I will never stop being amazed...by what people can do to one another..take advantage of people..lie..cheat..only to get what they want..with no regurard for others. If anyone should read this and this fits you..just remember you have someone else to answer to.. and I have seen too many people get hurt..and inflict pain..but then i remember this: WE NEED NOT SEEK REVENGE WHEN PEOPLE HURT AND BETRAY US,FOR GOD IS OUR VINDICATOR! HE WILL BRING JUSTICE IN OUR LIVES IF WE JUST WAIT FOR HIM TO DO SO!!!
I am 5'6 greenish blue eyes,a true blonde although over time it has gotten darker..this indeed makes me sad because blondes do have more fun! I love my family,of course God they are the most important things in my life everything else is secondary,even tertiary...
I have come a long way from when I was younger, spiritually, economically,so who says it sucks getting older? Fine wine I keep telling myself.Fine wine..
I have had many heartaches along the way.. just as every one has there own crosses to bare. I have lost my two best friends, my brothers to a terrible genetic disease ALD OR AMN both within 5 years (just two years ago..for my little bro.)actually all three of my brothers have passed from this disease. My brother Richard at age 4 1/2 prior to my birth..My brother Tim 40 and my little brother 25. i have two sisters left out of eight of us all together,five of us have passed. Two sisters also.. twins, from being sick after birth they were a few months old.. i was 9 at the time.My mother..is a rock,"the wind beneath my wings" without her growing up, and even now, i could have never found the strength to tackle lifes challenges. I do not believe that old stigma if you come from a bad or abusive childhood that you have to carry that on to your life as well. You choose your own path in life,sure its harder but you can make the right choices..i know because im proof!! I really am a happy person most of the time.I have learned through my losses to not take the little things so seriously..people are too uptight.. you live once people..if you love someone tell them!! you may never get an other chance.. you do not know what is in Gods plan.
I like to think i can trust..but it is hard for me to let my guard down..but i am very loving and treat people with true compassion nothing fake here...but i am not weak either.. I HAVE NOT GOTTEN THIS FAR IN LIFE BY LETTING MY INTEGRITY TO BE SQUASHED BY OTHERS..SO IT WILL NOT BE DONE, IF THAT MAKES ME A BITCH SO BE IT. IT ALLOWS ME TO SURVIVE AND I HAVE A GOOD HEART, SO AS LONG AS I ATTEMPT TO BE GOOD IN GODS EYES, I CAN SLEEP AT NIGHT.. What you see is what you get with me ..I AM FOR REAL!! I CAN BE THE BEST FRIEND YOU WILL EVER HAVE IN YOUR LIFE! BUT WHEN I AM CROSSED I SIT BACK AND LET IT COME BACK AROUND>> God is vengful as am i..i have endured too much to take crap from people who take advantage of my kindness, it is my weakness i try to believe there is good in all people.
I am fun loving, loyal, honest and like to give attention as well as get it. I have had many blessings in my life my daughter! and to short a time with my wonderful brothers that will always be my heros..my strength i will never say goodbye my brothers just see you later!..in the midst of the rain you should ALWAYS look for the rainbow. "Love God"
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