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About Me

i'm trying to survive, stay alive, get my ass up out of this dive. silently slinking into the background, trying to hide from the insanity of society while maintaining a vigalent post at the front, waiting for the friends and foes of fortitude to attack in full force. just being a popular loner with a drinking problem and a bad attitude that always looks on the bright side of the shadow. all in all, i just keep on keepin on. striving for the status quo so that no one gets hurt and so that no one hurts me...call me evil or unbelievableTake the quiz:
What Kind of Pirate are Ye? (*Pix*)

The Clever Pirate
Enod Ylecin! You catch on to situations quickly! If you smell trouble you immediatley put your brain to use and figure a way out...whether your in the middle of a thunderstorm or left the scraps at dinner time. You will go far in life because you see it for its possibilities. People admire your advice and trust in your instinct...believe in yourself enough and you can take over the world!
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My Interests

Aren't I interesting enough? Do I really need to be interested in anything that has no real impact on my most prized possession.....me? Alright....I'm not a conceeded asshole, I do care about other things then myself, however, if you really want to know something specific, just ask, as there are too many to list here.....maybe there's more to this crazy guy with blonde hair and aviators then meets the eye...

I'd like to meet:

People who like rice, but only white sticky rice from the Chinese place down the street, none of that other crap. Definately no brown rice, or rice which has been contaminated with things such as butter.....just rice. Also, would like to meet someone with a nuclear submarine either for sale or lease....don't ask why, but I have big plans.....big plans indeed.....if you seriously think that i'm gonna add you as a friend without getting a message from you first where you actually try to talk to me and be my friend...then you can fuck off....seriously....yeah....you fuck....that's right i'm talking about you...whatcha gonna do about it? Honky!!!!

Music:

Literally anthing but commercial country....old dirty country when they sing about tractors and shit is cool....but none of this new mass produced crap which they force down peoples throat and cause them to gag on it. Huge fan of anything I can bang my head to while at a concert so hard that I smack my forehead on the stage...no matter how far away I am. METAL!!!!!!!Type O Negative: Everything Dies

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Movies:

I don't watch movies, I make my own....

Television:

and while you sit and stare at the oblivion on TV, something stares back. But it's not in the TV, it is on it, the shell of a human being, so absorbed with the lives being lived on the "tube" that he has forgotten about his own. It is fun to imagine that all of this is a television show, but we must come back to the here and the now before we are lost in the void of technology.

Books:

Anything by Voltaire, Theordore White, Dostoevsky, Hemmingway, Locke, Machiavelli, and things along those lines.

Heroes:

Pablo Escobar....any man who becomes more powerful then his country to the point where the US Government has to step in and assasinate him is worthy of my respect....Kurt Cobain and Ernest Hemmingway because they had the balls to do it....Mayor Adam West...and Guy Fawkes

My Blog

goodbye

feel the blade across the skin slicing through the blue heaven of the veins releiving themselves onto the floor they're not going to be necessary now. if you're going to throw your life away at least...
Posted by More Ruben Than Ruben on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 08:24:00 PST

recalling the present

wasting away your time and mine. what are we doing? what is the point? you're the same self centered inconsiderate oblivious blivit as when we first started. you've thrown me a raw deal in return for ...
Posted by More Ruben Than Ruben on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 06:49:00 PST

large stakes and mashed potatos

what a splendid day based on lies and deceit. the striking beauty of the perceived, contrasted by the sheer ugliness of the fact. your little white aversions to the truth will only serve to blacken th...
Posted by More Ruben Than Ruben on Fri, 21 Apr 2006 10:36:00 PST

who's in control?

fear prevents you from breathing from stepping forward from stepping back from seeing things as they really are from asking questions from answering the questions of others fear enslaves us all fear w...
Posted by More Ruben Than Ruben on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 09:50:00 PST

Corduroy

a teddy bear sits at the edge of your bed lonely, neglected, unloved. remembering the days when you could not sleep without him near. but now he watches over you and wishes that he were there in you...
Posted by More Ruben Than Ruben on Tue, 13 Dec 2005 09:13:00 PST

burnt sienna

crazy crayola crayon colors make me smile, like when i see you, or hear your voice.your soft skin, tender carress, baby, tell me this isn't a dream. because in my heart i know it isand when the breaki...
Posted by More Ruben Than Ruben on Thu, 27 Oct 2005 08:13:00 PST

if it stopped raining, i could play on the swings

Sullenly standing, faking a smile, the world outside trying to get in but i am alone in my thoughts. the dark dank dirty dwindling decadence of my youth seems so appealing now, as does ...
Posted by More Ruben Than Ruben on Mon, 26 Sep 2005 04:17:00 PST

kill me because i just can't seem to pull the trigger myself

yeah...so...i dunno...haven't posted one of these in awhile, figured i'd give it a go...everything is pretty much the same (read "the same" as sucks). been going to a bunch of bars which is just...
Posted by More Ruben Than Ruben on Wed, 21 Sep 2005 08:50:00 PST

confusion

what do you do when your girlfriend likes going out on what amounts to dates (dinner & a movie, ice skating, talking for two and a half hours over a meal, etc.) with some guy named john more then ...
Posted by More Ruben Than Ruben on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

along the lines of your face, it trickles down....

the liquid sky acid tears opening up upon me burning away the sins of my flesh giving new life to that around me as it takes mine away. flowing down the street echoing softly down the alleyway...
Posted by More Ruben Than Ruben on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST