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-----------------------------------------------I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understandIf I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath awayAnd I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or rightYou know I can't be with you tonightYou know my heart is by your sideSia - "Breathe Me"Help, I have done it againI have been here many times beforeHurt myself again todayAnd, the worst part is there's no-one else to blameBe my friendHold me, wrap me upUnfold meI am smallI'm needyWarm me upAnd breathe meOuch I have lost myself againLost myself and I am nowhere to be found,Yeah I think that I might breakI've lost myself again and I feel unsafeBe my friendHold me, wrap me upUnfold meI am smallI'm needyWarm me upAnd breathe meBe my friendHold me, wrap me upUnfold meI am smallI'm needyWarm me upAnd breathe meRegina Spektor - "Samson"You are my sweetest downfallI loved you first, I loved you firstBeneath the sheets of paper lies my truthI have to go, I have to goYour hair was long when we first metSamson went back to bedNot much hair left on his headHe ate a slice of wonder bread and went right back to bedAnd history books forgot about us and the bible didn't
mention usAnd the bible didn't mention us, not even onceYou are my sweetest downfallI loved you first, I loved you firstBeneath the stars came fallin' on our headsBut they're just old light, they're just old lightYour hair was long when we first metSamson came to my bedTold me that my hair was redTold me I was beautiful and came into my bedOh I cut his hair myself one nightA pair of dull scissors in the yellow lightAnd he told me that I'd done alrightAnd kissed me 'til the mornin' light, the mornin' lightAnd he kissed me 'til the mornin' lightSamson went back to bedNot much hair left on his headAte a slice of wonderbread and went right back to bedOh, we couldn't bring the columns downYeah we couldn't destroy a single oneAnd history books forgot about usAnd the bible didn't mention us, not even onceYou are my sweetest downfallI loved you firstRegina Spektor - "Somedays"Somedays aren't yours at all,They come and goAs if they're someone else's daysThey come and leave you behind someone else's faceAnd it's harsher than yoursAnd colder than yoursThey come in all quietSweep up and then they leaveAnd you don't hear a single floor board creakThey're so much strongerThan the friends you try to keepBy your sideDowntown, DowntownI'm not here, not anymoreI've gone awayDon't call me, don't writeI'm in love with your daughterI wanna have her babyI'm in love with your daughterSo can I pleaseDowntown, DowntownI'm not here, not anymoreI've gone awayDon't call me, don't writeI've gone awayDon't call me, don't writeDon't call me, don't call me, don't call meDon't write, don't write, don't write, don't write, don't
writeSomedays aren't yours at allThey come and goAs if they're someone else's daysThey come and leave you behind someone else's faceAnd it's harsher than yoursAnd it's colder than yours...Regina Spektor - "Summer in the City"Summer in the city means cleavage cleavage cleavageAnd I start to miss you, baby, sometimesI've been staying up and drinking in a late night
establishmentTelling strangers personal thingsSummer in the city, I'm so lonely lonely lonelySo I went to a protest just to rub up against strangersAnd I did feel like coming but I also felt like cryingIt doesn't seem so worth it right nowAnd the castrated ones stand in the corner smokingThey want to feel the bulges in their pants start to riseAt the site of a beautiful woman they feel nothing butAnger, her skin makes them sick in the night nauseaous,
nauseaous, nauseaousSummer in the city, I'm so lonely lonely lonelyI've been hallucinating you, babe, at the backs of other womenAnd I tap on their shoulder and they turn around smilingBut there's no recognition in their eyesOh summer in the city means cleavage cleavage cleavageAnd don't get me wrong, dear, in general I'm doing quite fineIt's just when it's summer in the city, and you're so long gone from the cityI start to miss you, baby, sometimesWhen it's summer in the cityAnd you're so long gone from the cityI start to miss you, baby, sometimesI start to miss you, baby, sometimesI start to miss you, baby, sometimesRegina Spektor - "Fidelity"(Shake it up)I never loved nobody fullyAlways one foot on the groundAnd by protecting my heart trulyI got lost in the soundsI hear in my mindAll these voicesI hear in my mind all these wordsI hear in my mind all this musicAnd it breaks my heartAnd it breaks my heartAnd it breaks my heartIt breaks my heartAnd suppose I never met youSuppose we never fell in loveSuppose I never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so softSuppose I never ever saw youSuppose we never ever calledSuppose I kept on singing love songs just to break my own
