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Let me tell yall a little about myself... I think of myself as a nice, kool, outgoing and fun to talk to... I say stupid things alot, but its all joke... I have my owe opinion about everything, and it always happen to be the opposite of others... I know I shouldn't be lookin for love, and let it come to me, but a gurl is tired of being lonely sumtime... I never had a real relationship, or know how love feel like, becuz I never had anyone who love me back, but I do, for sho know how broken heart feel like, and damn, it hurts... Everyone should live there life to the fulless and let ur past go, but the past always seem to catch up wid me, and hurt me... Live ur life wid no regret, but I'm not always proud of what I did before... I always seem to put myself in a situation that I can't get out of... Others never understands me... The never ending drama in life just keep on going, one thing after the next... It ain't easy being me... The family drama, guy drama, friend and work drama all come at once... What can I say, no one know how I feel deep down in side... I just want to have one day of peaceful... Is one day just too hard to ask for??? One day to relax, feel no harm or hurt... My friends always tell me that I can write books and books about my life... Everytime my friends talk to me, there is alwayz a new drama... I ask myself sumtime how I put up wid everything... I really feel like the whole world is fallen on top of me... I may sound like a really depress person, but I still have a smile on my face... I keep my head up and live another day like there is no tomorrow... Like other alwayz say, live ur life to the fulless, no matter what come ur way...

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They say it takes a minute
to find a special someone ,
an hour to apprieciate them,
a day to LOVE them,
but than an entire life to forget them.
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My Sophia, what can I say about her--there is so much to say, don't know where 2 start... Even though I had her very young, never will regret it... It was the best thing that ever happen to me, expecially her birth... The moment I saw her and laid eyes on her, , I knew she would be the light in my life, the great highlight ever... Her daddy even though his not here in her life, I thank him 4 given me this beautiful child... All I want is her, nobody else... I'm happy with or without her daddy in my life, becuz I have my girl next to me... He is missing out on the best time in her life... A very beauiful, telanted and smart little girl... She never stop telling me she LOVE ME... Thats all I need, just someone who tell me they ma everyday... My LiTTLe GiRl... Isn't she beautiful... This little girl is my whole life... Where would my life be without her... She keep me on my feet everyday... I live another day because of her... No one will love me the way she love me, and no one will need me the way she need me...

I always thought my family life was complete... My family completely seperated along da middle... One go one way and da other goes another way... Struggling through all dis drama, I manage to live my life as it is... Things would neva be da same, dats what I learn today... Finally move on and realize da truth... I can let things go and start a new... I'm a stronger person today, den eva... I learn so much from mistake I have done, dat dis whole situation my family going through made me what I am now... U can't fix thing that goes wrong, but only learn from it...

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NEW ABOUT ME SURVEY...BETTER!!
Name? Xaiphone
Hair? whatever I want it to be
Eyes? brown
Height? 5.1
Hometown? Alaska
Birthplace? Thailand
Sign? Aries
Left/Right handed? right
Heritage? 75% laos & 25% thai 100% a mom
Favorite Season? summer
Favorite Color? red,pink & yellow
Favorite Cd? man, burn my owe
Favorite Movie? any kind of thai movie
Favorite day of the week? gosh, the week end of course
Favorite number? damn, don't have one
Favorite animals? a bunny rabbit
What pets do you have? no
Favorite car? I like honda
Favorite Sport? volly ball
What did you wear today? clothes of course
Favorite Food? asian food
Do you smoke? oh hell no
Do you drink? ah... yeah
Do you do drugs? nope
Do you like your life? try to live my life to the fullest, try to make the best out of every situation... but other than the drama in my freaken life... I like it...
Favorite fast food? Jack in the Crack
What did you eat today? haven't eat yet...
How many piercings do you have? 2
How many tatoos do you have? 6, and damn the back hurt...
What is your weakness? my baby, and love
What is your greatest fear? that my baby mght grow up to hate me
Where would you most like to travel to? Back home to Alaska
Favorite band/artist? don't have one
Do you like indoors or outdoors better? do I like sex indoor or outdoor? whatever I feel like
What is your favorite pastime? Gosh, who come up with these questions...
Favorite holiday? Christmas
Most missed memory? I been single for a while... miss having someone next to me
Biggest Regret? my baby daddy...the biggest ass ho in my life
Ever been in love? yeah, damn it hurts...
Someone you love? I LOVE MY BABY & my FAMILY
Something you hate? Not having a car
Do you think you are attractive? about average
Do you believe in yourself? yeah...
What do you wish you could change about yourself? the fat that has been here since gaving birth
Favorite junk food? air head
Favorite t.v. show? damn, I can watch anything
Most important quality in a friend? the honesty, and the trust
Most important quality in a boy/girl friend? the same..honesty and trust but most of all, faithful
Do you cry when you watch a sad movie? yeah...
Do you shower everyday? of course, but I would miss a day once in a while
Do you get along with your parents? hell yeah,
Do you go to school and/or have a job? yup... proud of it
Are you online for more than 2 hours a day? sometime... feel kinda lame
Sox or Yankees? not in to that kind of stuff
Coke or pepsi? PEPSI...
coffee or tea? coffee
Night or day? day
Raine or shine? shine
Sugar or Salt? salt
beer or alcohol? alcohol
cat or dog? neither
make love or fuck? the like both..hehe
chocolate or vanilla? vanilla
ideal job? job that I don't have to put much work to it
favorite ice cream? big stick
favorite video game? tetris
favorite website? my space
What one thing do you want the most? TO GO HOME TO MY BABY... I MISS HER
Do you have siblings? yeah
Do you sing? no, I would scare people away
Do you dance? yeah, but not all that good
Ideal Boy or Girl
hair color? brown
eye color? whatever they come with
height? have the be way taller than me
weight? whatever those tall guys come in
style? ganster style
what first attracts you to a person? there style
are looks the most important quality? it sure catching my attention
do you like men and women? men of course
what about if you were drunk? will always be men
would you prefer the person to be rich? it would be great, but it doesn't really matter
do you want someone older or younger than you? older
What personality trait is most important? yeah
Final Questions
What is your screen name? LONELYNESS
Do you like meeting new people? yeah
What is your best quality? I'm out going
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what makes a guy want you by jessica610
your name
he thinks you have the best smile in the world
he feels weirded out
he loves your boobs
he wants your ass
hes driven by you
he feels like he cant breathe when he comes near you, he cant live if you arent with him, and he wants to hold you forever more

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I'M HOME

I'm happy to be home Never thought I would feel this relieve in my life People was rite ! "There is no place home" It's so true. No drama, no more broken heart, Or at least 4 now :) Love my Family......
Posted by XoXo...Dr@m@ is BuLLsHit...XoXo on Tue, 16 May 2006 01:52:00 PST

I never had a dream come true

I never had a dream come true... Never had true LUV... Never had a real relationship... Never had a guy I can call my own... Never had a guy tell me he LUV me, and mean it.....
Posted by XoXo...Dr@m@ is BuLLsHit...XoXo on Sun, 30 Apr 2006 11:21:00 PST