Ashley

About Me

I'm Ashley. I'm really 17 but my age is screwed up over there. Not sure why, maybe I'm just retarded and can't do anything right. Oh, well. I feel like a failure in life. But, yeah. Right now I have brown hair and blue eyes and uhm, pretty tan I guess. I used to model for Fashion Gates but not anymore. Christopher thinks I'm short, but I feel so tall. 5'7 and 110 pounds. Maybe I'll have this surgery where they shave off bone from your legs and it makes you shorter. I really want to be shorter, but I don't know if i could even afford that. Uhm, basically, I don't smoke, drink, or do drugs. I mean, honestly, why would you do something like that to mess up your life? It's ridiculus. You think you have to do that stuff to fit in and be accepted? Well, I'd rather be lonely. What else? I swear I'm bipolar, even though it hasn't been clinically diagnosed yet. I'm depressed a lot of the time, and I really just need someone to talk to, and I think that would make my life a lot easier. That, and if I was with Christopher right now. Like, actually next to him, he's holding me, carrying me places, and calling me his penguin. Gosh. Anyways, back on topic. I cry a lot. Probably more than I should. I cry about everything. I sometimes make guys cry, and when I do, it's because of something stupid. I tend to hurt the ones I love the most; I don't mean to. I have an amazing boyfriend. Christopher Michael Bialek Video code provided by MusicVideoCodes.com ' AUTOSTART='True' LOOP='0'

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Just some friends. I'm tired of being lonely. Maybe you?Maybe?

My Blog

the perfect guy <3

A guy out there was meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your soul mate, the one you can tell your dreams to. He'll smile at you, but he'll never laugh at your heart. He'll brush the h...
Posted by on Sat, 19 Mar 2005 12:56:00 GMT

it's a new day.

gosh. today sucked. school work is so slow and so much. i wish it'd die! *argh. i think im still sick and it's never getting gone. that made no sense but oh well. it's all good. dying of h...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Mar 2005 16:14:00 GMT

make love..

heh. christopher and i are going to make love and omg, it's going to be the best <3 i love you <33
Posted by on Tue, 15 Mar 2005 15:21:00 GMT

im a pimp.

ahh. they're are so many cool people on here. goshhhh. especially my friends <3 all 300 of them. lol. i have no idea how i got that many...hmm. oh well. this one person from canada made me ...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Mar 2005 14:47:00 GMT

fakes

well it seems like their are girls on here who have taken my pictures. uhm, that's pretty fucked up. i really hate pathetic losers. girls, get a fucking life. HONESTLY. fuck you, bitches. ...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Mar 2005 11:19:00 GMT

subway fucking rocks.

tonight i get subway. just thought you might care to know <3 anywho! friday the 18th im going to the underground cafe to see local bands play. im gonna see hot emo guys in girl pants. omfg. so...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Mar 2005 16:30:00 GMT

i stole this..

Smell her hair. Pick her up and pretend you're going to throw her in the pool.. she'll scream and fight you but secretly, she'll love it. Hold her hand while you talk. Hold her hand while you drive. J...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Mar 2005 16:12:00 GMT

don't fucking lie.

well. i told you id found out if you'd lie. i told you. erik. you said you were single and that you never had anyone, but you lied. you have nesa. you said you never had her. whatever. ...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Mar 2005 16:22:00 GMT

slit my wrists...

so whatever. my life fucking sucks. one day he says he loves me, the next, hell no. he couldnt give a shit about me. you know, im DONE with people's shit. IM SO FUCKING DONE. i dont deserve...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Feb 2005 07:32:00 GMT

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