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~caroleena~

I Love this CraZy, TraGiC, sometimes almost MaGic, AwFuL, BeauTiFuL life....

About Me

CaRoL ChRisTiNe CLaNoR LuaNsiNg

Speak Your Mind For those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind....I've lived at least 24 years of no regret. I grew up an only child, yet far from being spoiled. I was blessed with the talent to make people feel good about themselves with the art of creating beauty in their mane. I inhale cigarettes, but breathe out pure soul. I'm a bitch who's too nice. I don't have a big dream, just a bunch of small ones. If food was alcohol i'd always be drunk. Those nasty ass looks and attitudes girls give me...they don't faze me. I'm flattered you took the time to notice me. Driving is my therapy. I build balance in accepting positivity and negativity. I build true knowledge & power in learning book smarts and living street smarts. My strong foundation in life and as an individual was built on top of the broken home i came from. Everything i own is pride and struggle within itself. Everything i am is pride and struggle within myself. I'm not mad, i just talk loud. I'm not short-tempered, i just have too much patience. I'll treat you the way you treat me. I have my own voice, so you don't have to speak for me. I say what i feel because honesty is the best policy. I cry out of strength of not fearing my own emotions. I've become selective of who and what i choose to surround myself with to detoxify myself from why i lost myself in the first place. Am i content? No...it's not what i deserve, and it doesn't deserve me. True friendship is when friends can walk in opposite directions, yet remain side by side. Genuine Friends Are Consistent. They Are Reliable. They Can Be Counted On In A Crisis. That When Times Get Tough, A Genuine Friend Doesn't See Through You But Sees You Through...

My Interests



If You Live in Yesterday, You will Never be Able to Get Where You Want to be Tomorrow. You are What You do Today, not What You did Yesterday. The Past has No Power Over You unless You Give it Power. Without You in Your World Nothing Else would Exist. Doing What is Right is Easy Once You Know who You are.

I'd like to meet:

"It is better to be HATED for what you ARE than to be LOVED for something you ARE NOT" -Andre GideWe cannot control all the circumstances in our lives. We don't know what is going to happen tomorrow, or even today. We cannot control our circumstances, but we can control how we respond to them. We can control whether an experience makes us a bitter person or a better person. What matters in life is not so much what happens to us but what happens in us....

Music:

MY REMEDY Being OPen To Any Type Of Music Is Being OPen To Anything In This World SOME MUSIC IS COOL AT CLUBS, BUT CAN YOU HANG WITH THE MUSIC MEANT FOR YOUR MENTAL SUBS....

Movies:

*BROWN SUGAR* TO COLLABERATE REAL HIP HOP WITH REAL LOVE IS THE ULTIMATE SCREENPLAY *LOVE JONES* ONE'S SPOKEN WORD IS HIS SOUL EXPRESSION

Television:

The Prizes Of Life Are At The End Of Each Journey, Not Near The Beginning; And It Is Not Given To Me To KNow How Many Steps Are Necessary In Order To REach My Goal. Failure I may Still Encounter At The Thousandth Step, Yet Success Hides Behind The Next Bend In The Road. Never Will I Know How Close It Lies Unless I Turn The Corner... Paula Abdul - Rush Rush
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Books:

Living a Page at a Time... Creating each Chapter of Life the Best Way i Can.....Erykah Badu
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Heroes:

MY INDEPENDENT MIND... without that i don't know where i'd be... yet i don't fail to forget that we survive with each other.....

My Blog

Only You.....

The only person that can get you out of your own mess is yourself. The only person who can make you truly happy is yourself. The only person that can make you who you are is yourself. The only perso...
Posted by CaRoLeeeNa! on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 07:31:00 PST

guilty innocence

how do you redeem yourself from something you're not guilty of? how does someone pay the price for being guilty of there own innocence? how do you fight to fix something that is your own innocence? yo...
Posted by CaRoLeeeNa! on Fri, 30 Dec 2005 04:57:00 PST

Taken from Tawn...

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll bre...
Posted by CaRoLeeeNa! on Thu, 15 Dec 2005 02:17:00 PST

uplifting message from a friend

life is too short to be bogged down with petty things right?  friendships are fast and fleeting as we get older and it's hard to keep one's that take too much work...true yeah? seriously though c...
Posted by CaRoLeeeNa! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

my explanation of the world's virus...

Currency weighed in scales of greed Everything not made of God But of money Minds trapped in change Not in change of life But on how much change you get How much change you need Just to survive life c...
Posted by CaRoLeeeNa! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST