pretending like i care (which i don't), being awesome, goat cheese, being full of hate, rubbing my face all over my cat, howling at the moon, blood, smiling all the time, building bridges and friendships that will last a lifetime, killing you softly, not having any idea what i'm talking about, getting lost in small buildings, crashing my car into inanimate objects, loving you from afar, becoming an intergalactic astronaut, supporting our troops, not knowing when to stop, lying until it hurts, loving carissa, bitching and moaning and being melodramatic, scaring people I don't know, being depressed so that other people will think i'm cool.
someone who is willing to raise the rifle when it's time. doogie howser so he can perform surgeries on me.
the cure, EINSTURZENDE NEUBAUTEN!!, godspeed you black emperor, angels of light, sonic youth, orchestral manoeuvres in the dark, the smiths, comus, feathers, a silver mt. zion, silver mt. zion memorial orchestra and tra-lal-la band, peter greece, tones on tail, brian eno, exuma, pink floyd, neutral milk hotel, mogwai, renaldo and the loaf, the stranglers, christian death, john frusciante, the moon lay hidden beneath a cloud, philip glass, nico, joy division, echo and the bunnymen, the birthday party, nine inch nails, the advantage, secret chiefs 3, quintron, silver jews, the fall, sunset rubdown, tchaikovsky, wu tang, tyrannosaurus rex, black heart procession, beirut, man man, xiu xiu, yat kha, black ox orkestar, dungen, pavement, love, guided by voices, bauhaus, espers, coil, ariel pink, animal collective, the swans, and SPARKS!!!some other stuff. whatever, as long as others think i'm cool now (which they do).
the shining, garbage pail kids, metropolis, a clockwork orange, rashomon, the royal tenenbaums, adventures in babysitting, the nightmare before christmas, the neverending story, 2001: a space odyssey, barbarella, this is spinal tap, creepshow, return of the killer tomatoes, all sailor moon movies, the dark crystal, the muppets take manhatten, ivan the terrible I and II, dodesukaden, forbidden planet, buffalo '66, logan's run, come and see, trust, lolita, the birds, rear window, detour, unico, wet hot american summer, the conformist, bicycle thief, rocco and his brothers, mickey christmas carol, big, back to the future, back to the future II, back to the future III, rainbow brite and the star stealer, care bears I AND II.
the twilight zone, hitchcock presents, jem, kids in the hall, the young ones, care bears, the popples, kissyfur, twin peaks, arrested development, 20/20, nightline, forensic files, cold case files, dateline, intervention, jeopardy, the state, reno 911, sailor moon, the news, he-man, she-ra, are you afraid of the dark? criss angel: mindfreak!
Crime and Punishment, the Kreutzer Sonata, the Wanting Seed, Demons, The Fall, Grimm's Fairy Tales, the Chronicles of Narnia, the Wizard of Oz, the Plague, Edgar Allan Poe, Chekhov, Tolstoy, Saki, Sartre, Dostoevsky, and something else, but i don't know what. Mostly Dostoevsky. actually, i'm real sick of books. fo real.
Rasputin, Nostradamus, Dostoevsky, God, Blixa Bargeld, Douglas Alexander "Dudley Mums" Bourget, Ryan Larsen, Michael Gira, the opposite of Charles Cacciola, Criss Angel