A lot of people think that i am some kind of hard ass but in all actuality i am the opposite.i have found out a lot of thing in life just from getting older. it is really amazing how one person can change just because of age and experience. you know in life i have experienced so many different things that mabe somone my age hasnt. i always hear from people that you are who you hang with and you are always a product of your enviornment but i think that is a bunch of crap.because i grew up in the ghetto and seen things happen that shouldn t have happened.i have been a part of things that were not safe or right but i am also that same person that wants to get the hell out of hear and start a nice life somwhere that is clean of most of that. friends---i have a few that i can actually call my friends.but that is also a word that should be carefully used.it is sad to say but most people just want to use you for what you can do for them.but a real friend will be there for you when you have nothing and will help you out.i sit back and watch and i can say that i know for a fact that i have 3or4 best friends.and i know that they would do anything for me.that is a friend. girl friend----no but i will when it is time.no i am not gay.i just was in a long relationship and it was hard so it will take som time.but ....wanted"
