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Meagan

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About Me

I value my anonymoty (sp?) these days.Most of my writing I do for myself these days. I don't feel like I really have that much to say to anyone these days that I don't address in my everyday conversations. In line with the cashier at the cafe, with my roomates, the night watch-people at work. I want to have a connection with the people I interact with, or it's really hard for me to want to stay involved.I feel isolation, insulation, disintegration and rebirth are a way of life and growth, in their own capacities.

My Interests

Music:

Nick Drake, Ani DiFranco, RadioHead, Smashing Pumpkins, Anais Mitchell, M. Ward, The Rabbles, My Bloody Valentine, Slowdive, Tangerine Dream, Sholi, Garrett Pierce

Movies:

The Neverending Story The Crow The Crow II- City of Angels The Rocky Horror Picture Show Hedwig and the Angry Inch Legend The Last Unicorn The Care Bear Movie (remember the good old days?) Showgirls Dancer in the Dark WonderlandTre Bien: Belle du Jour Tristana The Umbrellas of Cherbourg

Books:

Emily Dickinson, Jeffrey Euginides, Delores French, Scarlot Harlot, Gabriel Garcia Marquez, Kurt Vonnegut, Tao Te Ching, Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance, Grey's Anatomy, Kama Sutra, dictionaries of any kind, ANYTHING GOOD : MAKE A SUGGESTION, YOU HAVE MY ATTENTION. etc.

Heroes:

myself

My Blog

The air Thickens

The air clings to the bridges, to Treasure Island.It is thick, tinged with pink,Like the inside of a giant bubble.Suspending itself and waying down deep breathing,Not much wind stirring, And the peopl...
Posted by Meagan on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 05:04:00 PST

M. Ward tickets......so jazzed....

Class has begun. I'm really looking forward to painting on Saturday. I bought my M. Ward Fillmore tickets today. I'm so excited, my girl and I are so ready to see this guy live. His live performance o...
Posted by Meagan on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 12:45:00 PST

DON'T HAVE KIDS, IF YOU DO, KNOW WHY YOU WANT THEM.........

It seems that the older I get, the more leery I become of this rhythm of life.Not what life is, good or bad, but how it is placed on one's shoulders how to live. And it gets internalized until you don...
Posted by Meagan on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 09:15:00 PST

sunset in fruitvale

I'm starting my lifeguard training tomorrow for The Hills. The online portion of the program is still way incomplete for me, so I have to bust my ass to get that done tonight. When shall I ever find t...
Posted by Meagan on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 08:28:00 PST

never

I have never been one for subtlety...I suppose that's why I hardly ever make the scene.....too afraid of what I might do.
Posted by Meagan on Wed, 03 May 2006 12:27:00 PST

lofts in Oakland

What a change it will be to go from house to loft, from suburb to Oakland. How nice it will be to have exposed beams in the ceilings to hang hammocks from and string up giant spider webs in the air to...
Posted by Meagan on Mon, 01 May 2006 12:40:00 PST

...to the Bay...

My girlfriend Lisa and I are thinking about leaving a bit earlier to pursue a life in the Bay area. I still don't have a job yet, the thought of moving at the end of May is a little alarming because ...
Posted by Meagan on Sat, 29 Apr 2006 09:23:00 PST

CUNT PLAY

I went to this lovely program/class last night with my great girlfriend in the City. Every month the Exiles, a women's SM organization in San Francsico gets a presenter to teach the lesbian leather co...
Posted by Meagan on Sat, 22 Apr 2006 03:22:00 PST

Too many sh*tty bands.....

There have to be more shitty bands on this network than actual people. I can't stand it. all of these poor talentless kids send me invites day in, day out, clamoring for a space in my already bloated ...
Posted by Meagan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Guess who lost her job...

...yes, you heard right! I lost that magnificent job at almighty Crepeville where I was employed by my coke-snorting boss, Derrar. For the record, he's involved in an underground Sacramento drug runni...
Posted by Meagan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST