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+*Cause For Chaos*+

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About Me


O.K...I'm not much for talking about myself. Umm...lets see here...I was sheltered most of my life...attended a small private, christian school during the majority of my childhood. From my 7th grade year & through out high school I was constantly moving due to a broken home, always "the new girl"...never stayed anywhere long enough to make any friends. Hence, feeling lonely and socially challenged...inner battles ragged...constantly searching and trying to find my purpose and a place of stability. Now, I try to make the best of what life has handed me.I try to surround myself with positive people and things that stimulate and spark my passions. I recently moved to San Francisco in September 06 to pursue a B.A. in Photography with a minor in Advertising/Illustration at the Academy of Art University. I ♥ it here...just wish I knew the area and people. I spend most of my time doin the college thing. I ♥ to have fun...partaaying! =) *gettin a little crazy* Dont have to be out all the time though...Im always down to chill with a bottle of wine and stay in and watch movies. Summer is my time of year...♥ swimming, camping, and hiking. I may seem really prissy, but I love the outdoors and gettin a little dirty. When you first meet me I may come off shy,(in all actuality I'm the opposite),*people mistake shyness for bitchiness/snottiness* Once ya get to know me I'm quite outgoing, and slighty insane ;)(in a good way of course). Actually, I'm really just a dork @ heart! ;) I love music and rockin out, goin to concerts. When I'm not busy I spend time writing, painting, drawing, taking pictures * I absolutely love photography♥*I ♥ my doggy, Preston. He IS my family. I suffer from UKD=Untimate Klutz Disorder~constantly tripping and running into random things. Its ok...Im learning to live with it. ;P I can be moody, complicated, misunderstood
Misha Gordin~Inspiration
My Puppy, Preston Price
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My Interests

I have a weird obsession with unicorns and pegasuses! ABSOLUTELY ♥ EM!

INTERESTING FACTS: I took 4 years of piano and ♥ playing it! I ♥ spooning. I prefer to be the spooner...not the spoonie. I ♥ socks...specially knee high socks...Im not your typical white cotton sock girl. Anything caarazzy with penguins,skulls w/cross bones,vertical stripes,hearts,the list goes on and on..... I ♥ sour worms . I ♥ Photography.

Want to learn how to play the guitar...preferably the Bass!

Can carry a tune and love singing. SECRETLY DREAM OF BEING A BADASS CHICK ROCKSTAR! haa! =)shhh! Would def. join a band if the right oppertunity came along. Plan on joining AAU's Fencing team next semester. Im really stoked about it :) Also would love to learn how to breakdance...dont laugh! Im dead serious. ;)PLEASE visit these sites...Check out their top friends sites as well...you'd be suprised at what you'll learn. AND DO SOMTHING!Repost some banners on your siteRead the blogsSPREAD THE WORD! WRITE LETTERS! FUCKING RISE AGAINTSBECAUSE TOGETHER WE CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE!

I'd like to meet:

IF YOU DO NOT INTEND ON ACTUALLY TRYING TO GET TO KNOW ME THEN PLEASE DO NOT WAIST YOUR TIME AND MINE BY TRYING TO ADD ME. If we never talk...I will most likely delete you... I am not a friend collector *on a massive rampage to add as many random people as possilbe* We are not in high school...I am not running for prom queen or class president...this is not a popularity contest...and you guys are not my collection of inscects and butterflys pinned up on display in a window. Im not intrested in meeting guys. I've recently had my heart broken for thee last time. Love is the slowest form of suicide ending with an indefinite drawn out procession of a funeral of the hearts. My heart is looking pretty sad here laying in 25,693 pieces with scuff marks all over it. Love and I have had our rounds and right now the score is; LOVE=4,768 to CHRISTINA=13 I think its safe to say my ass is being brutally demolished...and yes I am bitter about it. Call me a sore loser, a pessimist, or EMO if you will. I will never believe in it again. I think its physically and emmotionally impossible for me to put myself out there like I have before. I fear if I do try agian...it will most certainly be the death of me. So, chances are...if you have a penis? I wont like you. Unless you are a FARMER and you own a tractor ;P. In which case, that most definitely will catapult you into THEE AWESOMEST GUYS EVER SECTION...where men like Jake Gyllenhaal, Joaquin Phoenix, Jared Leto, and Paul Walker reside. :D Right now,Im focusing on gettin my life back togeather, loving myself, and just being HAPPY. Im here to keep in touch with friends. I am always down to make new friends. Just keep it real and non-creepy, K? :) Girl friends would be spectacular!:D There has been a drought of chicks in my life due to moving around alot and I'd like to fix that...Jessica Alba~ I think she's absolutely stunningly gorgeous. The epitome of natrual beauty. Not made of plastic and plastered in make up like most Hollywood models and actresses. She seems real. Like she could be the girl next door.Myspace Profile

