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.mort!c!a martyr.

i didn't just delete you. i deleted my entire life.

About Me

my name is markie. i have no intentions of getting into my entire life story. im 18 and love it. i've quit smoking at least 12x since i started; i do illegal activities only on the weekends-never during the week. i have more insider jokes with myself than i have with all of my friends combined. even when im completely down in the dumps (like lately) you'll probably find me singing and dancing in my car, going an abnormally slow rate down the road. i watch way too many movies and quote at least f5ve different ones a day. i'm completely down to earth and honest about everything i have a conversation about. i don't really like to lie so i'll be completely honest, no this is not my natural hair color or born-with skintone. i tan and dye my hair. awkwardly enough i "buy" shoes religiously even though i can't stand wearing anything on my feet. i have this life long dream to someday be able to have an out of body experience or be able to walk among hot coals with bare feet. i want to someday teach teenagers that they have potential to work for anything that they want. and one day will be able to reach it. i want to be a social worker or some sort of help to the community for a small biweekly fee :) i can admit that im the coolest kid with down syndrome "waiting" i have more skeletons in my closet than you have fingers on your hands or toes on your feet. i don't have too many friends anymore cause of situations that have been arranged, but i would love to make some new ones. and no i will not have sex with you :) for being eigh18een, i am still a virgin and have yet come close to losing it. i can say honestly im proud of it. and can withstand my temptations toward the opposite sex. speaking of which, guys say i look like a male when i where a hat with my hair tied up on the top. i would also like it to be noted that i can't stand girls under the age of seve17een (17). all the rest, usually act like they have something to prove. i can't stand guys over the age of 13 because they only happen to think of themselves during the ages of 14 to now. unless they know how to talk to a female and act around them, and even treat them, i don't want to be around them. i also can't stand liars. i always find out your fib, so don't do it. otherwise it'll be harder on yourself. i believe in lifeism. they believe that everything happens for a reason. hah-the best part of believe is lie.

My Interests

live or die

I'd like to meet:

hate flashy money, and believe it or not- i actually like beater cars. and i think guys with cartilidge piercings are a major turn-on. but mostly i just want a guy that will take me for me and not try to change me into someone im not. he'll teach me what love is and won't treat me like the rebound that i usually am. im completely into good hygeine and dreamy eyes. i like guys with a sense of humor and outgoing personality. im going to put this out there that im independent and i don't want somebody who'll want me to be there every second of every day cause i believe a relationship needs time apart. time makes the heart grow fonder. if you don't have time to miss the person, you'll get sick of them faster and want to not be around them. and that's not cool.

Music:

Let me paint this
picture for you, baby

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get's a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes

You cheated girl
My heart bleeds girl
So it goes without saying
that you left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl you got what you deserved

And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right

But girl I ain't somebody
with a lot of sympathy
You'll see

My Blog

true friends.

i didn't even know i had. you've been there when i needed you most. i love you.emilyrebekahjenna jesseerik teidt brandontylorryan hugonemo. - the fish that rides with me in my car....
Posted by .mort!c!a martyr. on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 08:24:00 PST

dear william petty hamman

dear william petty hamman,   to start this out the way i want to would be to continue with what i have said to you. FUCK YOURSELF, but that's not getting me no where. truth: you're a liar. a...
Posted by .mort!c!a martyr. on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 08:14:00 PST

dear megan mayhem.

dear bitch,please know that i think nothing more than dirt of you. yourself prides on the fact of tearing other people apart cause you know you'll never be truely happy no matter what you do. just bec...
Posted by .mort!c!a martyr. on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 07:59:00 PST

SWFISOSWM17-19n/dLTRw/TLC

my personals ads-singlew-whitef-femaleISO-in search ofm-maleage range: 17-19n/d: non-drinkerLTR-longterm relationship w/-withTLC-tender loving care reason of:my name is markie. i pretty much search f...
Posted by .mort!c!a martyr. on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 08:27:00 PST

F.A.Q. [frequently asked questions]

1] how did you get your name mark!e martyr?  Mark!e Martyr started when she died because somebody said that love was real. The meaning of martyr is someone who dies for their beliefs. mark!e died...
Posted by .mort!c!a martyr. on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 07:57:00 PST

first day with emily

today was the first day of college. august 27th finally came. this morning i woke up withno troubles.. wonder how long that's going to last.. haha.. and then took a shower and pickedup emily for our ...
Posted by .mort!c!a martyr. on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 07:37:00 PST

past few days before my last

things to do before college starts(not long)[x]make a new friend. [x]learn a new religious story/view. [x]ask at least 5 people from my classto see what their doing after highschool. [x]promotion or...
Posted by .mort!c!a martyr. on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 01:05:00 PST

the truth about me.

beliefs and such: i believe in a happy family. the kind that only disney can create. i think it could be a true thing, the whole-"leave it to beaver," perfection family. but i also believe that that's...
Posted by .mort!c!a martyr. on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 11:53:00 PST

post secret

more to come...
Posted by .mort!c!a martyr. on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 09:41:00 PST

rebekah’s copy-cat

she recently posted a blog about what she thought of 20 people without saying who they truely were. i thought this was a fantastic way of getting out what i really thought of people without being...
Posted by .mort!c!a martyr. on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 10:55:00 PST