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free the west memphis 3. i think justice has long been overdue to these 3 men. to have their lives taken away for crimes they are completely innocent of. there is now dna evidence proving the innocence of the three. what are they waiting for? while the system drags its heels, three innocent men still sit and wait. i think their debt has been paid. a debt for what though? for just being different. it sickens me that i live in a world where ignorance of this magnitude can still prevail. not only prevail, but cost the lives of the innocent. nothing can repay to these three men the pain, suffering, and loss theyve had to endure. nothing. its long been time for amnesty, lets see it!


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lately, i have been all about personal growth and rediscovery. i have been tattooing since september of '06. ive been learning a lot about life and art and i love it. and i like making things and riding my bike. i love the world very much. but i despise those who constantly disregard it or other humans for personal gain. all that.....and i dont drink anymore, so i do headstands and other amazing, magical acts at parties. invite me over for an evening of enchantment....aim=killingallfiles.
i like making mix cd's. its a great way to listen to stuff youd normally never listen to. trading mix cd's=fun. let me know if you would like to.....ill make you one, then you can make me one.
the history of a tough motherfucker
charles bukowski
he came to the door one night wet thin beaten and terrorized a white cross-eyed tailless cat I took him in and fed him and he stayed grew to trust me until a friend drove up the driveway and ran him over I took what was left to a vet who said, "not much chance...give him these pills...his backbone is crushed but it was crushed before and somehow mended, if he lives he'll never walk, look at these x-rays, he's been shot, look here, the pellets are still there...also, he once had a tail, somebody cut it off..."
I took the cat back, it was a hot summer, one of the hottest in decades, I put him on the bathroom floor, gave him water and pills, he wouldn't eat, he wouldn't touch the water, I dipped my finger into it and wet his mouth and I talked to him, I didn't go any- where, I put in alot of bathroom time and talked to him and gently touched him and he looked back at me with those pale blue crossed eyes and as the days went by he made his first move dragging himself forward by his front legs (the rear ones wouldn't work) he made it to the litter box crawled over and in, it was like the trumpet of possible victory blowing in that bathroom and into the city, I related to that cat-I'd had it bad, not that bad but bad enough...
one morning he got up, stoodup, fell back down and just looked at me.
"you can make it" I said to him.
he kept trying, getting up and falling down, finally he walked a few steps, he was like a drunk, the rear legs just didn't want to do it and he fell again, rested, then got up.
you know the rest: now he's better than ever, cross-eyed, almost toothless, but the grace is back, and that look in his eyes never left...
and now sometimes I'm interviewed, they want to hear about life and literature and I get drunk and hold up my cross-eyed, shot, runover de-tailed cat and I say, "look, look at this!"
but they don't understand, they say something like, "you say you've been influenced by Celine?"
"no," I hold the cat up, "by what happens, by things like this, by this, by this!"
I shake the cat, hold him up in the smoky and drunken light, he's relaxed, he knows...
it's then the interviews end although I am proud sometimes when I see the pictures later and there I am and there is the cat and we are photo- graphed together.
he too knows it's bullshit but that somehow it helps
the old beseler black and white photo enlarger. shes always there for me, and i love her for it.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

those who struggle for light through darkness. those who harness inspiration. those who make sacrifice and great change if need be for the better of their own life and the lives of others. someone who will constantly challenge me. moreso than i already do my own self. those who can find beauty in anything life has to offer, good or bad. those committed to constant growth and evolution.

oh...this woman :-)

shes amazing

frances farmer

My Blog

i miss my dad....

its been 9 years since you passed. not a day goes by that i dont think of you. you left way too early. i really wish you were here to see how things turned out. sometimes i here a song and i can p...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Feb 2009 03:30:00 GMT

hopenosis.

people get touchy about their obama, but please people.....seriously approach thi with a critical mind. he has brazinski, and bush sr as advisors. i hope he is what he claims to be, out i very serio...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Nov 2008 07:46:00 GMT

barack obama

is just another yes man. im really tired of having to pick between the lesser of two evils. i dont know how many times ive brought up the fact that hes not the savior everyone makes him out to be, pe...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Aug 2008 18:34:00 GMT

3 years booze free. hoo ray.

well, i made it three years without the sauce. its pretty sweet. lets see how much longer i can go.
Posted by on Tue, 29 Jul 2008 06:04:00 GMT

hows come? REDO

why is it that a company like wal mart, or a lot of other big companies for that matter, DONT allow their employees to have visible tattoos or piercings, but they can outsource, and exploit sweatshop...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 04:38:00 GMT

do you see?

do you see the plague brought on from unseen oppressors? elitist profiteers who care nothing about your well being or health....yet you continue to subscribe. you maintain its your right, and youll ...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Jun 2008 21:55:00 GMT

30 years. i made it.

yup. i made it to 30. im not dead yet. things are going well. working at two shops 6 days a week, busy busy, but i love it. ive been painting a lot, and getting images ready to do a series of pri...
Posted by on Tue, 20 May 2008 21:36:00 GMT

on year booze free....i made it

today marks the day that i woke up one year ago and decided that i will be a shit sucking wastoid no longer. i hindsight, ill say it was probabl the best decision ive ever made. being able to think ...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Jul 2006 10:15:00 GMT

couldnt be more dead on....

A brief title explanation: These days cowards outnumber the heroes, and the begging souls outweigh the calloused hands of the hardest of workers. Both in life and in art, the lack of passion is sicken...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Jul 2006 00:30:00 GMT

pictures from the living blue shows at iron post and highdive

here are the pictures i have gotten thus far from a couple living blue shows. these are all done using 35mm and enlarged in my kitchen. i used no flash in order to keep them as natural as possible, ...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 18:48:00 GMT