I should really fill this part out now. lol Ok, here goes nothing, and I mean that. I am currently with a guy, and I have a son whom I named after the actor, William Petersen. Guess what his name is? It's William! You thought I named him Petersen, right? lol Ok, so you should have guessed by now I'm a dork. :p I'm not sure how to describe myself exactly beyond that. I like a lot of things, but generally do nothing. I hate to sleep. If I didn't have to sleep, I wouldn't. I used to be pretty active, spending a lot of time outside, playing sports or just card games with the family, but not much anymore. I just sit around watching the clouds pass over head, and the sun sink below the skyline. All days just blend into one for me. I had a lot of things I thought I would get into like being an artist or a writer, or perhaps even just simply play the guitar and be in a band, or open up a sports cards and collectibles / comic book place, but all that passed me by. I usually just sit around the house or the computer here and type. Type words and visit with online friends or make graphics. Let me know if I am boring you yet. lol Hmm, well, I like sports. Have almost all my life. I guess you could venture to say I'm like a guy, except for the annoying "womanly parts". lol It's hard to throw a fast ball with junk in the way like that. XD I can pitch at least a 50mph fast ball, (which in the MLB is considered a slow ball lol)-, but who knows the possibilities if my chest was flat. lol Again, let me remind you,... I is a dork. lol I have never felt at place here in my entire life. I feel like I'm not in the right body. The only way I can describe it is this dorkified way... -ok, do you know the tv show "Quantum Leap"? If so, then you might understand this better. lol I feel like I have :leaped" into someone else's body and am always waiting for the next "leap" out of here to get back into MY body... into MY life. I just feel like I am living someone else's life.
Oh, I like to humor people. If I get you to laugh, then I've done my job. See, thing is, my life is pretty plain and miserable, so if I can shine a light somewhere with my humor, it doesn't seem so bad.
I am a huge fan of a lot of artists and actors, but mainly, if you know me well, you know the main one is Kurt Cobain. I feel very connected to him in several ways. Just like I feel connected to the Gil Grissom character in a lot of ways as well. I think a lot of it is from being such a loner in school and in life generally. I'm almost invisible. I like to say that I can blend in well with the walls if in a room. That's just the way I feel and always have. Seems people only notice me when they want to say something negative toward me. I always felt I had a sign over my head that says, "Make fun of me." I'm sure everyone has felt that way a time or two in life. That's something I try and remind myself on occasion, is that no matter what I am facing, others are facing something, too, and we're all in this together. Then I don't feel so alone.