Music:



I Love music! Im very EcLecTic...I can appreciate all genres of music...I dont limit myself to one certin flava...However,I do tend to lean towards rock,hardrock,punkrock,electronica,indie MY KINDS OF BANDS: Flyleaf♥Kittie♥Coldplay♥EttaJones&heart s;Saosin♥TheUsed♥Silverstien♥TheBravery ♥5ForFighting♥TheCure♥311♥Sublim e♥FooFighters♥KateHavnevik♥GooGooDolls& hearts;AquaLung♥REOSpeedWagon♥TheStreets&heart s;SnowPatrol♥NoUseForName♥Muse♥Weezer&h earts;ModestMouse♥Chevelle♥MyChemicalRomance&h earts;DashboardConfessionals♥Avril♥WhenInRome& hearts;Sting♥Evanescence♥TheCranberries&hearts ;SmashingPumkins♥TheSummerObsession♥NoDoubt&he arts;GunsAndRoses♥ACDC♥PortisHead♥Alkal ineTrio♥KillHannah♥GoldFrapp♥BulletForM yValentine♥NickleBack♥Paramore♥Placebo& hearts;NineInchNails♥PapaRoach♥SlipKnot&hearts ;HollywoodUndead♥CKY♥SensesFail♥DaveMat hewsBand♥MassiveAttack♥TheUnkknownn♥Sli pknot♥LimpBizkit♥Staid♥StoryOfTheYear&h earts;SevenDust♥BreakingBenjamin♥TheShins&hear ts;Korn♥Thirdeyeblind♥Deftones♥FrankSin atra♥JamieCollum♥JohnMayer♥TheJullianaT heory♥Jack'sManiquien♥RascalFlatts♥Cros sFade♥KennyChesney♥LincolnPark♥TakingBa ckSunday♥MXPX♥HeadAutomatica♥MatchBookR omance♥TheKillers♥LouisArmstrong♥TheYea hYeahYeahs♥HelloGoodbye♥LadyTron♥LifeHo use♥TracyChapman♥SarahMcLaughlinAlienAntFarm&h earts;Spitalfield♥30SecondstoMars♥BrandNew&hea rts;ToriAmos♥ShinyToyGuns♥DefLeppard♥Ae roSmith♥NorahJones♥Lasgo♥Enya♥En igma♥BifNaked♥TheAfters♥WolfgangAmadeus Mozart♥JohannSebastianBach♥

Movies:

♥TopGun♥TheGodFather♥Domino♥12Mo nkeys♥AmericanHistoryX♥FightClub♥PearlH arbor♥InverviewWithTheVampire♥GreatExpectation s♥TheCountOfMonteCristo♥MyBigFatGreekWedding&h earts;LordOfTheRings♥BraveHeart♥APyromaniacsLo veStory♥MatrixCrazyLove♥CiderHouseRules&hearts ;FarFromHeaven♥♥AnchorMan♥ColdMountain& hearts;Elf♥♥TheFithElement♥KillBillCrou chingTigerHiddenDragon♥ManOnFire♥TheRing&heart s;Spanglish♥TheLastOfTheMohicans♥Underworld&he arts;GangsOfNewYork♥UntaimedHearts♥DonniBrasco ♥Gadiator♥Radio♥ABeautifulMind♥T heJourneyofNattyGann♥CinderellaMan♥VanillaSky& hearts;RainMan♥TheWholeNineYards♥Moulin Rouge!♥DropDeadFred♥FatherOfTheBride♥Me rmaids♥PiratesOfTheCaribbean♥DancesWithWolves& hearts;TheUntouchables♥DonniDarko♥TheSweetestT hing♥TheLastSamurai♥FailureToLaunch♥Emp ireRecords♥CrazyBeautiful♥MeetJoeBlack♥ TheAviator♥ConstantGardener♥Titanic♥The Jacket♥RobinHoodPrinceOfTheives♥LegendsOfTheFa ll♥SleepyHallow♥SilenceOfTheLambs♥Hanni bal♥Benny&Joon♥Seven♥Armageddon&hea rts;TheSixthSense♥BigFish♥Far&Away♥ QueenOfTheDamned♥CityOfAngles♥Radio♥The Village♥BazLuhrmann'sRomeo+Juliet♥SinCity&hear ts;ThePianist♥AWalkInTheClouds♥AMidsummerNight sDream♥Wolf♥Blade♥EdwardScissorHands&he arts;TheSoundOfMusic♥HowToLoseAGuyIn10Days♥Sle epers♥DonnieDarko♥Legend♥TheLabrynth&he arts;BodyGaurd♥JerryMaquire♥PhantomOfTheOpera& hearts;

