♥JaYsIn AnD jAyLiNs MoMmY♥(shayna)

MY NAME IS SHAYNA,IM A 27 YR OLD SINGLE MOMMMY,I LIVE IN QUINCY,MA WITH MY TWO KIDS.JAYSIN IS MY SON AND HELL BE 3 IN JUNE.MY DAUGHTER WILL BE 2 AT THE END OF MAY.HER NAME IS JAYLIN. I MADE THIS PROFILE ABOUT A MONTH AGO(IN MARCH SOMETIME) I FIGURED I WAS THE LAST PERSON ON EARTH WHO DIDNT HAVE A MY SPACE ACCOUNT!! :) SO NOW HERE I AM.I HAVE MET ALOT OF OLD FRIENDS THAT I WENT TO HIGHSCHOOL WITH ON HERE AND IM VERY VERY GLAD I DID.ALSO IVE MET ALOT OF NEW PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO CALL FRIENDS.I LIKE HAVING A MY SPACE ACCOUNT BUT I DIDNT REALIZE HOW MUCH BULLSHIT GOES ON HERE WITH PEOPLE TRYING TO DELETE YOUR ACCOUNTS AND HACK INTO THEM AND EVERYTHING ELSE THEY HAD THOUGHT OF TO DO TO SOMEONES PROFILE. I THINK IT REALLY SUCKS THAT THOSE ASSHOLES DO THAT. OBVIOUSLY,REASON BEING..THEY HAVE NO FUCKING LIFE!!!ANYWAY...ID LIKE TO SHARE A FEW THINGS ABOUT ME. LIKE I SAID IM A SINGLE MOM AND IM TAKING CARE OF MY TWO BEAUTIFUL KIDS BY MYSELF!ITS JUST THE THREE OF US AND THATS HOW I LIKE IT(ALTHOUGH I WOULDNT MIND MEETING SOMEONE LOL)MY KIDS ARE MY WORLD.THEY ARE MY REASON FOR LIVING AND BREATHING.I CAN SAY 100% THAT IF I DIDNT HAVE MY BABIES...THERE WOULD BE NO DOUBT IN THE WORLD THAT I WOULD BE DEAD! I WAS A HEROIN ADDICT FOR MANY YEARS. WITHOUT GETTING INTO TOO MUCH..I WILL TELL ANYONE THAT CARES TO KNOW THAT I HAVE BEEN CLEAN ABOUT 3 AND A HALF YEARS! IM EXTRMELY PROUD OF MYSELF AND HOW FAR IVE COME. I WAS AT THE POINT OF NO RETURN BUT SOMETHING INSIDE OF ME ONE DAY GAVE ME THE COURAGE TO GO GET HELP.TURNS OUT...I WAS PREGNANT AND DIDNT EVEN KNOW IT. FROM THAT DAY FORWARD I HAVE NOT EVER TOUCHED ANOTHER DRUG IN 3 AND A HALF YEARS.IT WASNT AS EASY AS IT JUST SOUNDED.I HAVE OVERCOME SOME OF THE WORST TIMES IN MY LIFE.I HAVE SURVIVED A LIFE OF HERION,PRISON,ROBBING AND STEALING FROM THE PEOPLE WHO LOVED ME THE MOST AND STILL TO THIS DAY NEVER LEFT MY SIDE. THAT WASNT ME AND ME AND EVERYONE ELSE THAT KNOWS ME,KNOWS THAT.MY LIFE WAS CONSUMED BY THE GRIPS OF ADDICTION ANDI WOULD RATHER DIE THEN TO EVER EXPERIANCE THAT KIND OF LIFESTYLE AGAIN. I MADE A PROMISE TO MYSELF AND TO MY KIDS TO NEVER EVER STICK A NEEDLE IN MY ARM AGAIN AND SO FAR I HAVNT FOR OVER 3 YEARS!!THANK YOU GOD!!!I HAVE COME TOO DAMN FAR TO THROW MY LIFE AWAY AND TO LEAVE MY KIDS WITHOUT A MOM.ITS BAD ENOUGH THAT THEIR FATHER IS IN JAIL. NOW THAT I AM CLEAN..I COULD NEVER MAKE THE CHOICE TO GET HIGH.EVEN JUST ONCE. DONT GET ME WRONG...I DO THINK ABOUT IT ONCE IN A BLUE MOON.I WOULDNT BE NORMAL IF I DIDNT THINK ABOUT IT,BUT I HAVE NOT AND WILL NOT EVER ACT UPON IT. I GET HIGH SOMETIMES IN MY DREAMS...LOL THATS GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME!! HAHAHA IM STILL WORKING ON MYSELF.MY INSIDE. AND I KNOW AS FAR AS THAT GOES,I STILL HAVE A LONG WAY TO GO BUT JUST LIKE EVERYTHING I HAVE OVERCOME..I WILL OVERCOME THIS TOO. I STILL HAVE SOME ISSUES...IM NOT PERFECT, BUT WHAT I DO KNOW IS IM ALOT BETTER NOW THEN I WAS 3 YEARS AGO.I CONTINUE TO GROW EVERYDAY. ITS SO HARD TO RAISE TWO KIDS BY MYSELF BUT I KNOW I AM DOING A DAMN GOOD JOB OF IT.I AM A DAMN GOOD MOTHER,I KNOW THAT FOR A FACT! MY KIDS GET ALL THE LOVE IN THE WORLD FROM ME.THEY ARE VERY CLOSE IN AGE AND SOMETIMES ITS SOOOOO HARD AND FRUSTRATING FOR ME TO DO THIS ALONE BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY WHEN THEY COME UP TO ME AFTER A LONG AND CRAZY DAY AND THEY GIVE ME A HUG AND SAY MOMMY,I LOVE YOU,EVERYTHING I WENT THREW THAT DAY WAS ALL WORTH IT.ONE SMILE,ONE KISS,ONE "I LOVE YOU" IS ALL I NEED.IT MAKES MY LIFE WORTH LIVING EACH DAY. OK SO NOW THAT I WROTE A BOOK..... LOL IM A REAL PERSON,IM A H0NEST PERSON,AND IM A GOOD PERSON. IF I SAID ANYTHING THAT YOU DONT LIKE OR DONT AGREE WITH THEN I GUESS YOU CAN JUST.....KISS MY FAT ASS BECAUSE THIS IS ME. THIS IS WHO I AM AND IF YOU DONT LIKE IT....MOVE ON BABY!! ILL DO ANYTHING IN THE WORLD FOR MY FRIENDS AND MY FAMILY.I WILL GIVE THE SHIRT OFF MY BACK(EVEN THOUGH MY ROLLS WOULD BE HANGING OUT!!! HAHAHAAH)IM A GOOD WOMAN BUT IF I FEEL LIKE IM BEING FUCKED WITH,YOU WILL HONSETLY WISH THAT YOU NEVER CLICKED ON MY PAGE.SO WITH THAT BEING SAID...I HOPE TO MAKE SOME NEW FRIENDS AND MAYBE SOMETHING MORE THEN THAT,YOU NEVER KNOW!!THANKS FOR READING MY BOOK!! LOL HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU SOON. ~SHAYNA SELTER~