eye Color:: green
Hair Color:: dark brown
Height:: 5'5"
Favorite Color:: yellow.
Screen Name:: xhillybilly
Favorite Band:: don't have one.
Favorite Movie:: drop dead fred.
Favorite Show:: LOST
Your Car:: don't have one anymore.
Your Hometown:: it's a secret.
Your Present Town:: Corpus.
Your Crushes First Name:: Justyn
Your Grade:: 13.
Your Style:: gangster.
* . . Have You Ever . . *
Sat on your rooftop?: yes
Kissed someone in the rain?: yes
Danced in a public place?: yes
Smiled for no reason?: yes
Laughed so hard you cried?: yes
Peed your pants after age 8?: no
Written a song?: yes
Sang to someone for no reason?: yes
Performed on a stage?: yes
Talked to someone you don't know?: yes
Gone out of your way to befriend someone?: yes
Made out in a theatre?: yes
Gone roller skating since 8th grade?: yes
Been in love?: yes
* . . Who was the last person to . . *
Say HI to you?: justyn, probably.
Tell you, I love you?: daddy.
Kiss you?: Franklin.
Hug you?: Chels
Tell you BYE?: justyn
Write you a note?: no idea.
Take your photo?: Angie.
Call your cell phone?: call it? Daddy.
Buy you something?: Daddy, flowers for valentines day.
Go with you to the movies?: Franklin.
Sing to you?: justyn.
Write a poem about you?: no idea.
Text message you?: justyn.
Touch you?: dad. hug this morning :)
* . . What's the last . . *
Time you laughed?: yesterday
Time you cried?: yesterday
Movie you watched?: The Princess Bride. yesterday.
Joke you told?: long time ago.
Song you've sang?: last night. i sang a lot of them.
Time you've looked at the clock?: just now.
Drink you've had?: gatorade and vodka... not for me.
Number you've dialed?: justyn, last night.
Book you've read?: i don't really read.
Food you've eaten?: cheese burger, last night.
Flavor of gum chewed?: probably orbit, a few days ago.
Shoes you've worn?: flip flops, yesterday
Store you've been in?: hot topic.
Thing you've said?: "i'm not getting ready."
* . . Can You . . *
Write with both hands?: yes
Whistle?: yes
Blow a bubble?: yes
Roll your tounge in a circle?: yes
Cross your eyes?: yes
Touch your tounge to your nose?: almost
Dance?: yes
Gleek?: no.
Stay up a whole night without sleep?: no
Speak a different language?: yes
Impersonate someone?: no.
Prank call people?: yes
Make a card pyramid?: yes
Cook anything?: yes
* . . Finish The Line . . *
If i were a ...: -sleep, i wouldn't be cranky.
I wish ...: i didn't have to go to class at 8 AM.
So many people don't know that ...: i am awesome.
I am ...: tired.
My heart is ...: happy.
- The Original Survey Site ..END BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE

Heroes:

my dad.
if you ever get the chance to read this, i want you to know that what you did for me all these years has really meant a lot to me. i've always been your little girl and i always will be.
you've taken such good care of me after mom left. i've told you everything, and you've been my best friend for all of these years.
i love you, and i want you to know that no man can ever take the spot you have in my heart.
Love always,
Hilary.

so i'm just going to make this, sort of, i guess, offical?
i really like this kid named justyn. for some reason though, we are stuck half a country away from each other and it really is, "the suck."
this kid has eyes that pierce mine, and a voice that absolutely melts me.
he makes me smile even when i'm about to cry.
anyways... just wanted to let everyone know, i'm not taken, per say, but i do have a crush on someone.
he's going under my heroes section because i don't know anyone like him that makes my day so much better, just by simply saying hello.

Hil

My Blog

movies

We are all affected by the evil Disney (WTF? Tis not eeevil!) so here is a quick list to help you become aware of how much you have been infected.[] High School Musical[] Holes[] Lizzie McGuire Movie ...
Posted by [[.HilLaw.]] on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 09:40:00 PST

i hope you feel better now.

i'm leaving.     sick of this place. of myspace. of texas. of school.     i meant every fucking word i want you to know that. i meant EVERY fucking word.   don't call. don't t...
Posted by [[.HilLaw.]] on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 11:03:00 PST

SICK!

i am so fucking SICK of being treated like shit.       i am totally hating the human race right now. especially men.         Hilary....
Posted by [[.HilLaw.]] on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 10:26:00 PST

New Friends.... and Old Friends.

to all my new friends, with whom i haven't had time to reply to, or send a message of thanks, THANKS! thanks for adding me, i really do appriciate your friendship, even though, most times i do not rep...
Posted by [[.HilLaw.]] on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 02:22:00 PST

relationshiTs....as promised

i promised i'd write about relationships/relationshits. i didn't get around to it, but i promise, soon.... well, hopefully within the next month.         HML. ...
Posted by [[.HilLaw.]] on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 12:50:00 PST

dance

if you saw me in a club, would you dance with me? what kind of dance? would you try to get my number?         if so, why?   if not, why? don't just say, because you're beautif...
Posted by [[.HilLaw.]] on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 12:49:00 PST

LOST

does ANYONE know where i can download LOST season 3 the first 7 episodes???     i can't watch them on abc.com because my computer isn't good enough for that... it dies a lot.     i...
Posted by [[.HilLaw.]] on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 06:57:00 PST

the wonderer.

i wonder sometimes if people see me the same way i see myself. i'd like to think that i am polite and honest, but i always wonder if that's what others think too.   Lots of men get upset at me, b...
Posted by [[.HilLaw.]] on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 07:52:00 PST