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Eddie

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About Me


Not very long ago every turn of a corner I thought would bring with it my swift and cruel demise. I lived in a world ruled by fear and consumption with the rest of this lost and unbalanced place. But I have learned that if you face the world with exactly what and who you are, nothing more or less, accepting the faults of others as swiftly and graciously as you do your own, taking things lightly until care is needed, the world isn't such a scary or mysterious place. I'm Eddie and this is me.
I am a musician. Guitar is my instrument. I love to sing too. I play with a group of awesome friends all the time. Learning to play the guitar has defined my existence for the last few years and it has been the most amazing journey that I never could have imagined I would experience. It has taught me that anything worth putting your hard work and effort into is something you can never stop learning. It has taught me that you must always be a student of life. For me that will never change, not til they put me in the box. Music is my joy. It is my art. Such an amazing means of self expression and discovery that I feel teaches me simply how to live better. It started with me just really wanting to play music for myself, but we're in it now. It's caught us, it ain't letting go and neither are we. In time and with some hard work we'll have enough material to do shows and really start connecting with people and having a good time with them. We're good musicians and good people and the future is bright for us. Someone said once "Follow your bliss". I feel blessed that I have found mine and I am never ever ever going to stop following it.
Music = Life
I'm a dad. 2 beautiful girls. They are the absolute loves of my life. They give me purpose and reason to live my life the best that I can. Because like it or not they're like my walking mirrors. They keep me grounded to who I am and where I'm going. They are both absolutely gorgeous, smart, and amazing in their way. They are like my best friends...except they listen to what the hell I say because I'm DAD! I know everything duh.
My life is active. I play footbag. I've been playing freestyle footbag for a couple years now. I kick with the crew here in Eugene twice a week. We shred it up hard. I'm totally inspired and motivated by all the people I kick with. They keep me going, keep me reminded that there is never a good reason not to try as hard as you can at anything. Eugene Footbag Crew is where it's at man. I also love the outdoors, running, lifting weights, and whatever gets my blood pumping. I used to weigh almost 200 pounds (not in the good way) and now I don't. I like it this way, it makes me happy. A life change that I will never ever ever have to make again.
I'm a Technical Account Manager for a large software company. A computer nerd of sorts. It's a totally freaking kickass job. It continually teaches me to self manage and motivate myself. I'm given the freedom to focus on doing my job and helping my customers, not meeting strict metrics or following corporate policy. My customers are really good people and very hard workers. They keep me on my toes and I try to do the same for them. A lot of the people I work with I've been working with for years now and we've all really witnessed the positive changes in each other over the years. We've all got our ups and downs and certainly nobody's perfect, but it's a great atmosphere for forward thinking and getting things done, but at the same time also an atmosphere of acceptance and mutual respect. I've been working in computers for more than 5 years now. It's a career and a job that I'm proud to have.
I play Go . It's the most amazing, deceivingly simple, complex game I've ever encountered. A million times harder than Chess. I've never played a game of any kind that can tie your brain in knots as quickly as Go. Yet another pursuit I will spend my life mastering.
Beyond that I'm usually somewhere completely wrapped up in something. Music, reading, studying, running, walking, riding, playing, singing, dancing, always something. I have a youthful endless energy for life and I can get pretty ridiculous when I get passionate about something. I like to relax sometimes too and just chill with friends. I try to put as much energy into enjoying the life that I have right now, as I do into improving it. I love my life and it's only getting better.

My Interests

Music=Life duh don't forget the theme here, Guitar, Singing, Song writing, Eugene Footbag, Not to shabby on Drums, Hacky sack, Go, Chess, Writing about random shit, Drawing, Painting, Really Bad Dancing, Bicycling, Running, Reading, Poetry, Swimming, Computers, Video Games, Soccer, Hiking, Camping, Weight Lifting, Thinking and talking too much

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who is positive, honest, and is good just to be exactly who they are is the kinda person I want to meet. I'm not at all afraid to say that I love people. It's not uncommon. It seems every single time I talk to a person I've never met I am reminded that the world really is a good place to be. And that it depends how YOU treat IT, not the other way around.