fallJust to break my fallJust to break my fallBreak my fallBreak my fallAll my friends say that of course its gonna get betterGonna get betterBetter better better betterBetter better betterI never love nobody fullyAlways one foot on the groundAnd by protecting by heart trulyI got lostIn the soundsI hear in my mindAll these voicesI hear in my mind all these wordsI hear in my mindAll this musicAnd it breaks my heartIt breaks my heartBreaks myHeartBreaks my heartRegina Spektor - "On the Radio"This is how it worksIt feels a little worseThan when we drove our hearseRight through that screaming crowdWhile laughing up a stormUntil we were just boneUntil it got so warmThat none of us could sleepAnd all the styrofoamBegan to melt awayWe tried to find some wordsTo aid in the decayBut none of them were homeInside their catacombA million ancient beesBegan to sting our kneesWhile we were on our kneesPraying that diseaseWould leave the ones we loveAnd never come againOn the radioWe heard November RainThat solo's really longBut it's a pretty songWe listened to it twice'Cause the DJ was asleepThis is how it worksYou're young until you're notYou love until you don'tYou try until you can'tYou laugh until you cryYou cry until you laughAnd everyone must breatheUntil their dying breathNo, this is how it worksYou peer inside yourselfYou take the things you likeAnd try to love the things you tookAnd then you take that love you madeAnd stick it into someSomeone else's heartPumping someone else's bloodAnd walking arm in armYou hope it don't get harmedBut even if it doesYou'll just do it all againAnd on the radioYou hear November RainThat solo's awful longBut it's a good refrainYou listen to it twice'Cause the DJ is asleepOn the radio(oh oh oh)On the radioOn the radio - uh ohOn the radio - uh ohOn the radio - uh ohOn the radioNico - "These Days"I've been out walkingI don't do too much talkingThese days, these days.These days I seem to think a lotAbout the things that I forgot to doAnd all the times I had the chance to.I've stopped my rambling,I don't do too much gamblingThese days, these days.These days I seem to think aboutHow all the changes came about my waysAnd I wonder if I'll see another highway.I had a lover,I don't think I'll risk anotherThese days, these days.And if I seem to be afraidTo live the life that I have made in songIt's just that I've been losing so long.La la la la la, la la.I've stopped my dreaming,I won't do too much schemingThese days, these days.These days I sit on corner stonesAnd count the time in quarter tones to ten.Please don't confront me with my failures,I had not forgotten them.Green Day - "Good Riddance (Time of Your Life)"Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road.Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go.So make the best of this test, and don't ask why.It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time.It's something unpredictable, but in the end is right.I hope you had the time of your life.So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind.Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time.Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial.For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.It's something unpredictable, but in the end is right.I hope you had the time of your life.It's something unpredictable, but in the end is right.I hope you had the time of your life.It's something unpredictable, but in the end is right.I hope you had the time of your life.
Music:
robert williams
billie holiday
frank sinatra ~ dean martin ~ sammy davis jr::simply the ratpack!
norah jones
katie melua
amy winehouse
...there are so many more.....i have to say it a bit apart cos here comes a special one. he's not with us but his music and the memory - elliott smith!
Movies:
am?lie
shakespeare in love
pulp fiction
about a boy
love actually
scent of a woman
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Television:
bones
gilmore girls
csi las vegas
csi new york
boston legal
crossing jordan
dr house
six feet under
simpsons
bill cosby show
roseanne
charmed
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Books:
tuesdays with morrie - mitch albom
new york stories - dorothy parker
moralische geschichten - maxim biller
new york trilogy - paul auster
ein mann will nach oben - hans fallada
abschaum.die wahre geschichte von ertan ongun - feridun zaimoglu
--shakespeare--
--emily dickinson--
--[...]--SONNET 10
For shame! deny that thou bear'st love to any,
Who for thyself art so unprovident.
Grant, if thou wilt, thou art beloved of many,
But that thou none lovest is most evident;
For thou art so possess'd with murderous hate
That 'gainst thyself thou stick'st not to conspire.
Seeking that beauteous roof to ruinate
Which to repair should be thy chief desire.
O, change thy thought, that I may change my mind!
Shall hate be fairer lodged than gentle love?
Be, as thy presence is, gracious and kind,
Or to thyself at least kind-hearted prove:
Make thee another self, for love of me,
That beauty still may live in thine or thee.SONNET 18
Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou growest:
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long lives this and this gives life to thee.
Heroes:
hm remain true to yourself then you're a hero!