Television:

Although I would rather spend my time doing somthing more productive. I've been know to watch The Hills form time to time.

Books:



♥♥♥Preston Price♥♥♥

Someone has sleepy eyes

Tiff & I @ The Refuge

~+Ashley and I+~

~+*Wiffey* Amber and I+~

~*Amy & I*~

...And in B&W

I ♥ her

Rachie and I @ The Rainforest Cafe. Im pretty sure we're slightly intoxicated.

Heroes:

Mighty Mouse

My Blog

I Bleed Bitter

BITTER Tell me what it is you want from me& I stand here waiting open arms&open mind& open heart& Tears me up inside&I know its obvious& Cant you see it in my eyes I've only cut it out of rose petal...
Posted by +*Cause For Chaos*+ on Fri, 04 May 2007 01:50:00 PST

?Anything?

So, Im looking into a non profit volenteer organization...local and out of the country. If anyone has any advice, sugestions, or information to share....please do share.... It would be greatly ap...
Posted by +*Cause For Chaos*+ on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 03:20:00 PST

Thee sweetest thing ever =)

Video from ~ Inventing the Abbotts Song by ~ Alison Kraus   This is the sweetest video ever. I want magic like this someday.  Someone that can look into my eyes and can melt my he...
Posted by +*Cause For Chaos*+ on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 10:32:00 PST

Pathetic paper doll

I cant breathe And I can't see...anything in front of me. The tears sting softly cutting canyons down my face. How can it be...? The one I love wasn't what I perceived him to be.   Wast...
Posted by +*Cause For Chaos*+ on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 11:16:00 PST

You'll Think of Me

You'll Think of Me I woke up early this morning around 4amWith the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstateI pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleepBut thoughts of us k...
Posted by +*Cause For Chaos*+ on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 04:52:00 PST

Empty

I feel so incredibly lost right not. Im starting a new life in a 1 week and 5 days pursuing a B.A. degree in Photography Advertising/Illustration at the Academy of Art University in San Francisco. I ...
Posted by +*Cause For Chaos*+ on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 03:08:00 PST

He just didnt love you the way you loved him

*letter to self* He Just Didnt Love You the Way You Loved Him   You put your heart in some ones hands with trust and hopes to find  happiness and bliss. He's beautiful...he makes y...
Posted by +*Cause For Chaos*+ on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 03:40:00 PST

In Memory Of Michael

Micheal... Michael... Michael... The world is falling because you are no longer here... The stars whisper your name at this same time each year... And when you touch the ocean...It seems so arid and ...
Posted by +*Cause For Chaos*+ on Wed, 14 Sep 2005 10:31:00 PST

One of my fav. poems

After A While After a while you learnthe subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a souland you learnthat love doesn't mean leaningand company doesn't always mean security. And you begin ...
Posted by +*Cause For Chaos*+ on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 03:11:00 PST

Presty Pants

  I dont know if its possilbe to love anything soo much. Its the simple things in life that count. Like the feeling you get when your holding your dog and he falls asleep in your arms. Hi...
Posted by +*Cause For Chaos*+ on Wed, 31 May 2006 02:55:00 PST