Music:

Counting Crows, Dave Matthews Band, Ben Harper, Pearl Jam, Foo Fighters, John Mayer, Hootie and the Blowfish, Jack Johnson, Eric Clapton, Stevie Ray Vaughn, Jimi Hendrix, Bob Marley, Ninth Moon Black, Green Day, Tenacious D, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Weezer, Tupac Shakur, Alien Ant Farm, Frank Sinatra, Bone Thugs 'N Harmony, Boys 2 men, Loreena McKennitt, Shakira, Live, Smashing Pumpkins, Tori Amos, Sheryl Crow, Usher, Muddy Waters, Sublime, Disturbed, Jewel, The Offspring, Between the Buried and Me, Buddy Guy, Led Zeppelin, Papa Roach, Rage Against the Machine, Linkin Park, Collective Soul, Enya, Incubus, No Doubt, The Doors, Stephen Lynch, Stone Temple Pilots, AFI, Paramore, Mindless Self Indulgence....to be perpetually continued

Movies:

I love movies. But I would say what movies I like doesn't really say much about me, I don't put much thought into it music is my thing.

Television:

I don't watch TV anymore. Don't own one. Step out of the box and into the real world my friends. Life is not TV. TV is a stage for the wealthy to dance their puppets so they can poison our minds, fatten our bellies, and convince us that all we really need in life is that next useless possession. Read a book, draw a picture, paint a painting, sing a song, have a conversation, dance, scream, laugh....live! Everybody's capable of so much, imagine how your life would be with even a tad bit less television.

Books:

Classics!! I absolutely love to read the real story behind all the movies and classic tales I've heard all my life.Frankenstein, Dracula, The Hunchback of Notre Dame, White Mountains, Lord of the Rings Trilogy, The Jungle Book, White Fang, Call of the Wild, Gulliver's Travels, The City and the Stars, Why Do Men Have Nipples, The Book of Lists, Why the Caged Bird Sings, The Light from Other Days

Heroes:

My friends are my heroes. Every one of them holds a place in my mind and certainly in my heart. Like a voice that pushes me along and helps me to never stop trying to be as amazing as they are.

My Blog

Finally Back

Man for like the last month I've been sick and miserable on and off.  Hadn't had the energy to put into my music or practicing footbag or much of anything.  I let it get to me and I fell int...
Posted by Eddie on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 12:38:00 PST

Trapped Music

It's just been killing me lately.  I play music all the time.  Sometimes it's awesome sometimes it's awful.  But lately I just can't get over this aching feeling that's been eating at m...
Posted by Eddie on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 11:16:00 PST

Overcome

Sunday evening I went and had dinner with Jen and the girls.  It was a great night.  Movies, my kids, Easter eggs, candy, dinner, just a nice quiet night.  But as we were leaving someth...
Posted by Eddie on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 12:59:00 PST

Morning Yearning

A couple of weeks ago I recorded myself playing Morning Yearning by Ben Harper.  Had forgotten about it, but then I was hanging out with my daughters this past Sunday and we listened to it and th...
Posted by Eddie on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 07:02:00 PST

Fucking Badass Weekend

So this weekend totally rocked!  Quick rundown:Friday: We played an awesome jam at Greg's place.  It was really fun.  Played a bunch of random crazy shit and a bunch of good songs. ...
Posted by Eddie on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 03:09:00 PST

Posted another YouTube Vid

So last night was an awesome night musically. I learned to play the guitar part to Killing in the Name Of by Rage and Wicked Garden by Stone Temple Pilots. Last Friday we were having a jam at Greg's...
Posted by Eddie on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 04:25:00 PST

My life as a car tire...

Wow it's been months since I've posted a blog.  I like when people have blogs on MySpace.  Blogs with actual original content, stuff about their life, what's happening with them, thoughts, r...
Posted by Eddie on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 04:05:00 PST

Idle Hands

So I have officially guitar'd my left hand to death.  I haven't touched my guitar in like 4 days now.  I can't really remember a time when I've gone that long without since I started playing...
Posted by Eddie on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 10:55:00 PST

Its been a while...

Haven't blogged in a while.  I can think of sooo many times lately that I've been excited about something or had a profound thought or understanding of something and I would tell myself I should ...
Posted by Eddie on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 01:56:00 PST

Wealth

I have never been so poor in my adult life.  I have no money and worse still no food.  Yesterday I ate a sandwich Jessica bought for me and a bowl of top ramen with saltines.  That's ev...
Posted by Eddie on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 01:02:00 PST